1,460 days since I've been locked up.
35,040 hours since I've stopped having hope.
4 years in this shit hole.
Around me, all I see was darkness. Both in the outside and inside. I've been here for so long my eyes have gotten use to the dark room.
I just sit at my little corner, staring through my only window in my room.
Or as I like to call it, torture room.
My room just consist a bed, a cup of water and 1 slice of bread, the torture board, and a so called closet which only contains 3 maid dresses, a shirt and shorts which I'm wearing.
I would constantly daydream to my own little world.
I imagine being outside.
Seeing the freshly cut grass, tall trees, scented flowers planted to the ground while bees and butterflies flying all around the flowers.
I came back to reality when the door quietly creaked open. But enough for me to hear it.
"Hello princess." He said.
I just sighed softly.
I made my way to the bed while he started to undress himself. I sat at the position the way he always like it. My butt facing the end of the bed.
At this point, I'm just like his dog. An animal who he can command at any point of time, an animal who will forever obey his words out of fear of getting hit. An animal who he can control.
That's why for me, this can also be as the start of another rape.
He sat on his knees and used his large frail hands to touch me everywhere. I shivered in his touch out of fear.
He released his hand from my skin and stepped back and took his belt.
One whip on the butt. But I've endured it for so long it felt almost nothing. I could just silently let the tears flow, hoping this would be over in a matter of seconds.
He stopped afterwards, probably meaning he was satisfied at what he had done to me once again.
"Lie down." He instructed.
So I did,
He took off my shirt and I'm left nude, all for his own pleasure to see. My scars and cuts were open for him to admire. It was like I was his masterpiece, a once blank canvas now molded to his liking.
He stared at my body while licking his lips.
Then, he went down to my legs and parted them. He buried his head near my entrance and started kissing my inner thighs. His tongue swirled around my skin. Making me shiver in disgust.
"When you and your mate mates, it will be the best! You feel absolute pleasure. Every kiss, every area, all belongs to your mate and your mate only. Then you and him will release each other." My mom said as she looked up the ceiling.
"Are you that dirty mom?" I teased.
"When it comes to your father." She sighed with delight.
Then, he started fingering me. He twisted and turned, going deeper and deeper. I would have felt pleasure, but all I felt was pain, uncontrollable pain.
Finally, he removed his finger and I felt my eyes puffy.
He proceeded to my breast and started kissing my boobs, which I was utterly disgusted. He kissed my ear, neck, jaw. And lastly, the lips.
He placed his gross wet lips on mine. But I didn't respond to it. Instead I turned my head away from him.
He let go.
"Kiss me." He commanded.
He tried again but I responded the same.
He can touch my body but my lips will forever be reserved for my mate and my mate only.
"KISS ME!!!" He yelled.
I looked away and closed my eyes.
He went off me and left, only to come back minutes later with a silver whip.
A silver whip is a deadly weapon for us werewolves. Once silver touches out skin, it's equivalent to fire burning our entire being. But for me, it was at least...bearable.
I closed my eyes ready for the pain.
"This, my love, is your punishment for disobeying me."
Then I felt excruciating pain on my stomach.
And by the time he finally stopped, my lips were already bleeding from biting my lips so hard.
He then kissed my forehead.
"Prepare dinner for the pack by 5."
And he left.
I touched my stomach and saw my hand red.
I waited a few minutes for my wolf, Kyra, to heal me.
It healed, but barely.
I walked to the closet and took out one of the maid dresses.
I changed and walked out of my room and as usual, Gerald was there to bring me. He blindfolded me and led me to the pack house.
By the time he removed my blindfold, I was in the kitchen.
As I started to cut the vegetables but overheard conversations with the pack members. Or if I like to call it, pack sluts.
"Oh my god! She's still here!" One of them whispered to the other.
"I heard she actually fucked with Alpha. He kept saying he's her favourite. " Another gossiped.
"What?! But she's just a maid!"
"Maybe she went to brainwash him-"
I slammed the knife on the chopping board and faced the girls who were already shaking in fear.
I took the knife in my hand and threw it towards them, barely missing them an inch.
All screamed out in horror.
"Next time, if you want to talk about me, keep it in private. Or that shelf won't be the only thing that got hit." I threatened.
They all just scurried away. Weak members are weaklings.
I finished off the last bit and asked Gerald to take me back to my room.
I knew Alpha would be furious so I took the time to wonder back to my impossible dream:
Will I ever find my mate?
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Another day, yet the same life.After the 'incident' with the pack member, Alpha had locked me up and gave me a severe punishment again.I could only just hold back my tears and look through the window, staring at my reflection.Dark brown hair, soft blue eyes, blush lips. And a broken heart.I have never really remembered much of my childhood. It's like someone had erased the memory of it.All that I could remember was that my mother was a pure, kind-hearted woman. Whereas my father was a man of good words and always puts family first.We were the perfect family, till the rogues destroyed our pack.I, however, managed to stay alive.Wondering why? Well, honestly even I, don't know the real reason.The door flung open and there stood my alpha. I looked at him before getting on my knees and bowing down to him.
The cell had no windows, so I was unable to see daylight nor midnight.It was bearable though. Nobody came except a guy who only gave me daily food and water. At first I didn't dare eat the food. But the smell made my stomach grumble, so I ate it.The guy who came down constantly was actually really sweet. He would always smile at me and gently placed the food down. Sometimes he would even try to make a short conversation with me.But I wouldn't reply him back, just smile in response and left quietly after.I also realised I actually like the cell. It was peaceful. I don't have to worry about Alpha suddenly barging in and begin another round of "torture". I would just sit at a little corner and daydream, sometimes even thinking about life.I tend to look forward for my meals. They were just simple chicken porridge. But it was delicious.The cell then opened in the middle of my self-
The cell door opened once again. And my mate stood there, looking devilishly handsome as always."Get up." He said calmly.I meekly obeyed and stood up."Why do you want to stay in this cell? Don't you want to leave?" He asked.No reply."Please, just answer me." He said quietly.I looked down and rubbed my left arm."At least tell me your name mate."Myname...no one has been asking me that for more than 10 years."Can you at least move up and live at my house?" He tried asking me again.I remained silent.He sighed and took me by my arm gently and pulled me upstairs.I just followed him, not having any intentions of angering him at all.......At our destination, I could just stare in awe. This was
I woke up bright and early the next day.The sleep was great, best I've ever had. I changed into some clothes and went to the kitchen and started cooking breakfast.Never did I knew someone was actually watching me in the shadows cooking.Hayden's POVShe's beautiful. She's perfect. She's gorgeous. She's strong. She's the perfect Luna.I watched as she started to take out some eggs and a pan. She cracked open the eggs with ease and let it drip onto the pan.The egg yolk started sizzling as it turned white. I then smelled strong egg scent through my nose.She dropped the egg to a plate and added soya sauce. She then proceeded to cook the bacon in another frying pan and settled the plates.After three sets of that, she stood up and wiped sweat off her face and looked at her dish with satisfaction.I saw her take a deep breath.
Amanda kept tugging on mate's shirt."Hayden, Hayden. Don't! Please!"Mate said nothing to her so she got up and just charged at me, slapping me hard on the face. Everyone gasped in response as I touched my swollen cheek in shock."You bitch! You actually dared to challenge the luna!" She yelled. "I did. Didn't I?"She was about to slap me again, but a strong muscled body stepped in front of me and took the slap.Everyone gasped once again. Even Amanda."A-alpha." She stuttered."So this was how much force you used on her."She immediately kneeled down."A-alpha, Please, f-forgive me. You w-weren't supposed to take the s-slap.""But I did.""B-but you weren't supposed to."I put a hand on mate's shoulder and he tensed up at my touch.
Hayden's POV"You are- what?" I asked again."Pregnant Hayden! I'm pregnant with your child!" She happily said.I stood motionless.I-I made another female pregnant with my child."Hayden? Aren't you happy? Our pup will be the heir to our pack. The pack will be delighted!"I'm not happy. Not one bit. This was impossible."Are you happy?" I asked."Of course! I'm getting a happily ever after!""I wanted my mate to get pregnant." I blurted.Her expression turned from excited to dark again as soon as she heard what I said."Hayden! Your mate is gone. She was never found, you can't find her anymore! It's impossible! I'm carrying your child now! Why are you still thinking of her?! I should be the one you're thinking about every day!" She yelled.I pus
It's about time.Mate should be here any minute.Hayden's POVThis is it.I have made my way to that area and I spotted mate crossing her arms and looking at the sky."Hey."She turned her head to look at me."Hi.""So...What did you wanna show me?""You're my mate correct?""Yeah?""Then you should know.""About what?""You are elemental."I widened my eyes. How did she know?"H-how did you know?!""Because I'm the other one."Say What?Long ago, twowolvesbondedwitheachother. Their love was strong,unbreakable.But then, one was separatedfromthe other.Devilsbroke them apart,&nbs
"Alpha?" I knocked on mate's door.No reply."Alpha are you in there?" I asked again. His scent tells me yes. Yet, no reply.I sighed in defeat. "H-hayden." He opened the door in a split second."Anything I can help you with?" He smiled.I took a deep breath."Where's Luna?"His eyes widened in shock."Uh...She...""Tell me.""See-""She's pregnant Hayden, she should be taken care of."He tensed up as I said his name for the second time.Then suddenly, he pulled me to his office and locked the door."What are you-""Amanda is pregnant with another male's child. The pup isn't mine. She's locked in the cell, once she gives birth, she and the father will be banished." He confessed.