I stand stiff, glued to the ground.
For a moment, I completely freeze and my blood stops running through my veins.
I hold on to my son so tightly, not sure what to do.
"This is Mr. Lawrence, mom!" he says in delight, pointing to him.
Ramon is a fucking devil.
Once he deceived me and now here he is, deceiving my poor little son.
"Nice to meet you Ms. Clarke," he stretches his hand shamelessly to me.
How did he know I changed my name from Clarkson to just Clarke?
I fake a smile.
"Nice to meet you Mr. Lawrence."
My son looks up at us and smiles.
"Mom is single, Mr. Lawrence."
Ramon looks up at me with a wide grin on his face. "Well, seems like I am a lucky man!"
I try my best to be polite and not glare or snort at him.
I feel so enraged just standing here, next to him so close to my son. He tracked us down and he is now faking to be my baby's teacher. As if that is not annoying enough, he has to lie and deceive the little angel.
I will never ever forgive this man. I hate him. I hate him so much. I can not believe there is a time my heart used to beat so hard for him. All I feel for him now is spite, anger, bitterness and a lot of rage.
Ugh!
I can't stand the mere sight of him.
Ms. Allison, the teacher Roy made fun of earlier approaches us.
"Mr. Lawrence," she looks at him seductively. "I would like to have a word with you. In the library. Now."
This teacher is nasty.
The way she looks at Ramon.
Ewwww!!!
Ramon does not even seem interested.
He shrugs. "I am busy with a parent here, Ms. Allison. Please excuse us."
She groans. "It can not wait..."
Haha!
He has been here for 60 seconds and the bitch is so thirsty for him and I don't know why but it's so fucking annoying. And I find her so fucking annoying.
He shrugs. "I am sure it can wait, Ms. Allison."
"It can't!" she insists in a nagging way.
He glares at her impatiently. "Yes, it can."
Just the look on his face is enough to make Ms. Allison clear her throat and walk away, burning with shame.
Roy sighs. "Dude! You put her in her place. God! Does she even let you breathe?"
I scowl at Roy. "Shut up! And go over to Eric and Renny... I need to have a word with... Mr. Lawrence."
Roy giggles and wiggles his eyebrows.
"You guys want some private time already?"
I pinch his ear, embarrassed by his big mouth. I send him off quickly to Eric and Renny.
I cross my arms across my chest and sneer at him.
"Why are you here?"
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Ramon does not even seem bothered or shaken by my question. He takes off his glasses calmly.
"I love our son... He is-"
"That is my son!" I set the record straight. "Do NOT ever call him 'our' because he is just mine!"
He looks me straight in the eye with this stern look as if to intimidate me.
"Camilla, Royce is a product made by you and I. He is ours."
I snicker. "Now listen and listen CAREFULLY, you son of a Bitch! That baby is mine and mine alone. I have raised him all these years alone without you by my side and you can NOT just show up in his life from nowhere and start calling him 'ours'. He is mine. ONLY mine. So, stay away from him. And stay away from me!"
Ramon stares at me silently for a moment and I can't quite figure out the expression on his face. I just know it has this cold sadness that sends a chill through me.
He wears back his glasses and looks at me blankly.
" Sorry if you feel that way but I can not stay away from Roy, Ms. Clarke. He is my student and my son."
I glare at him. "How dare you deceive my son the same way you deceived me? He is your blood for crying out loud! Yet you have started lying to him as early as now?"
A fresh swell of rage washes through me.
"I am doing all this for him, Camilla," he defends himself.
I sneer at him. "You know what, I will expose you! I will expose you for who you really are! A pathological liar! A disgusting dangerous impostor! A heartless murderer!"
I try to hiss as low as I can but I am boiling up inside. I can't control the anger in my voice.
Ramon looks at me sadly. "You know that is not true, Camilla..."
Tears sting my eyes and I blink them back and glare at him.
"Yes it is true, Ramon! You killed my dad!"
I see Renny and Roy darting towards me, Eric behind them.
I quickly clear my throat and fake a smile.
"I hope I never see you again."
Ramon smirks. "Impossible."
Roy and Renny hug me friskily and each takes my hand.
"We are going for ice cream!" They chirp in unison.
Ramon is staring at Roy as if he is the world to him. And I hate the way he is looking at my son!
He is mine alone!
I look at Eric. "But I said I am finishing up on something at-"
"No buts, Mila. We are going for ice cream first. I will help you to finish up on whatever it is."
Eric offers to help.
By the hateful way Ramon is looking at Eric, it is evident he does NOT like him already.
"Okay then..." I reach for Eric's hand. "Let us go for ice cream!"
"Yessss!" Roy and Renny chirp.
I smirk at Ramon as we all walk away from him, my son waving him in a bubbly way.
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"FUCK!!!!"
I am yelling in my kitchen, banging the kitchen island furiously.
Riana is staring at me as if I am some crazy woman. And honestly, I am a crazy angry woman.
Roy is upstairs sleeping in his room. I tucked him in bed early at 7:00pm, after having supper.
Now it is some few minutes past nine. I called up Riana to vent. I just want to pour out my anger and tell someone about my horrible day. The only someone I could think of was Riana.
I barely talked to Eric the whole ice cream date and he kept asking if I was okay. I felt like a terrible person for making him really worried the entire time when he should have been having fun.
I pace from corner to corner furiously, pushing back my stubborn, wild hair in frustration.
"Of all the towns in the whole wide world, he had to move to this town and even fake to be a fucking teacher and somehow... Strangely and coincidentally be my son's class teacher! Ugh! This can't be a coincidence or an accident! He did this on purpose! I hate that man!"
"What will you do?" she asks sipping her juice.
"Expose him and send him out of this town! I will drag his name through the mad and he will have no choice but to disappear!"
"That is not going to be easy..."
"That is just your opinion, Riana. And in this moment, I need you to keep it to yourself," I retort irritably. "I just want you to sit there and listen to me. Silently. Good Girl."
The doorbell suddenly rings.
FINALLY!
Warren is here to take his lovely wife back home. I wanted someone to vent to but Riana keeps saying things that make me angrier. Things that are not even helping with the situation right now. So I want her to leave. And leave with her opinions too!
"Your husband is here," I announce as I reach for the door.
Riana does not even bother to stand. She just continues drinking her mango juice as if she did not hear what I just said.
I swiftly pull the door open.
I immediately freeze.
RAMON!!!!
He is not dressed like a teacher this time. And he does not have those ridiculous glasses on. He is just in simple jeans and a warm gray coat.
I was to ask him how the fuck he found out my address then I recalled he is a fucking killer and being a creepy stalker is part of the requirements for the job. That is how he tracked Roy and I down.
I am not surprised.
"What the fuck are you doing at my house!" I snap.
He hands over Roy's school backpack.
How didn't I notice that?
"He forgot it at school today."
I snatch the backpack from him. "Now leave my fucking house and stay the fuck away from me and my son!"
He gives me that sad, pitiful look. "Camilla, I did not move to this town to fight. I moved here to try and make up for all those years I was not present in my son's life. I want to make up for the lost time. Listen. I am... I am sorry for everything... For the pain..."
"Keep your pathetic sorries to yourself and do what I just told you. Stay the fuck away from us if you are really sorry!"
"I can't do that, Camilla... I just can't..."
I sneer at him.
"Then I will expose you and show the whole town who you really are! Let us see if they will want a man like you, with a history like yours, teaching their kids."
"You wouldn't dare," he taunts.
"Don't try me, Ramon," I snicker.
He stares at me for a moment.
"Then, if you do that..."
He pauses.
"Get yourself ready for an ugly child custody battle in court."
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My heart sinks."Is that a threat?"Ramon looks at me sternly."If you dare expose me, I will have no option but to demand for the full custody of my child."I freeze completely."And just remember," he leans in to whisper. "You will be battling in a court of law with a professional lawyer. Now, would you really like that? Our dear baby getting dragged from one side to another, totally confused just because of the selfish actions of the parents?"No!I know how ugly custody battles can get. And the sad part is, the kids suffer the most. No. I would not want to put my baby through that.I look at Ramon and I see the victorious grin on his face. You would think he just won a lottery. He is enjoying to see me in a state of fear."Listen!" I hiss. "Do not think for a second that you have won this just yet..."
"What is wrong? Tell me!"I am shrieking and completely freaking out."My ex-wife is a psychopath!" he blurts out. "She tried to kill Renny one time... And you just gave him away! Just like that!"My heart sinks."I did not know Eric! If I did... If I did, I would not have given him away!" I quiver. "Now what are we going to do?"He bolts to his car."Find Renny."÷÷÷÷÷÷÷÷"FUCK!! FUCK!! FUCK!!"Eric bangs the steering wheel, cussing furiously when his psychopathic wife declines his call.Roy is sitting at the backseat silently, aware of the tension floating in the air.Eric looks frustrated and I feel so fucking horrible that I am the one making him go through all this. It is my fault all this is happening."We sh
A week has gone by with me trying to avoid Ramon the best I can. And he's done a good job at staying the fuck away from me and I am impressed.Maybe changing my mind was a good thing.I couldn't pack up and just leave this town like that without considering Roy. Most of his friends are here. He loves school more than ever and he's very fond of his fake teacher, Mr. Lawrence. Basically, his entire life is in this town and taking that away from him would be selfish.I wish there was something I could do to get Ramon fired so that my son could get a new class teacher.My only worry is Ramon.What if he takes him away from me?"Why would Ramon take your son away from you?," Riana asks, looking at me like I'm being ridiculous.I sip my hot cup of coffee. "I don't trust him. I know he can do anything!"She munches on the apple. "I don't th
"Listen, Camilla!" Ramon sneers at me. "I'm going to take Roy away from you and you'll be left all alone!"I scowl at him, tears streaming down my eyes. "You can't take Roy away from me!"He grins evilly. "Then watch me do exactly that."He starts to walk away from me but I grab his arm. "Don't you dare!"He grabs me aggressively. "Roy is mine! I'm his dad! So, don't try me and don't dare get in my way!""Roy is mine!" I start crying hysterically. "Only mine! And you have no right whatsoever over him."He sneers. "Listen, woman! He's my son too and the only thing separating me and him is you."Roy suddenly walks towards us.Ramon squats and hugs him. "Who do you want, Roy? Daddy or mommy?"My son grins broadly at Ramon. "I want you daddy."My heart sinks and I co
"Shouldn't you two be at school teaching or something?" I ask them dryly.Allison is not pleased at all by my question. "We are on lunch break and Mr. Lawrence hates the food at school."I continue eating my food, pissed as hell.Ramon ruined my lunch date with Eric. He is such a pain the ass honestly.To my surprise, he turns to Eric. He clears his throat and leans his elbows on the table."So, Eric, what do you do?""I am a managing director at my dad's brewery company," he responds, despite of the puzzling question."Mmh... Interesting."Ramon glances at me then at Eric and suddenly blurts out,"You two are always together most of the time. Is there something going on between the two of you?"I choke.I glare at him. "That is none of your business, Mr. Lawrence!"He grins. "Uh... Sorry about my lack of manners, Ms. Clarke. I just asked that because I would like to
"I don't know what to do Riana."For the first time ever, I visited Riana in her house this morning. And I must say, Warren has impeccable taste in real estate. The house decor is just perfect!"You should probably thank him or something..."No fucking way! How the fuck can she tell me to call up Ramon and tell him how grateful I am for what he did for me! I mean, I'm thankful that one of my books is almost about to get published by the best publishers. But there is no way I would call him! Let alone to tell him thankyou! No way!I spent the entire night thinking about what to do after Janet gave me the amazing offer. I'm torn in between thanking Ramon or just pretending like he didn't do me that HUGE favor.I mean, thanking him would kinda make it look like we are all cool and shit (WHICH WE ARE NOT). And I don't want that.
"We loved her."The priest says."But our Lord God loved her more."I stare at her grave in utter disbelief."Rest in peace, Gina."Elena cries on my shoulder and I wrap my arms warmly around her and console her.Just like her mother, I am astounded by Gina's sudden death. She was schizophrenic and I thought she would beat it. I thought she was getting better and healthier.But from what I have gathered, she grew much worse ever since her father died. She kept hurting herself, slashing her wrists and this time, she succumbed to the injuries.Now Elena is all alone.Her husband died five years ago and now, her only daughter is dead.I can't bring myself to imagine how this woman is feeling. How broken and shattered this ordeal has made her. How empty and sad and numb she must be feeling.Being a parent myself, I can't imagine a world without my baby in it. He's
"Camillaaaaaa!!!!"I spin around, my heart pounding fast.Fuck!Karla scared me to death.I look back, only to see that the person I just saw is gone. Or maybe... He was not even there in the first place.I am probably just having hallucinations.Karla hugs me briefly, with this concerned look on her face."You look like you have just seen a ghost, bitch. What's up?"The truth is, I just did see a ghost.I fake a smile."No. It's nothing. It's just... How you screamed my name... It got to me."Karla grins so broadly as a built man joins us. He is very good looking, I must say.He stretches his hand to me. "Marcelo.""Camilla."We shake hands briefly then Karla says, "You didn't tell me you are in Kingswood. Oh wait... You never tell me anything."I huff. "Sorryyyy... I have been held up with the whole Gina thing..