Chapter 114

Blue

I have three babies. It’s a strange thing to accept when for so long the babies had been inside me. I mean I knew they would come out at some point but it was almost like it didn’t feel real until now. Three healthy babies and a lifetime of responsibility to look forward to. Oh gosh, how am I going to do this? Three babies and Lilly? She has needs too! How am I going to be able to be a good mom with so much going on? When will I even sleep?

“Blue?” Artemis’s voice forces me to take in a breath.

“Yeah?” I give him a quick glance but not long enough for him to see the expression on my face.

“Are you okay?” He asks and as much as I want to battle these feelings alone, I don’t want to lie.

“I’m scared.” I admit. “What if I can’t do this?”

“If anyone could do this it’s you. All the bad things you have been through proves how strong you are, and you won’t be alone. You have me and my sisters. All of us are going to be here.” Artemis wraps his free arm aro