I woke up to a firm grip on my waist, his warm breath tickled my ear causing butterflies to erupt in my stomach. Damn it why's he doing this to me, slowly jiggling around I got out of his grip and ran to the bathroom. I gotta pee so bad I swear if he didn't let me go I would've peed right there.
I need a damn shower, who else wakes up in the morning sweating buckets, it's not just me. Dropping my clothes I took a 5 minute shower. Emily usually wakes up around this time.
I don't know how to feel anymore. How am I supposed to feel about getting so close to James and the guys within literal days, I could be putting Emily in danger, what if they were sent by him.
It hurts because I like their company, I don't feel so alone when I'm with them and it's fucking amazing. I feel normal.
Imagine feeling normal for the first time in your life, it's a mad feeling cause it continuously makes me smile. Before I was just getting on and suffering through but now I'm feeling good.
I need to figure out what I'm going to do with these guys.
Wiping my few stray tears I jumped out of the shower and began drying my body. I wrapped the towel around myself ready to grab the door handle but the realisation hit me like a truck, JAMES is in there. I can't fucking walk in half naked, dammit.
All my clothes are on the chair in the closet, which is 5 steps from the bathroom.
I clutched my towel to my body before inhaling a deep breath, it's time to run. Turning the knob I quickly ran towards the closet, my heart started to speed up as I reached but it literally froze when I heard a groan. My eyes went straight to him on the bed. Oh God.
James junior is sticking out.
"what the hell James" I yelled as I felt myself turn crimson, he looked at me in shock before answering.
" Ava look what you've done to me!!" he whisper yelled pointing at junior James, without looking I grabbed my clothes and ran back to the bathroom. Oh god. Why did this happen to me.
After I changed into my some shorts and a white shirt, I let my soft waves cascade down my back and slipped on my trainers.
I'm so embarrassed to face James after the problem but I have to, I hope his problem isn't there anymore. Lord help him. Inhaling a breath I grabbed the brass handle and walked out.
My eyes went to him in hope of it being empty but instead he's still here with junior STILL sticking out. He really couldn't have gotten turned on by just seeing me could he, most of my body was covered. Is he an Amish. I feel the vibe.
"Ava sort this out" he yelled whilst pointing to his manhood, with a smirk I threw my book at him. Definitely not Amish.
" go take a cold shower" I said, he stood up from the bed slowly letting the blanket drop and reveal his tanned legs. With a smirk James confidently strode towards me. I wanted to back up but I also didn't want to lose so I stood still.
" tease" he whispered huskily into my ear, a shiver racked through my body making him smile at my reaction. He started to walk away again letting me finally breathe properly, as I was about to walk away I felt a very hard stinging sensation on my ass. He JuSt SlApPeD mY aSs.
"JAMES!" I screamed, he didn't wait for me to react, before I could turn around and slap him a few times he was already locked in the bathroom, his cackle still being heard.
If he dies today it's really not my fault.
"James get your fat ass out of the shower we are going to be late" I screamed through the corridor, I've made breakfast and even cleaned everything up yet his ass is still showering.I swear I thought it's women who take longer to shower yet this man has been in there for a good hour." chill out chicken"
Dixie could tell I was in a bad mood, she handed me Em with a small smile.I changed Emily and I into our nighties before sitting on the bed, she sat beside me mumbling weird words. Usually I would concentrate on her but today my mind isn't letting me.... He pissed me of and I let him. I didn't even do anything.Emil
Morning came around pretty quickly, with a quick morning stretch I cleared the sofa of the blankets and went back to my room. My bare feet padded against the cold wood making me shiver.With a yawn I gently opened my door to see James laying so still you'd think he was dead, the blanket covered half his body leaving the rest out to be seen....by me cause he's sexy.
James pov FINALLY " I'm a gangleader" I mumbled quietly, I was afraid of this, of her being afraid of me. I finally got the courage to look back up and all I saw in her eyes was worry." James" she whispered looking at her feet and then back up at me. I could see fear in her eyes, pure fear. Well fucking done James you've scared her away." I can't" was all she said before she left the room taking my rotten black heart with her....... Shit I sound like a bitch now. She didn't even listen for the whole story.She doesn't know why I'm here, she doesn't know what I've been through or what I've had to deal with.I can't fucking let her walk away from me like that, not many people make me feel. Ava's pov Shit. He's a gangleader How could I not see this coming. Nothing ever goes right for me I should have fucking expected it. I have to take Emily and leave fast. I'm not risking anything if they find us this time we're going to die, don't get me wrong I don't care about my life whatsoev
I stared into his bluish orbs trying my best to force the words out of my mouth. They wouldn't come out. James gently held my hand rubbing them to make me feel better. " I...I was abused" I whispered slightly turning my head so I don't have to look into his disgusted eyes. Taking in another deep breath I started with the full story. " I was abused every day by my parents, I kept Emily safe by hiding her they forget she even existed" I laughed with no humor present in my voice, wiping away the falling tears I kept my eyes glued to the floor." one day I decided to escape, so we ran, I stole money from my dads safe, he had millions but I only took a few thousand, yes I was a bit stupid. We ran here to start fresh" I'm not even near finished, he hasn't even heard the most important part but he interrupted me." I'm so sorry Ava" he said as he pulled me in for a hug, " but why did you run, you know I can protect you" he whispered huskily into my ears, I looked up at him and wiped the
We had been in the penthouse for a few hours and James had been in his room since he showed us around. He said he had some business to take care of, I tried not to dwell on the word business to much.The clock hit 9pm, Emily and I were busy watching spongebob whist James was still stuck in his room. I should probably go check what he's doing. Slowly pulling away from Emily I nervously walked towards his door and knocked three times. After a few seconds I heard a 'come in'.
After I put Emily to bed I walked into the room opposite. The walls were black and white and so are the bed covers, there's 2 other doors which I'm guessing lead to a closet and a bathroom. Like his office there was again nothing sentimental or anything that reflected a home.This penthouse feels like a pretty prison.
I woke up on top of a hard yet soft rock, oh wait it's James. Snuggling deeper I sniffed him by accident. Honestly he smells so fucking good all the time. I was too busy in my sniffing moment that I didn't feel his body shuffle under mine. Oh shit, he probably thinks I'm a weird sniffer person." good morning avyy" he sighed, I internally smiled at his beautiful morning voice, mumbling a morning I stayed laying on his chest comfortably until his phone rang.