Logan was never the kind of man to use a woman; he was always considerate and romantic, even though his personality said otherwise. I would say he was a perfect man in his own way. But that wasn't his style. After we slept together, he disappeared, leaving me lost. I had accepted him just the way he was, but he vanished. A long month passed without any news from the man who had left me with more questions than answers. God, why did he do this?
I sighed, seeing the clock marking 6:03 in the evening. Luckily, the professor had assigned so many assignments that I could hardly think about Logan this week. But that was ending because these were the last assignments. After that, there wouldn't be much for me to do in the upcoming weeks...
I got up from the chair when the doorbell rang; Lee must have arrived. I walked slowly to the door. He was part of my Fashion Design class; I liked his presence. He was lively and fun, everything I wasn't being these weeks.
I opened the door, feeling the gentle breeze blow through the house. Lee smiled when he saw me. I made room for him to enter, noticing his full backpack. He definitely had plans for tonight. I couldn't say the same; maybe I'd get drunk and eat cold noodles. I motioned for him to go to the kitchen table as I went to the bedroom, just to get my notes.
As the balcony came into my view, I tried not to look. I could easily remember that incandescent red glow behind the trees. I hoped that at some point he'd be watching me, but not even on the darkest days could I see him. So, trying to avoid disappointment, I forced myself not to look. But my eyes escaped my control, and I stopped, only observing the trees swaying in the cold wind. I just wanted to feel that he was there, but all I could see was a lonely forest that hides more than it seems. I sighed. Why did I always do this? Torturing myself seemed like a hobby now. To prevent future disappointment, I simply closed it.
The hours crawled by slowly. Lee, just like me, was a diligent student, but unlike me, he was a natural talent. I had always been much more hardworking than a true genius. By the time the assignments finally ended, I was already anxious to drink and go to sleep; I'd probably become an alcoholic before 30. Lee was far from leaving, at least from my house, since he used these meetings often to escape his jerk of a father.
I saw him take a mirror from his bag, run his fingers through his brown hair. I got up from the chair I was in, heading to the cupboard where I always hid something to drink. Looked at the vodka and the sake; I had a weakness for oriental drinks, so I grabbed the sake. Blame it on the anime and dramas I'd watched. But the important thing was that I'd get wasted until I passed out. Well, that was my plan.
— I heard that Logan is in Sleepy Hollow; did he really drop out of university? He had gotten a 100% scholarship, such a waste of talent.
I groaned with dismay. Logan was a walking genius. He could easily learn anything if he wanted to. Was it because he was a wolf? I sighed. It wasn’t all about being a wolf. He’s been smart since he was little. But that’s not what I wanted to think. I didn’t want to think about Logan or our terrible childhood, especially when everything was so much worse for him. For a moment, I wondered what was so important about Sleepy Hollow, for him to spend a month there?
— He thought it's best to take a break for now, until he sorts out all his problems. He's been having family issues frequently.
Lee didn't seem convinced by that excuse, but what could I do? "So, buddy, he's a wolf and needs time to learn how to deal with it"? Saying that was definitely out of the question. Besides, Logan's family was more complicated than I could really imagine.
I could hear the doorbell ringing suddenly; I looked at Lee, his smile growing. Sneaky, he had some hot plans for the night. I looked at him enviously; at least someone would have a fun night.
I got up, wanting to crack a joke, but I held back. It was the only one who knew about their forbidden relationship. So, as much of a joke as it would be, he could take offense, especially when his father didn't pretend to not see anything.
Suddenly, the doorbell stopped ringing, and the knocks sounded in a rush, startling me. Now, I wasn't sure if it was really for Lee; had someone found Logan in his wolf form in the woods?
I opened the door, afraid of what could happen if someone saw him, but I barely had time to react. The door was swung open, and I was pushed inside with force, almost falling backward. I wanted to shout in anger. Who would do something so rude? I lifted my eyes and could barely contain my surprise. His black eyes met mine, and Logan closed the door behind him with a thud.
— What the hell was that?
My voice came out louder than I intended; I could hardly believe he'd done something like that. I took a step back when he took a step forward. Could this be a joke? He disappears for a month, and when he returns, it's like this?
— I want you to leave now!
I pointed towards the door; he sighed irritably. I wanted to be happy to see him, but all I felt was anger and disappointment. How could he stay away for a month and come back like this? Without even an apology.
— I need to talk to you; it'll be quick.
Now? Seriously? Now he wants to talk to me? I sighed in frustration, seeing the nervous look on the man in front of me. Why didn't he talk to me that night? The night he left me naked in bed?
— I don't care! I want you to leave!
He approached me; I couldn't step back. Showing him that I was uncertain about my own decision would make him want to insist. I wasn't that strong when it came to him; I faltered frequently.
— I'm not going, and I don't want to talk to you!
Logan gave a half-smile, that self-assured smile that always left me without reason. It irritated me even more; he doubted my decision, but the worst part was that I doubted it too. I saw his eyes oscillate between red and black. He ran his hand through his black hair and stepped back suddenly.
— I won't repeat myself, Logan!Dra
I walked up to the door, circling around him there. When I pressed the doorknob between my fingers, I felt my body being hugged from behind. He inhaled the scent of my neck forcefully; he repeated the act several times, squeezing me tighter each time. I wanted to avoid trembling every time he did that, but my body reacted instantly to his.
He moved far enough away to notice my body, trembling and shivering, can feel his claws graze my skin, that was a bad sign, he could not transform while Lee was in the next room.
—Is there a man here? He asked, his voice oscillating in two unsettling tones. Lee shouldn't see him like this, especially when his eyes kept changing colors constantly. He seemed to grow slightly, and I had to prevent him from showing this to Lee. — He came to work on a project with me. I said quickly. Logan growled under his breath. I couldn't let him go to the kitchen, so I did my best to stop him. I hurried to step in front, blocking his way. With a quick step, I got closer, gaining momentum as I stood on tiptoes. I reached up and cupped his face in my hands. I could feel the tension in his body as I moved closer without warning. He stood there stunned as I pressed my lips to his. I felt the heat through his shirt, and he gave way for me to invade his mouth. I relished his tongue, tasting a slightly metallic flavor.His mouth had blood. I should have pulled away and felt disgusted, but my reaction was just to gasp into his arms as he lifted me effortlessly by my thighs. I felt
— This was my father's fault. He knew she couldn't have another child, but he didn't take enough precautions to prevent it, or I can't even guarantee he didn't do it on purpose. As much as I am right, he blames me fiercely.I finally understood why he's been avoiding me since all this happened. Was he afraid of what could happen to me? Afraid that I might get pregnant by him, that I might go through the same thing his mother went through.— I hoped not to be a monster, but about 5 and a half years ago, that's when I started changing. Usually, when a pure-blood is born, you feel the change between 16 and 17 years old. So, I thought I was free from the curse because when I turned 18, I didn't feel any change in me. However, it was when I was 19 that everything changed.He drank another glass of sake all at once, it seemed he would get drunk before he could tell me everything. I, on the other hand, had stopped drinking, or I would soon be completely drunk there. I didn't want to fall asl
After Logan’s departure, I can think of everything he confided in me, clarified a lot for me, I finally understood everything, or rather, almost everything, because our relationship got complicated, because he decided to hide from his father and brother, of the others, knowing that he had turned away from me on account of being a wolf, relieved my conscience, as much as it seemed stupid, I was afraid he was involved with another. But I was nowhere near that, he had avoided me not to hurt me, not because I wasn’t attractive enough for him.It was because he was so attracted that he lost control and could not control the transition between man and wolf, it was the opposite of what I could imagine, but from what I could imagine, he tried to distance himself to avoid what happened that night. But all this confusion went much further than me, involved Logan in a profound way, traumas that marked him throughout his life, all stages of his life boiled down to that one day he would be a "mons
I opened my eyes, feeling my soft and fragile body. My heart seemed to have just finished a marathon; I was breathing heavily, as if I hadn't taken a single breath throughout that intense dream. I wiped the thin layer of sweat that trickled down my forehead. But I could feel sweat all over my body. This was supposed to be the most absurd dream I had ever experienced. I rolled over in bed, lying on my stomach. I didn't need to exert much effort to sense the dampness between my legs.Glanced at the clock, 4:23 in the morning. I could still recall the sensations in my body due to the events in the dream. It might have been due to the alcohol that this dream felt so disjointed. I sat up on the bed, my body feeling weak. With a little daze, I sensed my body shiver. I was about to get up and head to the bathroom when a sudden weakness caused me to fall to my knees.— Shit. I whispered, feeling an ache in my lower abdomen. The pain radiated to my uterus, a sensation unlike any other. A str
— I don’t think that’s a good idea, Olivia.His fingers grazed the hem of my shirt, lifting it slightly and slipping inside. I sighed, pleasure coursing through me with his touch. I let out a groan as his fingers found my unprotected breast.He seized my breast, his thrusts becoming rougher. I craved it, needing to feel the forcefulness. I couldn't discern if it was his will or mine.Logan growled between clenched teeth, his excitement evident in his stare. He had lost control over his own body. His eyes, now red as blood, were locked onto me. Claws extended, scratching my sensitive skin. Muscles tautened, veins bulging beneath the white skin. His breath altered, and I groaned in pain as his body expanded. It caused mine to stretch along with his growth. He buried himself inside me, his face hidden in the curve of my neck.— Olivia, forgive me. I promised I wouldn't do it again, but here I am, struggling painfully against my own desires. I'll lose this fight any minute.— I accepted y
When I tried to look to see who it was, Logan held me tighter and growled loudly. I had a vague sense that I knew that voice from somewhere.— With so many hours for you to show up, it had to be now?Logan's voice sounded with different tones, and I could feel his anger. I had no idea who that man was or why he was there, but it was obvious that Logan knew him.— Olivia, it's sad to see that you've crossed a line you can't come back from.— There's no need for this. She's still human.— Still... When you turn her, I'll know. Maybe I'll rape her before killing her, after all, Striker's bitch is known for her nice ass.My body froze, and Logan squeezed me even tighter in his arms. However, his reaction was different from what I expected. He let out a sarcastic laugh, always someone who reacted instantly to bad comments.— You're stupid, hunter! Talking as if you'll leave here alive.Logan, with me still in his arms, ran towards the balcony. He left me behind the wall that hid the balcon
I looked at the blood staining Olivia's wall. I should never have killed her in front of her. Likewise, I sighed angrily, but what could I do? He aimed at her and shot without even thinking. I was more emotional than I should have been, I should have waited until she wasn't looking.“You think?”A voice sounded not so far away. I rubbed the palm of my hand over its snout. I knew they would capture her sooner or later, I knew, but I couldn't believe they attacked her first. Plus, I still couldn't believe I'd sent this bag of trash to see Olivia. They know how he treated women, he was a serial rapist who took advantage of his position as a hunter to rape and kill. Well, there's less trash in the world now.I was still irritated that we were interrupted when Olivia was about to ejaculate, and remembering that fact only made my body more sore.After cleaning up the mess I made, I picked up the limp body on the floor. Its blood was so smelly that it wasn't even good for food, I don't think
But what surprised me the most was that this rule started to apply right after my birth. I knew there was a big commotion at the time, but I could never find out what it was because everything was erased by the Ministry of Shadows and the most important names in the supernatural world. Well, I knew my father was involved in it, and I also knew he aspired to a position in the Ministry of Shadows, which would probably be his if he managed to kill me.Because of this, from the beginning, I decided that I couldn't put Olivia in danger. That's why I did everything I could to stay away from her, because that was the best thing for now. I needed to learn as much as I could in this way to learn to control it. While I did all that, I decided to destroy the Ministry of Shadows, not caring about killing anyone who got in my way.I didn't lie to Olivia about the reason for distancing myself. The problem was that our history went far beyond that. I didn't know what I was capable of. I was learning