Two years ago,
I debated on knocking the door or go back home, I stood outside the porch counting from 1 to 100. Liam was ignoring my call for some reason so I decided to take the matters in my hand.
Liam parents never stayed home because they were busy most of the time. This is the first time Liam ignores me for one whole day, we have never talked since yesterday after I left alone for home. He was being an asshole ignoring all my messages. My message last night consists of threats and violence so I understand if he was more upset. He would have come running to meet me if it was another day but not today and that makes me so sad.
I call his number thrice yet he never picks up, part of me was burning with rage but the bigger part is me is scared to death.
I ran back towards his window and picks up four-five pebbles to throw.
The first four pebbles don't even reach his w
My mom used to say learn to forgive others when I was young, yet I never try to. I considered forgiving a huge burden and I don't know how I am supposed to forgive someone that hurts you so much. It's exactly how I felt for Liam, he hurts me so deep yet why it is so hard to let him go?He is like my cocaine and rehab, I knew I have to give up but what's holding me back?Bring a naive girl I was I believe at least for a day, we would find ways to get back together but he proves that I was yet wrong again.Why is that every wrong direction is the only way I knew how to walk?My head hurts thinking of the evening to come, mom calls me up last night asking me to dine together at Liam home with my dad, I dismiss her invitation immediately wondering why she would suggest something so ridiculous. Mom was mad at first but she was being adamant, I wonder why I ever agree to go in the first place.
"Don't move " Jamie scolds me holding my face in place dabbing the cream on my face. when I told her about the dinner she forces me to say yes. Grey was teasing me about being a Coward for backing away from having dinner with my parents. They were also one of the reasons why I said yes to my mom.Grey exact words were 'spoilt brat declining her parent's invitation' I could have been angry if it was from another person but I knew he didn't mean any harm."Scarlet I am sure Liam will bow down in his knees when he sees you, " Jamie says opening the mascara. She grins widely catching my eye in the mirror.When she starts applying mascara in my eyelashes, she opens her mouth in 0 shapes making me chuckle at her face."What's wrong?" She asked me.I shake my head smearing the mascara in my face. For a moment I we stare shock at my face and later burst out in laugh holding our stomach with tears es
"Scarlet come back" Liam yells from his car, I smile sardonically in his direction and push the glass door in, my heels clicking in the tile floor.When Liam told me about my half-brother I was no more surprise, I knew there was a reason why mom invited me willingly. She wanted to drop another bomb. I could hear Liam footsteps echoing behind me. The interior of the restaurant is very fancy with lights like a chandelier in the middle. The place looks perfect for rich people dining with a rotten personality.My eyes met with my mom at the far end at one of the tables, she smiles at me widely waving me over. Angel sat with dad, mom with someone I have never met. I couldn't see his face clearly but it is enough to know he shares blood with Angel. I walk towards them with Liam trailing behind me.Just when I was about to take my seat, Liam holds my arms stopping me. I stare at him in confusion waiting for him to say something. " Please don't
"What?""I said I am not dating your crazy sister" Liam repeats smiling a little. He probably found me funny probably because my mouth is hanging open from the moment I heard him say he is not dating my sister."Stop lying, " I say my heart leaping out of my chest."Now why would I lie?" Liam says flicking my forehead. I don't bother to retaliate instead stare at him with so many emotion.Is it relief? Love? Grateful?"Stop staring at me " his voice breaks me out from my stare."You don't know how much I want to punch you, Liam," I say a smile lighting up face unwillingly."Well, isn't this comfortable?" He says looking down at our position. I blush hard at his word and whack his arm.Liam chuckles at my obvious flushing face and pinches my cheek like I am a kid. "Stop doing that, I a
Two years ago,I snuggle under the covers deeper grimacing at the pain in my abdomen. Just why do I have to be a girl?I have this huge awesome idea of flaunting my boyfriend to my classmates and now I am stuck in the bed moaning like a cow giving birth.Mom left for work early claiming she has answers to evaluate and dad being the workaholic left at dawn.Liam won't be picking me up today because he's dropping Justin to his school. I've got no means to tell him I am not coming to school since my battery is at 0% from sleeping in the middle of the movie.My tears stream down my face when I couldn't hold the pain anymore. God, how did my mom gave birth to me?I tried sleeping yet I couldn't, my hands are trembling from holding the sheets with all my might.I pray mentally to let it stop yet it never calms down.Where is God at this hour?
Two years ago,Tick TockTick TockTick TockWhy does the weather darken when Sienna stare at us?I fiddle my hand nervously under her gaze, Liam kept on shifting in his seat and stare ahead not bothering to look at her curious and murderous glare."Are you two not going to say anything?" Ohh she speaks."Sienna""Liam, Are you dating her?" She spat sounding so heartbroken. I was mad at her for cutting me off but she sounded so sad. "Sienna I don't have to answer you that," says Liam moodily. Sienna looks hurt for a moment but masks it in a nanosecond."I-I thought you like me" she questions him with hopeful glances. Her eyes stare at him hopefully. I felt bad for her but I love Liam too much to let him go."I am sorry if I have done anything to
You'd think for all the days I've known youThat I would have you memorized by nowWith every question answered,Every single-paged turnedBut you keep me on the edge somehowAnd every day with you is still a mysteryWith the sweetest story falling from your lipsI hold on to every wordLike it's the first one that I've heardIt's the only time I've ever felt like this...I hummed along Hunter hayes singing 'still falling', he's one of the best singers who write with so much emotion. Most of his songs just speak to me, it's the best feeling listening and doing work. I imagine Liam working with me smiling and laughing, I would never tell anyone about this but most of my time I spent my days fantasizing about Liam and me.Jamie and I would be goin
I hug my knees to my chest and sat on the bench with my heart torn apart like somebody just tear it apart. The face of the man keeps appearing in my eyes making me tremble from fear. My phone hung up on its own and I don't bother to turn it back on although I knew Liam would be worried about me.I saw the trees swaying along with the wind, it is as if it knew nothing of the wickedness of the world. It's ironic how I always manage to be happy only to be shattered constantly.Later, I heard the sound of the car stopping bedside my sitting figure. I squint my eye and lookup meeting Liam worried face. I stood up and run towards him my tears pouring down seeing his face. Liam takes me in his arms letting me cry in his chest."Shhh shh," he says rubbing my back up and down. I cried harder burying my face in his chest feeling too heartbroken. His arms are like a haven for me, I've been lying myself the while time convincing mysel