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Chapter 3

           Kimberly Pov

After Jason leaves the kitchen, I stand here angry, slicing the tomatoes. All I can think about is Emma trying to kill me and now she's pregnant by Jason. I know Jason and I wasn't together at the time, but that doesn't mean I have to be okay with it. It doesn't mean it doesn't hurt to know that he's having a baby with someone else.

My eyes start to water as this pain fills me. I stop slicing the tomatoes as I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to stop myself from breaking out into tears. I take in a few deep breaths, wiping away the tears that managed to escape.

I can't stop the memories that start to fill my head. The memories of Emma choking me. The memories of the way my lungs burned from the lack of oxygen. The only thing that stopped her from killing me was Jason walking into the room.

My jaws clench down as other memories start to fill my head. 

 I can still hear the sounds of the way her moan filled the condo when she and Jason had sex, while I sat there in the kitchen, forced to listen to it all. I had spent that whole day alone at the condo and I was actually looking forward to seeing Jason once he got home, but he didn't come home alone that day. He brought her home with him.

My grip on the knife tightens, causing the wooden handle to crack. I take in a calming breath, releasing my grip on the handle. I look down at the cracked wooden handle. I'm still getting used to this new strength I now have.

This anger and pain continue to fill me as I take the sliced tomatoes over to the pot, trying to push the memories away, but I can't. I can't forget how she tried to kill me. I can't stop thinking about her being pregnant with Jason's baby. 

I don't like her at all. She's a crazy bitch and I don't want her here, but Jason says this is something he has to do. I know Jason will never bring her near me after what she did. I don't completely understand why she has to be here, but if he has her here, then this must really have to be done this way as he says.

As I finish up with the food, I hear Jason walks back into the kitchen. I glance over at him, before continuing with what I'm doing.

"I know you don't want her here Kimberly, but can you at least try to get along with her while she's here?" Jason asks, taking a seat at the counter in the center of the kitchen.

"I don't like her and I'm not going to pretend to like her." I glare over at him. I'm not going to fake smile in her face and pretend like I want to be friends. She tried to fucking kill me!

He let out a sigh, running his fingers through his hair. "I'm not saying you have to be friends with her. Can you at least remember that she's pregnant with my pup and not try to kill her?" He asks.

I grab a plate and start to fix It for Jason. "I won't attack her, but she has one time to put her hand on me again and I'm going to cut her throat, pregnant or not," I say meaning every word. I Don't care that she's pregnant, no one will ever put their hands on me again.

I walk over placing the plate of food in front of Jason. 

"Are you not going to eat dinner?" He asks, seeing that I only made a plate for him. 

"I no longer have an appetite to eat," I tell him before leaving the kitchen.

Once I get to the top of the stairs, I frown, looking down the hall at the open room door that Emma's in. Glaring at the room for a second, I look away and head to our bedroom.

The next morning I get out of bed, feeling no less pissed than I was last night. This anger and pain have settled deep within me. I didn't get much sleep last night, knowing that Emma is in our home, at the other end of the hall not too far from our bedroom.

I'm not afraid of her at all, I just don't like her.

I get dressed and head outback where I know Jason is waiting for me to train. Jason has continued to train me, teaching me everything I need to know to protect myself. 

Things are different now that I have the speed and strength of a werewolf. Jason no longer can just stand there and take punches from me to his body without even a flinch from him. He tried once, just to test my strength, and one of my punches to his gut nearly brought him down to one knee.

Jason says my body has changed. I no longer have the body of a fragile human. My skin and bones have grown tougher. I heal within minutes now. All my senses have heightened. I'm much stronger and I can move at inhuman speeds now. 

I still feel really weird with my now heightened senses and other new abilities. Jason told me he also felt this way too when he first shifted, but he says I'll grow used to it all soon. 

Jason looks over at me as I walk out the door. I look at his shirtless body as he pulls his shirt off, throwing it onto the ground. I've seen him shirtless many many times now, but sometimes it still amazes me at how perfectly toned and sculpted his body is. 

"We'll start with sparring." He says. 

I walk over to him, taking my stance. We circle each other for a second, sizing each other up. I look for an opening, which he doesn't give me anymore. He uses to give me little openings, just to see if I would spot them. Now that I've gotten good at spotting any openings, he doesn't leave himself open anymore. I have to earn any attacks I land on him, which is nearly impossible. 

I throw a hard roundhouse kick that he blocks. I don't stop and continue to go after him. 

I frown as Emma's face appears in my head. I throw punches and kicks, growing angrier and angrier wishing it was her face I was punching. 

Jason catches my wrist and spins me around, pinning my back to his chest.

"Your attacks are sloppy." He growls out, pushing me away. 

My jaws clench as I go after him again, throwing hard punches and kicks. Jason uses his speed, moving around, forcing me to come after him. 

I move quickly where ever he goes, trying to land an attack. Unable to land an attack, I start to get frustrated. All I can think about is Emma being here in our home, her trying to kill me, and Her being pregnant with Jason's baby. 

I don't think I've ever felt this way towards anyone ever. I feel this strong anger and hate towards Emma. I feel this hurt inside and jealousy towards her for having Jason's baby. Jason was supposed to share this experience with me one day, not with her. 

First, she tries to kill me and now she has taken something special from me that Jason and I were supposed to share, but now he'll be sharing that with her. 

I growl out, throwing another punch that Jason blocks. Jason quickly ducks and sweep my legs from underneath me with a low spin kick, knocking me on my back.

"Focus Kim." Jason frown, looking down at me on the ground. 

Feeling nothing but anger, I quickly get up from the ground, going after him again. The only thing I'm able to think about is smashing Emma's face in with my fist. 

This anger and pain build up inside of me the more I think about it all.

I throw a hard roundhouse kick that Jason dodge, before sweeping my legs from underneath me again, knocking me back to the ground. 

"I've landed that same attack twice in a row. You're not focusing Kimberly." Jason says, looking down at me on the ground.

"I can't focus! I'm frustrated and I'm angry!" I growl out, slapping my hand down on the ground. I get up from the ground, pacing back and forth, feeling this rush of anger flowing through me.

I ball my trembling hands, glaring over at the house, wanting to punch something, wanting to break something. That something is Emma.

"Breathe Kimberly," Jason tells me. 

Listening to Jason, I take in a deep breath and slowly exhale before doing it again, trying to calm these emotions that are flowing through me. 

Jason walks over grabbing a bottle of water, bring it over to me. I twist the cap off and slowly start to drink the cold water, feeling myself calm down a bit.

"Are you angry with me?" He asks, standing here watching me drinking the water.

I frown a little, looking over at him. "I am, but I know I shouldn't be angry with you. You two happened before us, but I can't help but to still be angry at you. I don't like her and I don't like that you're having a baby with someone else." Feeling this pain inside, I look down at the water bottle, unable to look at him as my eyes start to burn with tears.

"You have every right to be angry with me, even if it did happen before us. I'm angry with myself for doing this to you. You're my mate and you shouldn't have to watch as I have a baby with someone else. This isn't the way things are supposed to be." He walks up to me and places his fingers underneath my chin, lifting my head up so that I'm looking at him. "Having a baby with her doesn't and won't change anything. You're my mate and I love you Kimberly and nothing will change that." He says, causing my eyes to water more. I know he loves me, but it still hurts that I'll have to share a part of him with someone else.

"I know." I look at him with watery eyes. I try to blink away the tears, but they still manage to escape, rolling down my cheeks. 

Jason reaches out, wiping my tears away before wrapping his arms around me, pulling me against his warm body, placing a kiss on the top of my head. I wrap my arms around his waist tightly, resting my head against his chest. I close my eyes unable to hold back the low sob that escapes me. 

Jason holds me as I cry, telling me that it all will be okay. Tell me that he loves me and nothing could ever change that. 

I hold him tightly as I cry, from the pain that I feel inside.

I love him and he's mine, even if he's having a baby with her.

Once I stop crying, we just stand here in each other arms for a couple of minutes, just him and me, the way it's supposed to be.

"We'll continue with training tomorrow," Jason tells me once we pull away.

I give him a nod. "I'm going to shower, then I'll cook breakfast," I tell him before heading inside.

After showering, I head downstairs to cook. 

Walking through the kitchen door, I frown when I see Emma sitting there eating. She glares over at me as I glare over at her. I take in a calming breath, remembering that I told Jason that I won't attack her.

I walk over and start to get out of the food and things I'll need to cook. 

As I take the things I'll need out, I hear a low chuckle come from Emma that I ignore and continue to do what I'm doing. 

As I begin to cook, I hear the same irritating chuckle come from her again. I take in a calming breath, stopping myself from going over and slapping her off the stool. 

"What's so funny?" I ask, glaring over at her.

"You think you're one of us now. You'll never be one of us. You're just a wannabe and that's all you'll ever be." She smirks, looking at Jason's mark on my neck, before looking back at me. 

My jaws clench, telling myself that they're just words. Stupid words from a stupid person. Don't let her get underneath your skin, I tell myself. That's clearly what she wants.

"I'm a wannabe? But you're trash. I'm pretty sure that your mate thinks you're trash and a whore. A...used..trashy..whore." I say each word slow and clear, making sure she gets it, wanting to hurt her with my words.

I'm still learning their ways, but I'm well educated on mates and all the things that come with mates. I may hate that Jason is having a baby with her, but from my understanding, it's totally different for her and her mate. She's carrying another males baby within her. Her mate may always see her as used trash.

She let out a growl that causes me to smile on the inside, knowing I got underneath her skin. 

I watch her drop the food in her hand onto the plate. Her top lip pulls back in a snarl, flashing me elongated teeth, slowly standing up from the stool. I glare at her, letting out a low growl, waiting for her to make the first move. If she thinks things are going to go the way it did before, then she's sadly mistaken.

Before she gets a chance to attack and give me the excuse to cut her throat, Jason walks through the kitchen door. 

She looks over at Jason, then takes her seat back on the stool with a frown covering her face.

"What's going on?" He frowns looking at Emma and me both. 

"Nothing." I glare over at Emma again, before turning my back to her and continue with cooking.

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