Nostalgia

Mother: Rara, Rangga is in Germany. Meet him, dear. Apologize, and keep in touch.

I read the message from my mother. I'm not a problem, meet Mas Rangga. I, want to apologize to him. Not wanting to be nostalgic, I already have a perfect husband. So I can't possibly, flashback or fail to move on. Since knowing Gerald, my heart has been filled with them all. Oh before thay, better you must know who is Mas Rangga. Rangga was my ex fiance before I meet Gerald, and we have affair at Mas Rangga back. And, Mas means called for man who is older than me. In my culture or my country, I have to know his age to makes me comfortable called him with his name or another special called. It's all about politeness. 

Should I meet Mas Rangga? Should I ask my husband's permission? I'm afraid Gerald is a misunderstanding, and it all feels terrible. We're okay now, rarely fight, and Gerald is getting more romantic, even though it ends up being perverted.

But I feel bad, Mas Rangga h