Should I pick? Of course I'll pick. Not picking is acting like a stupid teenager that don't know what her boyfriend is up to. Maybe the woman is just one of his co workers. But why did the text seem so intimate? I tapped on the green button aggressively.
"Jay. Are you already at Chloe's?" He seemed to be walking...i hope cause his breathing was a bit raspy.
"No. I can't go" I blurt. There was silence before he finally spoke.
"Why? Are you sick?"
I scoffed. If only he knew. I crossed my leg under the blanket. I just can't admit the text I saw. So I decided to lie.
"Yes. A stomach ache" I squeezed my tummy so I winced for effect. Gosh! It felt so good to lie.
"Do you need to go to the hospital?" He asked. Before I could answer, I was distracted by a voice in the background.
"Yohooo! Dammy! The food is not going to eat itself"
It was a females voice and the same nickname I read in the text. Who calls someone Dammy anyway. I flung my phone to the other side of the bed after hanging up. I know Damien doesn't love me enough but having an affair is something else. Why would he do this to me. I felt my stomach squeeze and I winced. Now I'm really sick.
Damien POV
She hung up. She hung up on me. If it was any other normal person, I'll be furious by now but I'm not. Just concerned. I stuffed my phone in my pant pocket and headed back for my table. Bethany was there playing with her food on her plate. It was a shame I'm stuck up with her. My appointment finished so early and Bethany kept on disturbing me so I wanted to know what she was up to.
"What took you so long" she puckered her very bright red lips while batting her lashes. In short, she was pouting. Some years back, I would've gotten affected by that and fucked her against this table but now I'm wondering how I ever fell for someone like her. Or even got so close to making her my wife.
It's clear to see now that all those times she showed up at my office asking me to buy her gifts and in the house she brought up lots of vacations, I should've know she was after my money.
"It was an important call" I replied shortly.
"I see" she smiled. She kept on blabbing and talking about how well she's been in years and how Alberto started a business for her while I was stuck and worrying about Jay. Is she ok? Is she vomiting? She has a habit of throwing up when she's sick. Even if it's just a cold.
Now, sitting in this expensive restaurant talking with Bethany, I realise just how much I care about Jay. We've only been together for some months but I already feel attracted to her. I don't know what to call what I feel for her.
"So what have you been up to this past few years Dammy?" Bethany asked. She really needs to stop calling me that. It used to spark something in me before but now it's just annoying.
"The usual. Just working a lot" I shrugged. I tapped my fingers away on the table while fiddling with my phone in the other hand.
"Sorry I missed your wedding" Bethany said. She couldn't even try to hide her sarcasm. "So where's your little wife? Is she here in Paris too?" She said with a flirtatious look.
"She's with me" I said very possessive making Beth's face to fall.
"You seem to like her a lot"
"She's my wife"
"I know why you married her Damien" she blinked a few times while I just sat waiting for her to deliver her next speech. "You married her because of her father. To join your companies. You don't love her"
"Bethany where is this going?" I raised my brow. A rising anger bubbling in my chest. She knows nothing about Jay.
"What I'm saying is. We have a connection. We've always had it. What we feel for each other is great" her red nails were patting my hand.
"I'm married and so are you"
"That shouldn't stop our love Damien"
Love. I scoffed. If there was one thing I was feeling for her it was disappointment and pity. I checked my phone one last time before getting up.
"I need to go"
Bethany grabbed my hand."I'll see you around" she smiled.
I walked out of the restaurant and into my car. She wants something. But what? I called Jay again but she wasn't picking so I decided to drive back to the hotel. The restaurant was not very far from the hotel so I got there in time.
The room was empty and everything was arranged except for some tissues hanging around.
"Jay!"
I checked the balcony and the dressing room. Nothing. The last place to check was the bathroom so I did.
Fuck!
Jay was laying on the floor. Her arms wrapped around her body and head on the toilet seat. I went to her holding her in my arms. I eyes fluttered open.
"Damien" her voice was weak and hoarse. "Water"
I rushed to the sink scooping water in a bowl and bringing it to her.
"How many times do I have to tell you to always take water."
God! This woman is infuriating. And what's that awful smell. I glance around a little bit and that was when I noticed the vomit by the bath tub.
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After so many arguments, I won and I took Jay to the hospital. She looked pale and frail in my arms. My heart ached. Why did I have to go to that damned meeting. The doctor ran some few test after taking some of her blood. Jay kept clinging unto my arms as we waited for the result. Of course the doctor said she was dehydrated but there was something else.
The doctor handed me a paper and I gazed at it.
"Congratulations Mr and Mrs Forrest. You're expecting a baby" The doctor cheered and I felt my heart stop, just for a moment.
Chloe was to come over for dinner and I couldn't wait to see her. Damien hasn't gone out since we came back from the hospital. I know he has lots of work to do. Instead, he just sits on the bed massaging my ankle or making phone calls. I'm not even six months pregnant.I looked at the paper on my drawer. When the doctor gave me that, I thought he'd flip. Not that he hates children but, he once said kids would be fine but later on."Aren't you supposed to be at a meeting or something? " I asked him. he kept his phone by his bedside and landed on the bed sighing. "What's wrong?""They found the account stealing from my company."I smiled. That's a good thing. Really great. Now he can take a break from exhausting himself too much."That's great Damien" I lay on top of him wrapping my arms round him in a hug. His hands encircled my waist holding me so close to him like he didn't want to let go.I raised my head and looked at him. His eyes were fixed on me and dull. What now?"Damien?""Are
I grabbed my car keys from my bed side with the attempt of driving far away from here, but thought about it. Damien would just track my car and find me. And I don't want to be followed. I need some alone time and most especially, I need to have a long talk with my dad.I sipped my hot chocolate first before storming out of the suite. Maybe I heard Damien call me but I was already in the elevator hitting the button like a mad person. The door finally closed and I noticed an older woman staring at me. She was holding her son in her hand which made me rub my tummy. This is insane. Everything is. I didn't notice tears streaming down my face and the lady tapped me."You ok miss?" She asked.For a moment I wanted to tell her my whole life story right from the point where I made that short walk to the alter and said ' I do ' to becoming Damien's wife. I sobbed louder nodding my head at the lady. She just smiled unconvinced but didn't push it.The elevator doors finally opened and I rushed out
I grabbed my car keys from my bed side with the attempt of driving far away from here, but thought about it. Damien would just track my car and find me. And I don't want to be followed. I need some alone time and most especially, I need to have a long talk with my dad.I sipped my hot chocolate first before storming out of the suite. Maybe I heard Damien call me but I was already in the elevator hitting the button like a mad person. The door finally closed and I noticed an older woman staring at me. She was holding her son in her hand which made me rub my tummy. This is insane. Everything is. I didn't notice tears streaming down my face and the lady tapped me."You ok miss?" She asked.For a moment I wanted to tell her my whole life story right from the point where I made that short walk to the alter and said ' I do ' to becoming Damien's wife. I sobbed louder nodding my head at the lady. She just smiled unconvinced but di
I cleaned my greasy stained hands on my blue maxi dress leaving an odd stain. Now I don't only look like an outcast, I look like a four years old. Thank heavens for the free chicken stand in the park for kids. I trotted toward a warmer region of the park with less people and sat down on the grassy ground. The sky had turned grey."Rain. Why?" I sighed to myself. I laid against the grass staring up at the sky. Why am I even here? Oh yeah. I needed space and that's why I'm seating lonely on the ground of this cold park. The sky rumbled and parents started leading their children away. In all the commotion and movements, I sat still on the grass staring right ahead of me. My dad couldn't be the culprit. I won't believe it until I've asked him myself. I really need to be a doubting thomas right now because I can't just face the fact that my dad was...using me? Urgh!! I shut my eyes as the sky released cool liquids o
I broke into sobs as Damien placed a kiss to my lips then he drew back and looked at me in the eyes."Jay I love you" he repeated. I flung my arms round his shoulder, sighing into his neck. His hands rubbed my back gently. How long has it been that I've been waiting to hear that from him."You mean it?" My voice was highly squeaky but who cares. Damien just said he loves me.He placed his hand on my still flat tummy. "You and this baby are my life now" he smiled and drew me to him hugging me tight. I relaxed into him inhaling his scent. It didn't matter to me that I and Damien where seating naked on our bed discussing and making out. Oh the joy that's ringing through my head right now.Damien capture my face in his hands rubbing my chin. His eyes for the first time since I've known him, full of love and adoration. Full of sincerity and commitment. Full of happiness and peace. I kissed his Palm. "I
"Don't blame me if I can't keep my hands off you tonight" Damien said. He came and stood in front of me. His eyes staring at me in admiration and love. "You're a goddess" he murmured in my ears making me giggle.He led me to his Limo opening the door for me and then got in. Damien pulled me closer to him grazing his hands along my bare arm."I can't believe you're making me go to a fashion show" he grumbled against my neck. "All I wanted to do was stay in the suite with you and have champagne" he nuzzles my neck sniffing me and I chuckled. I glanced the drivers way to see him focused on the road but I know that's not the case. Damien noticed where I was looking at and pressed a button closing us from the driver."Wise thinking" I grinned and Damien smirked. "I don't like sharing" his lips attacked my neck in an instant and I pulled his head away gently."I'm not sure Chloe would love m
Damien held me to his side possessively and I must say, I love this new side to him."Bethany, this is my wife, Jaycee" he introduced. Although his smile didn't quite reach his eyes as he stated at the woman, I could see they were not in good terms.Bethany forced a smile on her face."Charmed" she said taking my hands in what is supposed to be a handshake but I felt like she was squeezing my hands and grinning. I pulled away quickly as if I were burned."I can see why Damien is so struck with you" Bethany cooed it was obvious even her compliment to me was a flirt with Damien. She kept giving him those long side glance and grinning. I felt like gauging her eyes out and feeding her. Christ! Where'd that come from."And she's even more beautiful tonight" Damien kissed my forehead and then pulled me away. He rubbed my arms worryingly as if apologising for Bethany's presence. I just smiled at
So much for trusting Damien. He pours out his love to me and then when his ex fiance shows, he goes running to her. Right under my nose. For the tenth time, I stomped my feet impatiently and angrily on the floor. The hotel attendant looked at me with concern but I smiled. A smile that didn't quite reach the eyes."Here's the key to your hotel room. How long would you be staying?"I plan on going back to our suite to grab my things but I'm scared I'll be met with Damien's face. I wonder what lie or explanation he'd give when I see him. Of course I'll see him. I deserve an explanation, not just now- I'm mad at him. Beyond mad at him."A night" I said collecting my keys and walking away. Tomorrow , I'm setting my course for home. And when I say home, I mean home. I actually miss my mom and would love to see her right now. I need someone to pour my heart to. Not Chloe. She'd murder Damien. Mom is more understanding. And the