Tom's POV
She said something that terrified me in the car I had to know what she meant "What did you mean when you said the first cut is the deepest?" I asked her in a whisper, eagerly waiting for her reply.
" I can't love you the way you deserve to be loved, I am broken, you have tried your best to make us work, we should not fight it, I think we should end our misery let me go Tom you deserve to be happy".
Her words broke something inside me, I felt like she sentenced me to a death penalty, how do I tell her that she revives my soul, that she is the one for me, I do not want to lose her, even when she thinks that she is trouble.
" Mercy look at me" I begged her to look at me, I know that men should be strong and not cry but what do I do when the only person who brings life and light to my life thinks that she is not good enough.
She tried to look into my eyes but averted her gaze I bet she saw my tears, "look at me please" I repeated
Tom's povI can not explain the happiness I felt when Mercy gave herself to me completely, I can't compare the happiness that came with the waves of pleasure her body's reaction had towards me.She's mine I am hers, I will never let her go the moment we made love we became one, spiritually and emotionally, I thought she would break last night, I lost control could not control my strong desire to consume her, if possible I would have merged my body with hers, I have been suppressing my thirst for years and when I finally got a taste of her I failed to control myself I tormented her, she took me by surprise, she did not surrender instead she begged for more.I smiled in content looking at the love of my life sleeping peacefully next to me, I know I should be tired after working the whole night but I am no energized I can even carry get in my shoulders and run around the yard 100 times.I looked at her pouting swollen lips, her brown neck
Mercy's povMy relationship with Tom's Booming, we have our mini fights here and there like other normal healthy young couple, he is possessive in a good way, I kinda find it romantic, he is also clingy, he spends most of his time with me, I'm not complaining although sometimes it frustrates me, he and Grace are always on each other's throat, they behave like siblings, and man Tom changed, the calm, reserved and shy Tom vanished just like morning dew when the sun reveals itself from wherever it hides at night, the morning dew evaporates same as Tom's reserved personality, sometimes I wondered if I knew him like I thought I did.I like the change though, he is more romantic, naughty, he does not hold back, he gives me the complete him, I got a job as an intern it's not much but he boasts about me all the time, praising me for silly things, like the food I cook, my achievements at work, he is 100% supportive.********************I'm holding a cup of tea ta
Tom's povWhen I went to the market with Mercy a few days ago, I heard the villagers jabbering about Mercy's past, they were shaming her in their native language.We could hear their whispers though they were talking in hush tones, Mercy's mood dampened immediately.She disappeared after he and his family shamed her, he made her a laughing stock of the village.He broke her, but I'm glad he did because she's mine now, and I want the whole world to know that she's mine. I secretly bought an engagement ring for her, today I'm going to propose to her to prove these villagers wrong, she's a Diamond.I tightened my grip on her, activating my protective as possessiveness, the villagers throw dirty looks on us, and I gave them my cold look.I don't want my woman to be treated like trash, she's my queen the mother of my children, the woman I won't think twice to lay my life down for.I can tell by her gaze, her soft laugher, her sweet smile, h
Mercy's Povbeautiful chandeliers are hanging on the ceiling, sparkling with excitement just like my eyes, they can not hide the excitement and happiness they contain.I'm in a designer huge princess dress that perfectly hugs my body, it has a lot of sparkles and sparkling shoes, my hair is done in an updo, and top it with a sparkling tiara.Just like in the fairytales that I watched when I was little, I feel like Cinderella except that I don't have an evil step mom and sisters.Everything is bright and sparkling, It's my wedding day, the day I say I do to the love of my life, my mom walks with me down the aisle to meet my husband to be, we walk slowly to the Greek God standing before me, he grinned at me, we reach him, mom gives him my hand.The ceremony starts we exchange vows, I feel like I am floating everything feels surreal, then the pastor asks " if anyone is against this union, they should stand up" the pastor announces.My future mo
Tom's povI love Mercy a lot, it hurts that she is in denial but we all know tat she needs help, I have tried the best that I can to show her that I love her, for Christ's sake, I delivered my heart in a silverplate but she doesn't seem to care.I'm running out of ideas, there's only one person that can help me now,I fished out my phone in my back jeans pocket and called Grace, 15 minuetes tops, she's now approaching the bar counter where I have bee sitting for half an hour."this better be good, I had to cancel my appointments with my clients" Grace cringed when she met Tom's deadly glare. "Okay I take thar back my clients can wait, that look can paralyze a person, what's eating you?" She sat down signaling the smitten bartender over to her.I snarled when the bartender did not respond to Grace, she's rather busy gawking at me. She looked down in embarrassment, Grace chuckled "okay, what's wrong, with your looks I'm sure this happens daily
Mercy's povPacing back and forth in the living room, my anxiety disorder starting to kick in, I haven't had many attacks lately, for once I felt like a normal person with Tom and Grace by my side what I saw today made me feel like the fool I have always been, they have been having an affair right under my nose.Apart of me wants to believe that there's a valid reason why the lipstick stains were on Tom's chest but another part of me thinks that the answer to that is obvious.Tom did not bother to explain to me why was Grace's lipstick on his chest and why was he leaning so close to her, rather he freshened up and went to bed while my mind was going to burst at any moment from overthinking.I mean shouldn't he try and clarify this to me, or defend himself like other men do when they are caught cheating instead of playing it cool."Tom!" I screamed his name taking large strides to our bedroom, I did not find him there, but the bed is unt
Mercy's POVI stirred in my sleep feeling like someone hit my head with a break, my body felt numb, inhaling the most awful smell ever and a very irritating beep sound that made my head hurt worse than it did when I regain my consciousness, peeling my eyes open a bright light glared right at me, the lights in the room blinded me for a second I closed my eyes swiftly and opened them again this time slowly adjusting to the bright light.I don't remember climbing the bed, I only remember taking my anxiety pills, anti depress they did not help and I resorted to sleeping pills, they did not knock me out for 2 hours I might have taken a lot but I needed the voices in my head to shut down, who could've helped me to bed?.Beep! beep! The noise brought me back to reality I gazed at the white ceiling which does not look like the one I am used to, I tried to wake up to scout where I am and what's causing this unbearable noise, my arm hurt, I looked at it, my eyes widen when I
MERCYUnfolding the wrinkled paper, reading it for the hundredth time, tears burning my flesh, the warm liquid gushing down my cheeks. This is how I have been living my life since I came back from the hospital, to an empty apartment, Grace handed me a letter and left without a word, my entire world turned into shambles and it's all my fault.The first time opened the little envelope I felt a pang of pain within the depths of my heart, only a few words were jotted down // always have been and will always be in Inlove with you, regards Tom your husband, take care.//I did not know what to do, all I know is that I wanted to relieve the pressure I felt in my chest, my closest friend anxiety was so close for a second visit this week, Instead of welcoming my dearest friend's visit, I broke everything breakable in the house, photo frames, plates and a lot more.I crunched the piece of paper and threw it in the bin, the funny thing is every nig