Red Point of View
August 7, 2016. That's really the worst day that happened in my life. Katia broke up with me. I still don't know why she does that. But it doesn't bother me at all. I just thought that maybe I was destined to forever fall in love with people I couldn't have. Maybe there's a whole assortment of impossible people waiting for me to find them. Waiting to make me feel the same impossibility over and over again.
She's always avoiding me whenever I'm visiting her in their room. It's been five days since she's avoiding me. Maybe I really should give up. Maybe I should accept the fact that we maybe don't belong to each other. Sadly, this is the worst gift that I've received.
" Happy birthday bro! "
" Thank you, guys! "
" Let's enjoy bro! It's your birthday. "
" How about Katia? I'll check her out first. "
Reuel, Mark, and Jake stopped me. They are my other friends from the other section. The good thing about friends is that they will not leave you and they are always there even in the worst.
" Red! She's not there! We saw her leaving. "
They said. I just want to see her even just for the last time.
" Don't assume so bad Red. It will just be going to hurt you! "
I sighed. Yeah! They're right. I must forget her. I'm just hurting myself. Letting go does not mean you stop caring. It means you stop trying to force others to. I hope she's happy now.
Katia's Point of View
I'm avoiding Red for two reasons. One, it's his birthday today. I want to surprise him at his house. I'll pretend that I don't know that it's his birthday. I'll pretend that I don't want him. But the truth is. I will surprise him 'coz I bring cake and some food here in his house. I will just wait for him here.
And second, I don't want him to get hurt. I want to make up my mind first before I go back to him. I want to forget Jay first in order to love him with all my heart. But now, I already decided to follow my heart.
I look at the clock. It's already 6:00 pm. Where is he? It's getting dark.
" Here he comes! Here he comes! Hide! Hide! "
He's sister-in-law, Christy, shouted.
Christy and others left the house immediately. I'm the only one left here. I hide near the kitchen. I think he already knew that I'm here. He's getting near. Here he comes.
" BOOOOHHHHHH!! "
He freaked out.
" HAHAHAHHA. Look at yourself! HAHAHHAHA. If only you can see your reaction! HAHAHHA. "
He just smiles at me while I'm giggling. I stopped a little bit. Then I giggle again.
" HAHAHHAHAHA. Sorry! I just can't help it! HAHAHAHHA! "
He kissed me. What the fuck! I'm stocked. I can't feel my body. What the heck!
" Now you can help it. "
I blushed. He really can do that easily huh? We're looking at each other now while smiling.
" Happy Birthday Banchut! "
I said then he stares at me. I just chuckled. He really doesn't want me to call him names.
" Okay! Fine! HAHAH. Happy birthday, Love. "
He smiled. Then our lips met. We kiss each other softly. Then it begins to become wild.
That's the day when I opened my heart again. The day when I decided to forget all of the memories in the past and begin to make another one with Red.
It is because sometimes the door closes on a relationship, not because we failed but because something bigger than us says this no longer fits our life. So, I lock the door, shed my tear, turn around and look for the new door that's opened. It's a sign that I'm no longer that person I were, it's time to open my heart again and step in the open door. And that door is in Red's arm. And I will not let it close without getting into it.
We're lost walking in the pathway.
" Red, where are we now? "
I nervously said. He just chuckled at me.
" What's funny huh? "
What? I still want to go home you know? I don't want to get lost here. He chuckled again.
" You want to make fun huh? "
I tickle his side causing him to laugh and avoid my hands.
" Stop it! "
" Then why you're laughing you, idiot! "
" I just can't resist seeing you blushing because of nervousness. You're so cute when you do that. "
" What do you want me to do? Giggled because of nervousness? You goof!! "
I just snubbed him while simply smile. He's always doing this. He always makes me positive whenever I want to give up. I really love him when he does that.
We're still walking when Red looks at my hands.
" What? "
" I think your hand looks heavy. "
I look at my hand while thinking about what the hell is he talking about.
" What do you mean heavy? "
He grabbed my hands while saying... "Would you like me to hold it for you?"
Then I pushed him. What is he crazy? HAHAHA. Does he really afford to do that in the middle of our stupidity? We don't even know where are we. I just chuckled at him.
We're still finding out where to go when I feel something.
" Red?! "
I gently call him.
" Hmm? "
" Let's eat! I'm hungry! "
He just stared at me.
" I'm hungry Red! "
" HAHAHA! Okay! Okay! "
Then we walk in through the restaurant.
We will sit on the chair but he fell on it.
I go to him fast and help him.
" Hey! Are you okay? What happened? "
I worriedly ask.
" Was that an earthquake? "
Earthquake? I don't feel any trembling.
" Was that an earthquake? Or did you just rock my world? "
Fuck! I hit his shoulder.
" Ouch! "
I just zipped my lips without looking at him. He shouldn't have started if I'm hungry. Tsss...
The food that I've ordered has arrived. I eat quietly. I don't want to talk to him. I'm hungry!
We look at each other. He begins to open his mouth but I stopped him. Tsss! I know what he will just say.
" Don't you dare open that filthy mouth of yours! "
His mouth stocked and still wide open.
" Damn! You're so gorgeous you made me forget what my pick up line was. "
I throw the fries to his face while I can't resist laughing.
Later on, he takes his phone out of his pocket.
" Let's take a picture. "
He comes close to me and took a picture.
" There, I can now show Santa what I want for Christmas. "
Third Person's Point of ViewRed always understand Katia even sometimes Katia is being so childish. He always takes care of her, loves her, and provides her needs. He really is a great man. Katia tells herself that she will not regret loving him even it's just unexpected.The only thing that makes Red bother is maybe between him and his friends before he met Katia.You're asking me why? Because when Katia came into Red's life. He didn't make out with his friends like they used to be. That's why his friends hate Katia. They said that Katia doesn't allow Red to go out with them. Katia is still young at that time. She always thinks about Red's condition. She doesn't want Red to be like his friends. Going anywhere, lying with his parents. Doing shits and stuff. She wants Red to be a good son and she wants to change his old style of life. That's why she doesn't often allow him to go with them.
Katia's Point of View" Look Red. "I smiled while saying that. Then I gave him a green notebook." I wrote that two years ago, August 16, 2017 and the other one is November 23, 2017 "He looks at the words that have been written in it two years ago." That's the proof of my love for you. "_____________________________________________________Katia's Point of ViewI didn't know that Red felt that way. I just want him to be the best version of himself. I just don't want his life to be ruined. But I didn't know that I became too much and that I chocked him. But after that day. I really change the way I want him to be changed. I change my way of taking care of him. I changed myself just to fill the gap inside him. I changed a lot because I want our relationship to grow. I changed so that I will not choke him