LOGINForia Maxine lux was a simple yet beautiful young lady. She is innocent and committed to her dreams. No boys, no alcohol, and no other bad habits. She was a good-to-be-true kind of girl and had a perfect life. But one day on her graduation, all of them celebrated in a bar. She was drunk and unable to think straight. Until something happened that put her in trauma and changed her life forever. She was raped, that was what she thought. And the man who appeared from nowhere who she thought raped her. He hurt him, made him suffer, and even made him fall for her. Until the man gave up; the man left with pain. But what if all of her beliefs turned into regrets? What if all of her conclusions were false? What if she realizes that she’s in love with him? Will she find him and chase him? Will she suffer from the reality? “Take me... Darren, please take me. I don’t want to stay away from you. Hurt me, kill me, I don’t care! Just... Take me...”
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“That concludes today’s lesson,” the professor stated flatly, his voice mirroring the bland fluorescent lights.
I didn’t wait for him to finish packing up his notes before I started shoving my things into my bag. The room felt stuffy, the faint buzz of whispered conversations around me pressing against my skull. This was my last class of the day, and I was already half out the door in my mind, worrying about the pending financial management exam and the gnawing question of whether I’d make rent this month.
The hallway was crowded, a steady stream of students brushing past me, their chatter a dull hum in the background. I was halfway to the exit when a familiar hand caught my shoulder, the touch light but insistent.
“Hey, where are you going?” Nathaniel’s voice, a casual tone hinting at a smile, rose above the surrounding noise.
I turned to face him, forcing a small grin. “Heading home. Last class of the day.”
“Wanna grab a bite?”
The offer caught me mid-step. My brain immediately ran the math: a few crumpled bills in my wallet, maybe enough to stretch into next week if I played it smart. But Nathaniel would bug me if I refused, and honestly, I was too tired to fight him.
“Sure, why not?” I said, aiming for enthusiasm but landing somewhere closer to neutral.
We walked together to the subway, Nathaniel launching into his usual commentary about professors and classmates. I nodded along, letting his words wash over me without really absorbing them. Nathaniel was the kind of person who filled silence like it was his duty, a trait I usually found comforting. But today, it grated on me, my patience worn thin by the weight of everything I wasn’t saying.
I’ve known him for almost four years now. We met freshman year, randomly assigned to the same class. We got along fine, better than fine, but there was a wall he didn’t even know existed. He didn’t know I was an orphan who shuffled through the foster system for most of my childhood. He didn’t know that keeping the lights on in my apartment was a monthly struggle.
And he definitely didn’t know that today was my birthday.
Well, not my actual birthday. Just the date the cops found me, a five-year-old, covered in blood, wandering the streets like some ghost from a horror movie. The memory wasn’t clear, just flashes: red smeared on pale skin, the cold bite of night air, voices shouting somewhere far away. I had been the story in the evening news for a few days before the world moved on to the next tragedy.
I never told anyone. Why would I? There was no cake, no balloons, no warmth to celebrate. It was just a bitter reminder of a day when no one wanted me, not even fate itself.
The subway screeched to a stop, jolting me from my thoughts. Nathaniel bounded off ahead of me, stopping by a burger joint, his usual energy undimmed by the long day. This was his favorite spot, though I’d never understood why. I followed him inside, the faint smell of grease and salt clinging to the air as we entered.
“I’ll grab the food,” he offered, already heading toward the counter.
I slid into a seat outside in the smoking area, pulling a cigarette from my pocket. The first inhale burned, grounding me almost sacredly. Outside, the city moved at its usual chaotic pace, cars honking and pedestrians weaving through the streets like a river of restless energy.
If only I had known what was coming.
In less than twenty-four hours, everything would change.
Nathaniel returned, balancing a tray of fries and burgers like a waiter auditioning for a bad sitcom. He set it down with a grin, sliding my food across the table.
“My friend’s throwing a party at a club tonight,” he said, unwrapping his burger. “Wanna be my plus one?”
I flicked ash from my cigarette on the floor, smirking. “You have friends besides me?”
“Haha, hilarious,” he shot back, rolling his eyes. “Seriously, though. You should come. It’s Friday, and you never go anywhere.”
“I’ll think about it,” I replied, though we both knew that probably meant no.
After that, we ate mostly in silence, the quiet that comes from knowing someone long enough not to need constant conversation. Nathaniel seemed content, devouring his fries while I pushed mine around the tray, my mind drifting back to the textbooks waiting for me at home.
“I’ve got to study,” I said eventually, breaking the stillness. “Financial management is killing me.”
Nathaniel nodded, wiping his hands on a napkin. “Just think about the party, okay? You need a break.”
“I’ll let you know,” I promised, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach my eyes.
When we parted ways outside, I walked home. The air was cool, carrying the faint scent of asphalt and something metallic that always lingered after a long day in the city. I lit another cigarette, telling myself it was the last one, like I always did. The smoke curled upward, disappearing into the sky as my footsteps echoed softly against the pavement.
Twenty-four years old today. Unbelievable.
I exhaled slowly, the words sinking into the night like a stone into water.
Foria's POVI was now staring at Darren who was sitting on a long sofa, opposite my bed. I was leaning at the headboard while looking at him. He bowed his head as if he didn't want to talk to me. But I will not let it pass this time. This is the right time to talk to him and confront him about it.After I ate earlier, the two of us were silent while he helped me go to the bathroom to pee and brush my teeth. He also gently assisted me to bed even though I didn't need it. I am just stressed, not disabled.We waited who would speak first, but after a few minutes, none of us broke the silence. It seems like when someone speaks, something bad will happen to him."Where's my family? Why aren't they here?” and finally, I already dared to speak.I woke up here without anyone. He's the only one I'm with here. My family should be here. They must know that I'm here.He looked up at me. "I-I don't know how to contact them. I don't have a number...” good thing he didn't stutter much anymore. My
Foria's POV.I woke up from a noise. My sight was directly to the light making me close my eyes again.I slowly opened my eyes again. I blinked when I smelled the familiar scent. Am I in the hospital? What happened to me?I turned to my side. I am inside a room in the hospital. I took a deep breath and tried to sit up. But I only went back to bed when my head suddenly hurt. I held my hand and closed my eyes.I let out a breath again and tried to sit up. I kept moaning because my body also hurt. But the door suddenly opened causing me to look there.My eyes widened when I saw the man I didn't expect to see here. He was looking at me with wide eyes and he froze from where he was standing. He was holding a white bag, I don't know what was inside. Why is he here?!But what's also surprising is that I felt a little bit of fear of him, not like I've lost myself whenever I see him. But why is it so little now? I felt scared that he might do something to me again but there was something weir
Foria's POV."Where are you?" Jannica asked in the other line.I glanced at my phone on my side before turning my car around. I was wearing an AirPods so that I could hear her well."I'm on my way, Jannica. It's little traffic,” I answered, bored.I was still on the road forty minutes ago because it was very traffic. Good thing I have a lot of patience, I might be screaming here if I don't have it. I would not waste my time on that nonsense thing anyway. It will just ruin my beauty."You said that forty minutes ago and you are still not here. The photographer kept on asking me where you are," she exclaims."I'm close! I can see the building from here," I said while looking at the building where my photoshoot was held."My goodness, Foria. We have been waiting here for hours now. Sir Liam just got here. He's looking for you while frowning," I think she wants to make me feel guilty.I know that Liam doesn't want to waste any time. He always wants us to be on time.Even though I have b
Foria's POV."I'm sorry...""Please, I'm sorry. Forgive me." "Maxine! I did not mean it!"I gasped and looked at the ceiling with big eyes. The corners of my eyes started to heat up. After a few minutes, I realized that I was sobbing and my tears were flowing down to my cheeks."Maxine? Maxine!”"Foria! Oh my god!”I felt someone hugged me but I didn't bother to look who it was. I was holding my chest because it hurt so much. It looks like something heavy in there. I felt like it was squeezed by someone. It's so painful. It felt like it was already bleeding.I was having trouble breathing because of my sobs. I can't seem to stop myself crying. I was gasping for air. "P-Please... I don’t want this..." I said with difficulty and tightened my grip on my chest. The pain was still not gone. It seems like it was permanent.Even though I didn't see his face, I knew it was from him. The voice of the man who ruined my life. He was begging for me to forgive him. But instead of being happy, I
Foria's POV."Mommy!"My forehead creased when I heard a loud voice. I groaned and rolled over. I want to continue what I was dreaming. "Mommy! Mommy! Wake up!”I sighed and faced him. I opened my eyes and looked at my son who was looking at me, smiling. He seems to be having a good day today. I feel a positive air from him. "Hello, Mommy! Good morning!”I smiled then sat down slightly and leaned on the headboard. I kissed his forehead. “Good morning, Handsome Maxim," I greeted back. He giggled.He likes to be praise him so much that we always say that to him. I don't know where he inherited that trait from because Kuya Angelo and I are not like that. And Mama is not like that also and even our late Father. But even though he likes that, it made me happy. He makes me happy. "Why are you doing here early in the morning, Son?" I asked softly while combing his black hair.He adjusted his seat. "Grandma was cooking in the kitchen and she told me to wake you up. I think that Gran
Foria's POV.I woke up because of the noise around. I don't know where I am but I heard something beeping. I also heard my mother and brother talking, it just didn’t enter my brain.I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was light. Because of it, I closed my eyes. I moaned a little and slowly opened my eyes again. “Foria!” “Maxine!”I quickly turned to my right when I heard a lot of voices. I saw my Brother, Mother and my friends running towards me with worry written on their faces."Are you okay? Does anything hurt?"“Why are you moaning? Are you hurting?”"Where does it hurt?"They asked me questions at the same time and I just looked at them, not knowing what to answer. They kept on asking me questions and it made me suffocated. My head hurts even more.“I-I can't breathe," I said making their eyes widen.“What?! Call the doctor!” Mom said in panic making them panic too."A-Ah, no—" I was cut off when I saw Jerome already left the room. Even if I wanted to stop them an












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