Four years ago
TateMy answer is honest. It’s a reflection of Nigel’s thoughts about me. He always tells me, he always tells me how beautiful I am. Never misses an opportunity to say it to me and everytime, he has wonder in his eyes when he says it . He smiles at my cocky tone then lays on the other side of the bed while I lay on his chest and trace his eyebrows.“How was college?”, I ask“It’s good. I wish I could be doing something else with my time though”That earns a chuckle from me“What? You don’t think the education is worth it?”He bites his lip in response. “No, I just wish you were there with me”My breath catches in my throat and I stare like an idiot at him. It’s him who chuckles this time.“Anyways, I’d be done very soon. Just a few more months. I’d round everything up as soon as possible so I won’t have to spend any more time than needed there. God knows I’ve spent too many years there already”I laugh. Nigel is five years older than me. I recently turned 19 and he’s 24. He’s on his way to becoming a lawyer and here I am, wondering if going to college is worth it. I want to be a nurse but I don’t know if the funds for that can be scraped out.“How long till you go back?”. He laughs“What? Already tired of me”, he asks cockily“No, of course not. I just want to know how long I have to catch up with you before you leave again but I’m happy you’re back though”, I tell him sincerely. He stares at me for a few seconds“Yeah, we can catch up later”, he says breathily then leans up and kisses me. We kiss for minutes more before he’s tugging off my shirt. Unbuttoning it is a hassle but he manages it just fine. When I shrug it off my shoulder, he unclasps my bra in a second flat and flips me over so I’m lying on my back and he’s above me. He pulls my jeans and snickers off. Shrugging off his own shirt, he leans down and continues kissing me. A myriad of emotions and sensations are coursing through me but it all stills when I feel him between my legs. I don’t know when he took my panties off. I don’t even know when he took his jeans off but I really couldn’t care less.“I love you Tate”, he says, driving into me<<<>>>>PresentNoah“He said insurgencies”, Benson interrupts the head of marketing while laughing. I don’t see what’s funny and everybody else feels the same way because they stop to look at him as well, probably wondering what knot he’s lost again.Dad isn’t in the best condition at the moment and looking at Bensons face, I kinda regret my decision to sit in for him at this meeting .Most of the board members are dads old friends, the people he built his empire with, while others were additions along the line who’ve also contributed to the growth of the company .I’ve never really liked some of the new board members but this Benson guy is a straight out idiot. The only thing that keeps him in the company is his abilities. The board members know it, dad knows it, I know it so we can’t fire him when he’s being his asshole self. Benson stops laughing once he realizes that he’s gained everyone’s attention. He clears his throat and takes a sip of his water. The marketing guy goes back to the projector to continue explaining his reports for the month. Half an hour later, I leave after the meeting ends and I’ve managed to sort out most things. I need to be at the hospital by evening but I’d drop by my apartment first.Somehow , I change my mind and end up going to Dotty’s instead. A restaurant close to my street. I’m hungry and could use some food.Dotty’s not a five star restaurant. It’s just pretty decent and I prefer eating here than any other five star restaurant.The owner of the restaurant sees me the moment I walk in and waves me over.“Hello Dorothy”, I greet curtly“Oh hi sugar. How’re you doing. It’s been a minute”, she says everything with a wide smile on her face. Dorothy has always been an erratic person and as much as I prefer quiet people, Dorothy has a charm to her persona.“Yeah. Been a bit busy”“So, what would you like to order?”. Her tone is suggestive and I almost crack a smile. Dorothy is middle aged, late forties if I’m not mistaken and flirts a lot with me but I’ve learnt that she doesn’t actually mean any of it.“The usual”“Coming right up. You taking it home sweetie?”“Yeah, I have some things to finish up”“Oh okay”. She turns to the window behind her to communicate with the kitchen staff then turns back to me.“What’s up with you?”. She always asks this question even when she never actually gets an answer from me.“Oh, we’re back on with late deliveries. Got a replacement for poor Jonah . Just telling you since you used to order dinner. We could whip you up something tonight as well”. I’m not good at cooking anything so I used to rely on Dorothy’s restaurant to provide my meals and truly, since their temporary issue with their delivery man last week, I’ve been getting my meals delivered from a less appealing restaurant or skipping dinner altogether.“I’m glad you sorted out your delivery issue Dorothy, I was getting tired of missing dinner”“Anytime sweetie”. I leave the restaurant to go home, eat and get lost in work. Somehow, I lose track of time and end up skipping dinner again.Four years agoTatumIt’s been two weeks since the day I tried to break up with Nigel. I couldn’t do it that day and still haven’t been able to do it. He’s been busy, more than before. Going on trips to and from San Francisco, trying to speed up the process of opening his own firm. I hardly see him these days, we hardly communicate except for the few calls and messages, keeping me updated on his whereabouts and activities. I appreciate it, all of them. Dad has been busy as well. He hasn’t asked me if I broke up with Nigel, he hasn’t asked anything about my relationship and I don’t know how long he’ll hold off the conversation, how much longer I’d have that freedom. Either way, I’m definitely not prepared to answer the question. I just hope he remains occupied and doesn’t ask. Bridget has been quiet. She hasn’t called me to her office again, I haven’t seen her around either. Carrito started college recently so she’s been at school for the past few weeks and Kate, Nigel and I haven’t t
Four years agoTate:I wake from my slumber, stretching and slowly opening my eyes only to see dads eyes already on me. He’s leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossed. I sit up, throwing suspicious glances his way.“Being creepy doesn’t suit you, dad”, I say, if not for anything, then to avert his strong gaze from me. He doesn’t.“There’s Tylenol on the nightstand”, he says instead, pointing towards the glass of water and card of drugs beside me. I’m confused at first, but I recall that I cried myself to sleep the night before and judging from the raging headache I’m suffering, dad was really nice to bring me the pills. I stick one pill in my mouth, swallowing it down with the water. Dad uncrosses his arms and makes his way towards me, sitting on the edge of my bed and staring at me.“We need to talk”, he says and I groan.“Too early daddy. I’m exhausted”. I’m honestly not, but I’m not ready for heavy talk. “Sleep later. We talk now”. His tone leaves no room for argument.
Present NoahI take Tatum to my apartment after we leave the supermarket. She doesn’t complain which makes me realize that she always intended to cook here anyways.When I put in my code, I open the door for her and she waltzes in, her confidence captivating. Stepping in and locking the door behind me, I see her reach into one of her jacket pockets and grabbing a chocolate bar.How did she get it? She walks to the kitchen counter and prepares a pot of boiling water. When I get to the kitchen, she barely looks up at me when she instructs me to place the groceries on the counter, chewing on her chocolate bar.“How can I help?”, I ask and she shakes her head.“Just go get changed. You must be tired. I’m good here”I don’t bother arguing even if I actually want to help because if there’s one thing I’ve learned with Tatum so far, it’s that she does things on her own terms and hardly gives space for arguments. So I go into my room, change and pull out my laptop, working for a few minutes
Tatum: Four years agoNigel leads me into his room and closes the door behind us, locking it. He rests his forehead against the door, breathing heavily. When he turns to face me, anger and pain fill his eyes."You should've listened to me, Tate. If you had, I would've taken care of her and none of this would've happened.""Your mother threw a 1kg glass frame at me, barely missing my head by an inch, Nigel! This happened because she's crazy, not because I spoke up.""Mother has anger issues," he defensively states, infuriating me."Anger issues?" I incredulously ask. "Don’t pretend like you didn’t see her try to kill me, you even called her out on it so don’t fucking pretend, Nigel!""For fucks sake, Tate. You know she would never approve of our relationship, and you only made it worse by insulting her."I scoff in disbelief, speechless. How dare he defend her?"Let me check if you're hurt," he says, moving closer, his gaze fixed on my shoulder."Get away from me." I push him aside and
Noah: Present "Shall I drop you off at the restaurant, or would you like to go straight home?" Tatum turns to answer my question."Drop me off at the restaurant. I need to wrap things up with Dotty and go over what I discussed with Sophie.""Did you guys finalize the menu?"She shakes her head. "No, not yet. But that's why we'll meet up again.""Hmm." I pull up at the restaurant about five minutes later, and Tatum steps out with a goodbye. I wait for about a minute, then restart the engine, and as I'm about to pull out, I see Tatum hurriedly stepping out of the double doors. There's a panicked look on her face, and without thinking too much, I step out of the car just in time for her to basically fly into me."Dot-Dotty is...," she rushes out frantically but chokes on the words."Tatum, calm down," I say, and she does. I take her hand to lead her back inside, already knowing that something is wrong, and it probably has to do with Dorothy. Sure enough, Dorothy is slumped over on one o
Tatum: Four years ago.I'm floating. At least, it feels like I am. I have no idea where I am, and my mind is foggy. But slowly, I start to come to, and I feel my body being moved around. I'm being carried. I reach out my hand to touch him."Nigel?""Shh, go back to sleep, baby. I'll take you to bed."Sure enough, he puts me down on a bed that I recognize as the one in the cottage. Suddenly, my mind clears up completely, and I remember the events that led up to this moment — Kate, getting caught by Bridget, and Nigel's promise to meet me at the cottage. However, he never came as soon as he promised. I fell asleep waiting for him."Where were you?" I ask him. "What time is it?""A little past midnight," he replies, ignoring my first question.I sit up and persist, "Where were you?"He doesn't respond."You promised you were going to meet me here right away.""I know, baby, and I'm sorry. I got caught up," he sighs frustratedly."In Kate?" I ask scornfully. His surprise is evident, even