I stared at him. Sometimes when Klaud was not around, he always had his way to be near me. I let it go and trained myself to be close to him, but I could not.
My forehead furrowed, and I did not notice him sitting in front of me. I didn't have a problem with that anymore. I always catch him staring at me, but my heart feels like a drum when I see that close.
"Any problem?" he asked.
I frowned as I turned to him. His long wavy hair was embracing each wind that is damping. I shook my head because I was nervous and almost bit my lip. His eyes so allured me that it's kind of intimidating.
"None..." I said calmly.
His lips parted as my eyes glided on his. His thick lashes gave colour to his pitch-black eyes. It was even more subdued, especially if you stared at him for a long time. I did not immediately notice that I was looking too much.
"I'm sorry..." I said.
Amused by my sudden stare, he just bit his lower lip. He nodded, and I was the one who finally avoided it. My breathe itch heavily when I turned to him all smiled plastered on his face.
"It's okay, Riani..." he said huskily.
He mentioned my name a second time, but it still sounded strange to me. It felt soothing, but whenever I glanced at him, the cold breeze of wind seems whispering something.
It was like these endless nightmares are haunting me, and I can't count how many times it visits me. But there's always someone who's bugging me—those pairs of eyes that it resembles, Alforo. I just don't know where. And it made me so stiff when another day he's around.
I was terrified. It was as if I was burning as I glanced at him. I drifted my gaze at Klaud, and an image of a wild shadow following me on my dreams vanished somehow I felt safe even the pain was stirring me.
"Are you alright?" Klaud said, concerned at me.
I nodded. Alforo looked at me, seriously.
"You sure?" Klaud said.
The day ended quickly. It wasn't smooth, though I clearly remember Alforo stared for too long. I did not mind that. I was just shocked to see him one day with Cyntia. The girl was hooking his hands as if swinging on Alforo.
I don't know, but I felt a bitter feeling, I didn't expect myself to feel this way, but I suddenly felt the acid when I looked at them.
They're both enjoying each company, and somehow I envy that one. Klaud has been busy for some reason, and I understand him. We still meet, if not in the cafeteria. And I am satisfied there.
Her mouth was half-open when my gaze drifted to Alforo's. I sighed and caught the frown on his forehead. Somehow, I hope he denied it. My brain spontaneously travelled at the thought. Fuck! How come I can think that way! I don't know either.
"Your girlfriend?" comment by Demi.
He chuckled and turned to see my reaction. It seems his weighing it.
"No ..." a smile played on his lips.
He glanced at me. I ignored him even though I knew his eyes were directed at me. He's with Haidy, and I felt something foreign on it. It was always like that if the problem was not in his deep pair of eyes, I did not know where it came from. I just do not want his presence!
I was enveloped in the cold as I now looked at Alforo's companion.
Bitterness crept within me, not necessarily because of what I saw or what I thought. I put it aside and looked away.
The wind breeze caressed my face. It washed away my hair. It's somewhat surreal when I'm in a smile when my eyes drifted to Alforo. He leaned forward as he stared at me. As if, there's a chance he can get something.
When I saw him staring, I immediately became serious. My forehead creased, I shifted my gaze as my smile faded. Haidy's on his right side, and my lips parted there. I didn't want to see it, but somehow I saw it.
I didn't look away. I was dumbfounded, and my stomach somehow churned for something I didn't notice. What now, if I see them? It's not even a big deal, he's a healthy man, and I don't want to mention he's the centre of attention. He's handsome!
My face blushed there, not obvious because of the sudden darkening of the sky. Alforo's gaze sent a foreign chill on me, he's deep eyes flawlessly lingered on me. He did not smile, but for a moment, I saw the movement of the jaw. He's gritting his teeth hard. Badly!
I covered my lips and secretly looked at him as he left. There's something on him that I find scary. Every time I look at him, I immediately worry. It seems like something is wrong, I just believe that he's too serious, and I'm not used to it, but it's always like that.
It was too late for me to notice the heavy downpour. I lamented and muttered a curse, but it's too late. I immediately looked for a possible shelter. But before I could run fast, I heard a giggle. At first, I did not notice that, but when I saw that they were not Alforo. I just shrugged. Wait! What? It was only then that I noticed that Alforo was not with his friend, he was with Haidy and an image flashing on my mind was a bit sin, but I know I can compare it to him.
It is not vague because I can see that he is superior to Haidy. I know his grip wasn't hard, and I felt it soothing. My forehead furrowed, and my stomach ached at what I saw. The rain was pouring hard, but the intense nervousness did not escape me. It's normal, I know. He's in age and his not different for the others.
I was cold for another reason. I was soaking wet while watching the two of them. My lips are trembling, and I am not used to it. It would have been nice if I hadn't noticed it! But my curiosity drives me for it! And I just realized it even more.
They're kissing, and each time I noticed the flock of his tongue, it shivers me. I hid and stopped seeing Alforo's. He's looking intently on my way, when my heart was pounding, making my ribcage hurt.
There are many differences, and maybe they're opposite. Klaud was always vocal, loyal, and I trust him more than anything. I could not bear what I saw, especially when I stared at the two. Haidy's widened eyes spread fire on my system.
"Really, Alforo? Here?" I ask cooly.
He looked at me, disgust was written all over my face, and I knew he noticed that. I smirked when my gaze diverted to his fierce eyes.
What? Caught?
I averted my gaze, his jaw clench, and it's making me uncomfortable. His attention was focused on me, and I could barely notice his dark eyes.
My lips curved for a teasing smile.
"Next time please be on private..." I said sarcastically.
Demi eyed me playfully. I knew he was finally there. I rolled my eyes for my friends. She laughs while waving on Alforo. I prayed a few times that Klaud would have appeared, but it just failed. Watching Demi lamented on me, making me stiff, especially since I saw Alforo glance at me. I didn't stare at him and just focused on my drink. I am already sipping when I caught his gaze on me."Will you watch later?" one of Alforo friends asked.
I cleared my throat when I realized the side of his lips rose and curved. I looked away from him and looked behind me. But I saw nothing, we are alone here on the bench, and it felt surreal for me. Gradually I realized what I had been said. I simply stared at him. I watched the twitch of his lips."What? You were treated with a kiss, Alforo?" I asked gently.The bitterness d
It's so unrealistic, surreal. His eyes were a bit daunting, and it reflects like mine. It felt futile, to imagine those unrelenting nightmare. I immediately noticed Alforo's critical stare at me. Though, I made a serious straight face to lighten up my mood.I did not look at him, but his few glances did not escape me. This time, the urge of determination to repel his gaze sent chives on me. But there's always one thing, I can't figure out what. His jaw clenches when I finally darted my eyes on him.
The next few days were a bit tough, though I can always call Klaud for help though he's been busy for an immersion. I did not deny that either because the next day, he came voluntarily.It was then a fine lunch break, I mingled with Alforo's group, while Demi was noisy next to me. I did not immediately realize that Klaud was coming to our table. He's in a white long-sleeve and black slacks that made me watch him in awe. I smiled at him as my eyes traced his tiny motion."Sorry for my absence guys!" he said Alfred laughed as I glided my eyes up to Alforo who seemed to have lost his appetite as he watched Klaud's hand behind me. The traced of uneasiness with his stare obviously making it more foreign.Demi shook her head. She turned to Alforo, who was staring at Klaud and me."Your immersion is over, Klaud?" Demi asked.Klaud looked at me. "Not yet,""When will that end? Demi grinned teasingly. I sighed then smirked at my friend. My lips parted as I saw Klaud's momentary stare at me.
Words are powerful that it blurred what you should literally feel. It concealed those thoughts that keep running to you. Alforo's watching me with hawk-like eyes, it's menacing but alluring at the same time.He turned to me intently, in the dark, I could see him still looking at me with those piercing eyes. I cleared my throat as I strayed the topic.
The day ended smoothly. Alforo's gaze was on me as I bid my goodbye. Somehow, I find ease and comfort with him. I can't deny that. But what made struggling is a nightmare with him. And it seems it's not just a usual dream, and it's connected, but the image of it blur immediately.My eyes found Alforo. He's wearing his jersey with a number six on it. He caught me staring, and it's too bad he chuckled teasingly. He turned to me immediately. I'm with Demi whistling at Alforo.
I woke up early on Saturday. I have done my routine. I went down and turned to Mommy. She smiled, looking at me while I'm too preoccupied."Where will you go, hija?"
His gaze remained on me. I saw the moment his eyes softened at what he heard. The serene of the wind caressing my back made me gasp, not because of the cold it brought but because of Alforo reaction. "Seems familiar?" he chuckled.I ave