Katia's Point of View
I've laid on his bed, trying to get some rest. Then, I heard how he closed the door. I smiled a little bit knowing how this will end up. He laid on the bed and I felt his arms back hugging me.
" Would you let me do this? "
He asked then kissed me. I don't know what to say. I can still hear the words that he said yesterday; "Do we need love to do this?"
Those words still hurt me. This is wrong! But why I still want him to do it?
" What do you think you're doing right now? "
I gently whispered. So, he rubbed my shoulder softly going to my face. I opened my eyes while he gently kissing me. I kissed him back even I knew that we're not together because we already broked up six days ago but still we're doing this even though we don't love each other anymore.
His arms are rubbing my back while we're still kissing each other. Honestly, even I knew our relationship is over, I do nothing but to feel how heaven felts like.
" Is this still right? "
I asked but he just looked at me then continue kissing me.
I'm enjoying this but I felt like we're just using each other. I want to make it stop but I can't.
I closed my eyes like I'm up to something. I don't know what to react now.
Redxan is a very good man. He's not like the other man that I've know. He's so matured and practical. That's why he felt guilt about this. I remember how I fell inlove with him. But does the man beside me is the same man that I fell inlove with three years ago?
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* FLASHBACK *
I've transferred to another school after I decided to break up with my ex-boyfriend. We've been together for almost one year and four months. But I really don't see myself growing up with him. Also, We're too young for love. We're only around fourteen years old. We're not really ready for this kind of serious stuff. That's why I left him even I love him.
It's the first day of school and I can't find my teacher.
" I'm tired of walking. Where is that damn room! I can't find it! "
I talked to myself as insane. I've been walking for an hour. I'm really tired! Oh, wait! Maybe this is it.
" Excuse me, ma'am! "
She stopped discussing it.
" Yes? "
" Can I ask you something? Do you know where Ma'am Mauleen's room located? "
I whispered. I'm getting shy a little bit 'coz all of her students are staring at me. I don't know if she heard me clearly.
" Oh! You're in the right room. Come in, please! "
I sigh. At last! I come in and sat on the empty chair at the back.
" Hi, I'm Anna! You are? "
I look at the girl talking. She looks matured.
" Katia! I'm Kathrina Deveraux. But they call me Katia. "
" I see. Nice to meet you. Are you transferee? "
" Ahm! Yeah! Actually, I got lost earlier. Your school is very big and wide. "
She just smiles while nodding then she pays attention to what our teacher is discussing.
" By the way, this is not Ma'am Mauleen's room. It's Ma'am Mylene's. You know, She's getting old. And--- getting deaf as well. "
We chuckled. So that means I'm in the wrong place?
" If that so, where is Ma'am Mauleen's? "
"On the second floor. Don't worry, I'll escort you tomorrow. Just stay here today. Just sit in. "
I smiled, then we both pay attention to Ma'am Mylene. I saw two guys that are looking at me.
" Hey, Anna? Who's that guy? "
She looked at them.
" Oh them? It's JC. JC Rodriguez The other guy is his friend. JC is cute right? He's my crush actually. But it seems like you got him, girl. "
She triggered my side. I smiled. Well, She's right. He's cute and handsome. Not bad. I think he got me either.
He's been looking at me since the discussion started. It seems like he really likes me huh? But oh! Wait! Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe he just likes girls around. I just smirked when I saw a girl walking outside our room. I saw him peeking with her. All the boys are really the same. So flirty. They don't deserve women's trust.
Red's Point of View
" Red, new! "
JC simply stated to me.
" I don't care JC! Stop flirting. Pay attention! "
" She's damn hot Redxan! I think I like her. "
" Oh come on JC!! Of course, you are!! You're horny and flirty remember?"
I sarcastically said. I snubbed him. Men! He's crazy. He always said that whenever he saw a girl. What's new with that?
" Look Red. She seems so smart. She has a beautiful face. Her voice is so warm. Her voice that pushin' me to listen to h— Ouchh! What's that for? "
I hit his nape. What a fool.
" Stupid! Are you dumb? She didn't talk since she got here. How can you possibly hear her voice? "
" But, she's angelic Red! "
" Idiot! She's just like your other girl! Just pay attent— "
I looked at her. Everything stopped and only the beats of my heart are all I ever heard.
Dug dug... dug dug.. dug dug...
I can't help it.
Dug dug... dug dug.. dug dug...
" See? Who's the idiot now huh? "
* FAST FORWARD *
JC is right, she's angelic. But stop yourself Redxan Silhouette!!
After class. I heard that she's not our classmate. She's in the pilot section. I saw her waving at Anna. Saying goodbyes.
" Hey, Anna! "
Anna looked at me.
" Me? "
" Yes, you! Come here! "
" What? "
" Who's that new girl? "
" Oh her? She's Kathrina. She belongs to the smart one. In the pilot section. Why? "
" Nothing! "
" Love at first sight. "
JC whisper to her.
" Shut it JC! I'm helping you, you nuts! "
" Helping huh? "
He sarcastically said while nodding.
Katia's Point of ViewIt's the second day of school. I'm looking for Anna. Where is she? She said that she'll be going to escort me, I'm going to be late. Where the fuck is she?" Hey, Katia! Over here! "Oh! There she is!" I'm looking for yo—wooahhh! "She pulled me aside and suddenly ran." We're going to be late. Faster!! "" Okay! Okay! Slow down! We might stumble and fall down the stairs you know! Wait up! "" Touch down! This is your room. Got to go. Bye! "She took me to the room and left me immediately." Honestly, sometimes Anna is being rude! Tsss. "* FAST FORWARD *
Red Point of ViewAugust 7, 2016. That's really the worst day that happened in my life. Katia broke up with me. I still don't know why she does that. But it doesn't bother me at all. I just thought that maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn't have. Maybe there's a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again.She's always avoiding me whenever I'm visiting her in their room. It's been five days since she's avoiding me. Maybe I really should give up. Maybe I should accept the fact that we maybe don't belong to each other. Sadly, this is the worst gift that I've received." Happy birthday bro! "" Thank you, guys! "" Let's enjoy bro! It's your birthday. "JC said.
Third Person's Point of ViewRed always understand Katia even sometimes Katia is being so childish. He always takes care of her, loves her, and provides her needs. He really is a great man. Katia tells herself that she will not regret loving him even it's just unexpected.The only thing that makes Red bother is maybe between him and his friends before he met Katia.You're asking me why? Because when Katia came into Red's life. He didn't make out with his friends like they used to be. That's why his friends hate Katia. They said that Katia doesn't allow Red to go out with them. Katia is still young at that time. She always thinks about Red's condition. She doesn't want Red to be like his friends. Going anywhere, lying with his parents. Doing shits and stuff. She wants Red to be a good son and she wants to change his old style of life. That's why she doesn't often allow him to go with them.
Katia's Point of View" Look Red. "I smiled while saying that. Then I gave him a green notebook." I wrote that two years ago, August 16, 2017 and the other one is November 23, 2017 "He looks at the words that have been written in it two years ago." That's the proof of my love for you. "_____________________________________________________Katia's Point of ViewI didn't know that Red felt that way. I just want him to be the best version of himself. I just don't want his life to be ruined. But I didn't know that I became too much and that I chocked him. But after that day. I really change the way I want him to be changed. I change my way of taking care of him. I changed myself just to fill the gap inside him. I changed a lot because I want our relationship to grow. I changed so that I will not choke him