I wake up panicking.Touching my face, hands, and legs, I realize that none of my body parts are gone.Phew.
Not long after, a loud raspy voice vibrates into the room."Yuan Zi Yan!"Xiu Ying enters the room with two others. A middle aged lady enters the room furiously, followed by an older man.
It has been about a week ever since I, Yan Zi, become Zi Yan.What kind of rip off is that?!I tap my fingers against the mahogany table set and drink some hot tea. How can I return back to the present? Maybe if I fall in a deep sleep again?
Initially, everything was filled with excitement and curiosity. As time progresses, homesickness struck me. I wanted to return home and to my normal lifestyle.This life isn't mine.For the next two weeks, I went to the #1 restaurant of the town and drank
I felt myself being pressed against someone else's back.A sudden urge to vomit but I held it in.One step. Two step. I chuckle.
"Ah, yes," I nod to his statement. "Do make him grab her by the hand and stare at her intensely, will you? He'll mutter 'I love you. I love your smile. I love your mouth that opens wide like that of a fool.' Make sure to depict the way his eyes glimmer with lust.""This.." the pedant sigh briefly before continuing. "Yes, Elder Miss."
I snatch the final booklet off the pedant's hand, "Finally!" I smile happily to the pedant, who expresses his sense of relief with a dutiful nod. "Finished product!"I want to thank Xiu Ying, who managed to help me convince Yuan Zi Yan's parents that inviting a pedant to "teach me" will somehow serve as a torturous method for me.
This marks a whole month since I have been stuck here. Sure, writing again has lift some weights off my shoulders but life is not the same. I forgot my privileges in the 21st century: when I can go out to wherever I want, where I can see my parents whenever I want.I slowly drift back again into pessimistic thoughts.