I was stuck in the ER tonight for the late shift. Which means I won’t get home until early the next morning. I hated these shifts because it messed up my sleep schedule. But I only have to do them every other week, so that’s good. And I get the next day off after one of these shifts. Tonight is dragging, it is so slow. I’m always tossed up when this happens. Slow means there are no accidents, overdoses, sick or hurt kids, no one is having chest pains or anything else. And that is good. Bad is the night is taking forever and I’m bored out of my mind. All our beds are empty, stocked, cleaned and there is no one in the waiting room, so I have my feet on the desk, leaning back in my chair, playing games on my phone.
When I worked on other floors there was always something to do. Watching the monitors that were hooked to patients rooms, checking vitals, answering calls or doing paperwork. Here nothing. I hear heavy books coming towards the nurses station but don’t pay attention. If it was a possible patient they would be escorted back after we got the heads up. It could be security since they are always moving around. Out of the corner of my eye I see the other nurse Megan stand up and lean on the desk. Must be the flirting hour.
Megan will flirt with anyone. Patients, doctors, fellow nurses, security, housekeeping, you name it. If it has a dick and is decent looking she will flirt and more. I have caught her a few times in the storage closet and I have only been here a month. Luckily when I get transferred she won’t be going. Her permanent assignment is the ER. She reminds me of a skank just in scrubs. “ How can I help you handsome?” she says in a breathy voice that is supposed to be seductive but reeks of desperation. “ You can’t.” says a gruff voice that I know very well. I snap my head up. “ Goof?” I was confused. He smiles that smile that can make me melt and give me comfort at the same time.
“ Hey, babe.” he said. Megan snaps her head to me then Goof. “ Babe.” she whimpers. I ignore her. “ What are you doing here?” I asked. He has never come to my work unless one of his crew was in here. That thought makes me jump up. “ Is everyone alright? Is one of the kids sick?” I asked. Goof walks over and walks around the desk to stand beside me. “ Easy babe. Everyone is fine. Well, except Jax has been a little stuffy lately.” he said, placing a hand on my shoulder. I release a breath. “ Good. That’s good.” I said. Goof chuckles “ It is cute that you worry like that.”
I don’t respond to that comment. Of course I’m going to worry about them. Over the years starting with Lilly I have gotten to know all of them, kids included. They are my friends, I’m going to care. “ So what are you doing here?” I asked again. He lifts a small fabric cooler I just noticed. “ I brought you dinner,” he said. “ Goof, that’s awfully nice but you didn’t have to do that.” I said. He places the bag on the desk and kisses the top of my head. He has always done this but lately I have been craving them for some reason. “ I know I didn’t. I wanted to. I don’t like the idea of you raiding the vending machine and I know the cafeteria is closed at this hour.” he said.
See what I mean about him being perfect. There are two things that have stopped me from trying to be more than friends. He is a playboy and he has never shown the slightest hint that he has ever been attracted to me. So no go. I can feel Megan glaring at me. “ I’m going to take my break now.” I said to her. I didn’t wait for a response, I just walked around the desk and motioned with my head for Goof to follow me. There is a small break room just down the hall. And I do mean small. It has two tables, four chairs, and a counter that has a coffee pot and microwave. Once we get in the room Goof goes ahead of me and pulls out a chair. “ Sit. I’ll get your dinner out.” he said.
I don’t know why I listen but I do. I sit and watch as Goof places the cooler on the table and opens it. He pulls out four containers and a thermos. After he sets those on the table he pulls out cutlery. Not plastic either, real. When he opens the lids I see he brought me meatloaf, mashed potatoes with gravy, a salad, green beans and fruit. I almost want to cry because of all the effort he put into it. “ Goof, this is too much.” I said. And I wasn’t just talking about the amount of food. “ No it isn’t. You need to eat balanced meals. That doctor said so. So I’m just making sure you do. We need you to be healthy now and after you become pregnant. Now eat” .Goof said.
I grabbed the fork and cut a piece of meatloaf. I shoved it in my mouth. As soon as I started chewing the flavors burst on my tongue. It had a slight spice to it I couldn't place as well as onions, peppers and bits of garlic. I made no effort to stop the moan that came out of my mouth. I went for the mashed potatoes next. They were the perfect amount of buttery, creamy and salty. I didn’t realize how hungry I was until I started eating. I was shoving food in my mouth when I heard a chuckle. I looked up and saw Goof smiling. I was so involved with my food I forgot he was there for a minute.
“ Don’t laugh at me. I’m starving.” I said, as I stabbed some green beans. “ I’m glad you're enjoying your dinner.” Goof chuckled. “ This is the best meatloaf I have ever had. Where did you get it?” I asked, as I got a piece of it and dipped it into my potatoes before stuffing it in my mouth. “ I had Merigold pack up a to-go bag before I left,” he said. Oh yea, it is Sunday and they have family dinner’s at one of the ol’e ladies houses. I have Merigold’s cooking before and it has been incredible. “ Make sure to tell her thanks for me.” I say as I reach for the salad. “ I’ll tell her.” Goof said.
I ask Goof about his week coming up. He told me he is at the rink twice this week for guard duty. “ Has there been some new problems?” Last year there was a stalker issue because one of the owners, Nixon, had a crazy ex that wanted to hurt Sabine because she didn’t know she was Nixon’s sister. The ex thought Sabine was after her man. “ No, but Viper likes having some extra eyes on Pocket. And I get to watch Jax practice so it’s cool.” Goof said. “ How is Jax doing?” I asked. He explained he didn’t fully understand all the jumps and spins but in his eyes the kid is exceptional. “ Or I could just be a proud Uncle.” Goof laughs.
I have seen the way he is with all the kids. When the time comes and he is ready to settle down he is going to be a great dad. Or he will just stay the cool Uncle. But he definitely has the qualities of a good dad. I have seen him covered in paint because Kadance and Kassidy wanted to finger paint. He never batted an eye when more got on him then the paper. It just won’t be with me. Part of that bothers me but I let it go. I entered into this knowing what was going to happen. I have no claim over Goof. And I never will. He has never seen me as more than a friend.
And honestly I would rather have him as a friend than not having Goof in my life at all. He is too valuable as a friend. We talked as I ate about our upcoming week. When I ate enough I feel like I could slip into a food coma. I help Goof pack everything up. “ Goof, thanks so much for dinner.” I said. Then he does something a little odd. He stands up from his chair and comes over to mine. He grabs my hand and helps me up. That’s not odd. Goof wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me closer to him. “ Silvy, you don’t have to thank me for something I wanted to do. I wanted to make sure you were eating properly.” he said.
Then he hugged me tight for a minute before letting me go. “ Be safe going home in the morning. Get a shower then straight to bed. Call me if you need me.” Goof said. The thing is Goof and I have only half hugged each other before today. And I hate to admit it but I really liked it. The feel of his hard chest pressed against mine. I could feel my nipples tighten. Thank goodness he couldn’t feel it. I would be embarrassed if Goof knew just a hug from him turned me on. It had to be the shots messing with my hormones.
After I promised to call if I needed him, he walked me back to the station. He kissed my head and told me to have a goodnight. As I sat down in my chair I heard Megan grumble “ Must be nice to have a hot guy bring you dinner.” If she stopped fucking every guy she sees she might get a nice guy to bring her dinner. But that is her problem not mine. Mine is just left and will be coming over this week for sex. I just need to get pregnant fast so he will walk away.
Goof I know Silvy was surprised when I brought her dinner and how I acted towards her. I’m sure she expected me to flirt with that slut in a nurse's uniform. Seriously, you are at work, lady. Unfortunately I have seen this shit often around here. Silvy doesn’t even bat an eye so I figure she is used to it. What did surprise her was dinner and I was more affectionate with her. I haven’t kissed her yet. Even though I’m dying to. I’m easing her into this. Just amping up the affection. When I used to give her a half hug I now wrap my arms around her and keep her close to me. That was heaven. Having her in my arms. I didn’t want to leave but I knew she had to get back to work. I delivered dinner to her twice more this week. Every time I make sure to hug her and kiss her head. And if there are men around I make sure they see Silvy in my arms. They know she is taken. Especially this one doctor. I didn’t get his name but I saw him eyeing my girl while that slut was doing her best to flirt
Silvy When Goof said he wanted to have sex what I thought would happen and what actually happened are so far off from one another you might as well be in the next state. I figured he would look at a magazine or watch a video, get hard, fuck me, cum and leave for me to get myself off. You know like he does with the skanks but with them he doesn’t need porn. Yea that isn’t what I got. First he showed me that he didn’t need help getting hard. And he kissed me. As often as possible. I never expected that. I know he doesn’t kiss the skanks. And the sex, holy shit, it was incredible. Not only did I have an orgasm, well multiple, and no other man I have been with couldn’t even give me one. Or took the effort to get me off. But he paid attention to every inch of my body every time we had sex. And trust me we had a lot of sex. Two to three times a day if we could manage it with our schedules. And it was good, no it was great every time. And the positions we did. Not just missionary like I
Goof Even though she tried to hide it I knew Silvy was sad about another negative pregnancy test. Me, I was a little happy. That means I have more time to win Silvy over. I can see my effort is starting to work but for some reason every time I think I’m getting closer to her heart she puts a wall up. I just don’t understand why. I know she cares for me and she is definitely attracted to me. She knows I am a good man so I don’t understand why she won’t let me in. I have her body, and her friendship. I just need her heart. And I’m not going to stop until I get it. What Silvy doesn’t know is she already has mine. I left Silvy to rest and get ready for tonight. She needed to let everything go. Even if it is just for one night and I know she loves going to Harry’s to listen to Lilly sing. I was on guard duty tonight so I can keep an eye on her and Lilly at the same time. Not that Lilly needs much anymore. It is more crowd control at this point. Keeping the fans from getting too close to
Silvy I’m so glad Goof suggested a night out last week. He knows I love to dance. I didn’t notice how bad I needed it until I got to Harry’s. As soon as I walked in the door all the stress I had been holding melted away. Ratchet was a sweetheart for dancing with me. I know what he was doing and I wasn’t going to call him out on it. He saw a guy not wanting to take ‘NO’ for an answer and stepped in. He knows he didn’t have to help me out. I am just a friend of the club, he didn’t have to step in. Then I danced with Goof to a slow song. No big deal. Do it all the time. So why did this time feel a little different? I’m sure he held me closer than before. And tighter. And he kept looking at me the whole time. Like he was trying to tell me something but I don’t know what it was. No, I had to be imagining it. All of it. I need to find something to do with myself so I quit thinking of the other night. I have the day off because I am doing a night shift tomorrow. It is Saturday and I hav
Goof Merigold had decided it would be a great day to go to the lake. She called everyone to come down for a family day and barbecue. Pocket even called a few Devils to come down. By the time I got there most everyone was already there. Viper had forgotten to grab charcoal so Merigold asked me to grab it which meant I had to borrow a car from the auto shop. I don’t own one. Never had a need. Now that I think about it I probably should invest in one since Silvy will be pregnant soon. I will need something to take the baby when Silvy is working. I’ll have to look into it. When I finally find a parking spot I unload the car. I dropped two bags of charcoal by the grill. I wasn’t going back out so I bought extra. I found a table that had an empty spot to put my towel. I left my extra clothes in the car. Last time we came to the lake Lita had gotten soaked running after her brother with a bucket of water. She went to dump it on him and missed, big time. Did I get mad? No, it was a silly a
Silvy I was having a good time with the Renegades and a few of the Red Devils that I met today. I swam, played with several of the kids, tanned a little and chatted with several of the ol’e ladies. I noticed Goof glaring at Casper anytime we talked. Did he have a problem with Casper? He seemed like a nice guy from what little I gathered when we talked. Ice is alright but I didn’t chat with him much. He rubbed me the wrong way for some reason. Maybe it was the way he was constantly staring at me. I’m in a bathing suit that shows a bit of skin just like all the other girls here but he isn’t looking at them. It got so bad I put my cover-up on to keep him from eyeing me. It didn’t work but I felt a little better. I stayed with the girls, kids, and some Renegades to keep away from him. After Casper asked me if something was bothering me I told him that Ice was making me uncomfortable. Casper walks off and the next thing I know Ice is going out of his way to avoid me. I don’t know what
Goof Yes, I am taking out in the woods. This is a conversation that needs to be had away from nosey people. I love my sisters but right now I need privacy. And I want to get Silvy away from Casper. Even though she has a cover-up she is still looking sexy as hell. She said that Casper was just being nice. Bullshit. Anyone in a hundred mile radius could see he was hitting on Silvy. I just don’t understand how she could see it. Then she tells me that her personal life is none of my business. Everything she does is my business. How come she doesn’t realize this? I needed to step up and make it clearer. I was careful to make sure Silvy didn’t fall or get hurt while we walked. When I was sure we were far enough away that no one would hear us I stopped. I saw a large log and sat on it. I pulled Silvy to stand between my legs. She stumbles a little, I grab her hips to steady her and she places her hands on my shoulders to steady herself. Silvy looks down at me and says “ Goof, what is go
Silvy I am headed over to my dad’s house for dinner. It has been two weeks since dad told me about his girlfriend. It took that long to get our schedules to line up. Dad was easy since he is in construction. It was mine and the girlfriends that was the problem. If she had the night off I didn’t. And vice versa. I’m curious about this woman that dad wants to introduce me to. She has to be something special for dad to even bring her up. She better be. I have a bunch of questions for her. Dad grilled all the boyfriends I introduced him to, I’m going to do the same to his lady. Dad always said that if my boyfriends could handle a little interrogation from him they didn’t deserve me. It is time to return the favor. I’m a daddy’s girl and very protective of him. I’m not going to let him marry just anyone. She has to be good enough for him and not many women are. For all I know she is just looking for a father figure to pawn her kid off on. Or after his money. I’m not going to allow that.