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Chapter 11
Listen to I'm alive by Sia.
This was what I got for trusting people, this was what I got for getting close to people. It had not gotten to a month since I started trusting him and look at him, the devil's advocate. The person that'd hurt you was always someone you knew. Demons come In different shapes and sizes and here I was, battling, using the little strength I had with this devil.
I should have known!
I had been captured in the cage of fear that it was almost like I could hear my own heart beating in my throat.
How could this be happening? He saved me yesterday and today look at him.
He nibbled on my neck, snapping me out of my trance. A huge wave of strength hit me that I began to struggle again. Immediately, I kicked him where the sun didn't shine. He held his groin and fell on my bed, while wincing.
"You bitch." He groaned.
I st
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