Aurora's POV
I flicked the switches open to brighten my house. The silence stared back at me with the same horror which my heart holds.
The house is beautiful, built by my grandmother with the love she had for her husband and future. It's elegant with the maximum view of the outside garden which I can barely take care of. No matter how much beauty this house holds, it always haunts me.
I removed my shoes and stepped on the soft carpet. My heart picked up the race with every step towards my room. It's not a two story house. It's medium sized with a kitchen, hall and two rooms with a rooftop.
I use only one room leaving another one as untouched as it was when my parents died. Everyone dies in this house mysteriously. My grandparents died in the same room, people say they were hanged to the ceiling which shows that they committed suicide but no one knows the reason.
After their death my parents took their room and after some years they were also found dead in the same condition. I was sixteen at that time and it's still haunting me till date. That room is definitely cursed and I don't have the courage to open it.
I opened the refrigerator and morning's frozen breakfast gawked back at me. I thought I would eat it for dinner but Catherina ordered us dinner as it was late due to rain.
I grabbed a water bottle for the night and kept the lights on.
I don't like darkness, I am scared of it. My heart thuds whenever I see the dark corner. It feels like he is staring at me.
The man who has snatched the light from my life, it feels like he is here or maybe I am so paranoid that my mind creates an illusion.
He always makes me feel that he is not present but I know he is present in the darkness of the house. He owns it, darkness is his slave and he conquers everything with it.
I entered the room and quickly switched on the lights. I can hear my own heartbeats as I gulped in fear and my hands started shaking making the water in my bottle tremble with the movements.
Never in my life have I thought that I'll be this terrified to enter my own room. It feels tragic.
He was not in the kitchen and hall so I thought he must be in the bedroom but he is not here either. Maybe he is not in the house or maybe he is playing with me. He loves to do that.
He makes me feel that I am alone but in reality he could be watching me from the corner with his signature evil smirk.
I tried to calm myself but the thought of him watching me is terrifying. I shouldn't keep hopes but his smell is absent from the room, that smell of leather and guns is unforgettable. The smell of his cigarette is also absent. Which means he is not here but I would be a fool to believe in that because he is unpredictable.
I closed my eyes as my head started hurting with overthinking. I placed my purse down with the sweaty and trembling hand while looking around to again make sure that I am alone in the room.
Wet clothes are clenched to my body and this scarf feels nothing but like a rope around my neck. It suffocates me but there is no other way to hide his tortures. I stood in the washroom in front of the mirror and removed the scarf.
There is only an Inch of skin which is not purple or pink. I took off my shirt the same way and dropped my trousers. My throat tightened when I looked at my body, his marks are everywhere.
My arms have his handprints like he is still holding me back.
My throat feels like his hand is still wrapped around it.
I closed my eyes and let the tears fall. Why is this happening to me? Why me?
I turned on the shower and sat on the ground letting the water care for me but it's of no use. He has wounded me brutally, he has scratched my dignity, he has stabbed my self respect with his golden knife multiple times. I am bleeding inside out and he is painting his ego red with my bleeding.
I lifted up my face from my knee and sucked in the air, a loud cry escaped my throat when the pain squeezed my heart. It's unbearable, it's agonizing and terrifying to know that I can't be saved. No one can help me. I am caged. I am stuck.
It feels too humiliating to know that I can't do anything to save myself. I am taking everything helplessly, I am no one in front of him.
I cried my heart out until my heart felt little light and eyes felt heavy. At least I'll get a sleep now.
I got up and dried my body before wearing a robe. My hands were too weak to grab the water bottle and drink but I managed to do it and looked at the bed which is the witness of the sins which has happened to me.
I looked at the bed helplessly and released the knot of my robe. I am not allowed to wear clothes in the bed just like I am not allowed to smile at people because he thinks that my smile should be for him only, it's his property. He owns it.
I stepped out of the robe which was pooled around my feet and got into the bed while covering myself with the bedsheets.
He didn't come out which means he wasn't in the house when I came.
I laid on my stomach and looked at the wall watch. It's 11.35 in the night. I hope at least tonight I'll get to sleep till morning. It's not like he is here every night but whenever he comes, he makes it more terrifying than the last night I have spent with him.
My eyes closed with the heaviness as I clutched on the pillow to give myself the sense of security. The sleep wasn't strong, I was aware in the sleep too. I don't know why but tonight there is a different kind of fear in my heart.
Suddenly I heard the thud of the main door and my stomach churned knowing that he is now here. My eyes snapped open with disappointment. The way he has slammed the door, it shows that he is mad and now he is going to take it out on me.
I stared at the watch blankly. It's two o'clock and he is late today which means he was somewhere and someone has pissed him off.
I flinched when he opened the bedroom door and switched off the lights, he loves darkness. My hands clutched on the bedsheet when the smell of the gun and cigarette filled the room rushing my adrenaline.
But it's of no use, if I struggle then I'll end up in the hospital and if I don't move then I'll wake up in my own bed. These are the only options that I have and I chose the safest one like a coward I am. I hate myself for this.
My breathing quickened when he snatched the bedsheet from my body leaving me vulnerable to the cold.
His ragged breathing told me that I am not safe tonight, I might wake up with more bruises than usual.
I flinched again when his belt hit the floor. Tear slipped from my eyes as his body covered mine giving me the heat I never wanted from him.
I whimpered when his rough hand grabbed my hair in fist and tongue ran on my neck. He inhaled my hair loudly. Like a lion who has caught the scent of blood.
I gasped when he lifted my waist up and entered inside me with the slam. I struggled to get hold of something when he filled me up and I jerked forward.
My attempts to seek help went futile when he grabbed my wrists and locked my hands behind my back. I was completely under his mercy as he rammed inside me mercilessly.
He pulled me up and rested my head on his shoulder while grabbing my throat with his one hand and the other went to my clit.
He is hard as a rock inside me, my bed jerked with each thrust and he assaulted the skin on my neck and shoulder.
I gasped for the air when his hold tightened on my neck and started to affect my breathing. I grabbed on his hand with both of my hands, silently pleading him to loosen his grip because I can't breathe.
At the same time my body trembled as he drew orgasm from me and used the same hand to grab my breast which grabbed my throat.
I sucked in the air as my legs trembled but he was still in the same energy.
I don't know how many times he drew orgasms from me because it made me so exhausted that I was slumping in and out of the darkness.
He hauled my body up as his rock hard body slammed against my back with the roughness.
I gave up when he emptied himself inside me with the curse and pulled out, letting me fall on the bed like a lifeless doll.
I thought it was over from tonight but he turned me around and hovered over me. My tired eyes fluttered open but it's hard to see him in the dark.
He always comes in the darkness. My nightmare, Rafael Delgado!
Aurora's POV I stared at the ceiling blankly as morning light made it visible. My whole body is aching, my throat hurts, my wrists are numb, my private part is throbbing like it's bruised. But my dignity is more wounded than my body. I was assaulted the whole night and I still can't do anything about it. There is no choice but to stay defeated in the bed, my naked body is still tangled with his. His hand is heavy around my belly and I can't breathe because of it. Face is buried in my neck as he is sleeping calmly but I'll be a fool to think that he is in sleep. Rafael never sleeps, it feels like he can see everything with his eyes closed. Little movement and he wakes up. I couldn't breathe due to his heavy hand on belly and I moved. His hand came to my jaw in a firm grip, he is still buried in my neck and I am sure he must have felt my nervous gulp. "Don't fuck up right now" His voice was not sleepy at all which means he wasn't asleep. I don't know if he slept at all and if he d
Aurora's POV Night wasn't showing any mercy. It was like the sky was crying its heart out with the mourn for someone beloved. The wind was angry, slapping and breaking everything which comes in its way. Many predicted that the town was going to flood that day because streets were looking like small rivers. I had left the library early that night because I knew I won't get a cab if I leave at the usual time. The senior allowed and I booked a cab. "Looks like something bad is going to happen..." The driver said while driving through the busy street. Roads were jammed due to heavy rain and everyone was eager to go home safely. I had never seen such traffic for a long time. I love dark rainy nights, they are fascinating and I feel that they hold something mysterious in them. They are saga! But that night was a nightmare for everyone. It didn't start the saga but the misery for me. My cab finally made its way out of the busy streets and got on the way to my home which is is
Aurora's POV I dried myself and wore full clothes to hide marks on my body. I don't remember when was the last time I wore my favourite dresses. The thing is I don't even have my favourite dresses because he didn't let me keep any. He let me walk out when he was done cleaning my body. I changed and quickly gulped down the painkillers. I can't work with the aching body all day. I turned around when he came out with the towel hanging low on his waist and I looked down when he eyes met mine. My face held nothing but submission and I hate it. My heart cries knowing that I can't fight against him. He wore his clothes and I loathed the thing that now my house holds his things too. He comes and behaves like he owns it. He owns me. I feel suffocation whenever he is around, whenever his eyes hold me captive. I constantly feel his hand around my throat. My room is big enough to roam around without colliding with each other but he never likes when I try to distance from him. My eyes
Aurora's POV I literally ran towards the car and got in while slamming the door shut. I won't be surprised if I get a heart attack in the coming days. "Woah! Slow down, beauty..." Catherina chuckled. "I wasn't going to leave you behind..." "Sorry" I replied, maybe I slammed her car door too rough. "Why are you saying sorry" She chuckled and started the car. "Now that I realised, you never really talk to me... You just say sorry and thank you..." I looked out of the window as she started rumbling, Catherina loves to talk and I love to hear her talk. She gives me hopes that I am still in the normal world. "By the way you are blushing today, I mean your cheeks and nose are tinted pink... It suits you, are you using a new blush or something?" How do I tell her that it's because I cried. Yeah! And the blush name is Rafael Delgado. "I don't use makeup" I chose to say instead. She always asks me what my skincare is and what made up products I use, she often checks my purse f
Aurora's POV I stepped back when he stepped forward. Adrenaline rushed inside me and I grabbed the butter knife while placing the paper bag on the table. "Leave. Now!" I pointed the knife at him. He was in his place amused while I was scared to the core not understanding what he wanted. Did I save some serial killer that night, that thought terrified me. He chuckled and stepped forward making me alert, my hold on the knife tightened as forehead started sweating. I was glaring at him but nothing seemed to phase him. I had also forgotten my mobile in the bedroom. "Butter knife! Last time I told you that you need something stronger." He chuckled mockingly. "I doubt this one is going to help you" "What do you want?" I asked not to take my eyes off of him. "You!... All of you, every inch and piece of you, your body, your smile, your tears, your pain..." He stated in determination. "Your soul and everything!" I looked at him in disbelief not getting what he meant by t
Aurora's POV I struggled, did whatever I could do to get hold of something or someone. Hands couldn't help but struggled to hold on to the water which wasn't possible. Legs couldn't find the ground to stand. Eyes were closed and saw nothing but darkness, lungs burnt without oxygen and head filled with the water through nose. It felt like my heart would come out of my chest and float in the water. My heart felt more pain than my body. I was about to pass out but then a strong hand pulled me up. I clutched on the hand tightly and sucked in the breath, took in as much as I could do like I am not going to get air again. My eyes opened as I kept gasping for the air. Eyes were burning due to water. Those mischievous grey orbs mocked me. Rafael was holding me up. "I have a phobia of water, please... Leave me!... I'll die!" I pleaded and tried to get out of the water but he held me back firmly. He was standing in the water like a king, and water wasn't even reaching his chest while
Aurora's POV I stepped back when he placed me down. I know my eyes had shown him nothing but my weakness. I was still trembling with the cold and my hair was dripping. He looked at me with a blank look like he didn't notice me stepping back but he did. He noticed it and that was my first realisation that if he is calm then he is more mad. "We can visit the swimming pool again, if you insist..." He cocked his eyebrow. "Are you going to rape me?" I sobbed while clutching on my arms tightly as if it would have saved me. "Rape?" He chuckled. "I would call it pleasure..." I followed his movements when he went to my closet and grabbed a towel. I couldn't understand what he meant, how can I get pleasure when I don't want him to touch me. When I am terrified of him. I flinched when he stood behind me and started drying my wet hair. He ruffled them gently. "Rape is when woman doesn't enjoy it, it hurts her, she feels disgusted and she doesn't feel good..." I stood there froz
Aurora's POV That night I slept like my soul had left my body, it was almost like I was unconscious due to drowning. But that nightmare didn't leave me alone, I was a seven year old child when I was playing around the pool with my puppy. He ran towards the pool, I quickly grabbed him so he wouldn't drown himself, his one leg was injured and dad had rescued him from the streets. I bonded with him quickly. I was about to get up when someone kicked me from behind and I fell into the pool along with the puppy. Same darkness, burning of lungs, feeling of body getting numb and not getting anything to hold on, fear of death, everything was the same. Someone pulled me out, it was Dad. He rescued me. "How the hell did you end up in the pool" He yelled at me, but it didn't matter because I was numb. I was shocked. When I recovered, Dad told me that the puppy died after drowning. I still regret that day and my fear of water got stronger. I don't remember who kicked me but all I heard