Alyssa pov.
Micah did come, at the same time he always came to my house in the morning then we would spend the whole day in my house doing whatever we do to past time but be in each other company. Today was his turn to choose what we should do. Yesterday it was mine and I made him give me a manicure and pedicure and he begged me that when he finally have a girlfriend that I should not tell her that he is a pro at girls stuff because he does not ever want to do that again. I reminded him that next week he has to do it again and he grumbled but agreed saying that it is just me and that he wants to keep it that way. He do not want the number of girls to increase to two so he made me promise and I agreed.
Now it is his turn I am sure that he would make me do something completely embarrassing, he always does after my manicure and pedicure day. It is not as if I cannot afford to get it done at a proper beauty store but I love stressing his life and whenever I have events I need to attend, I visit my favorite store. Sure he is trying when it comes to manicure and pedicure, he is near being a professional but near is not the same thing as being a professional. When I do visit the beauty store, I make sure to drag him along too and for that day he acts a little bit girly but the next day he is back to being his self and although you might ask why don't I want him to be girly and always drag him to the store, the answer is that I love him the way he is and I would not change a single thing about him and also for that fact that his hands are amazing and I love it when he is touching my feet. It is like I am in heaven. I know what you are thinking but no. I don't want to date him and I certainly am not one of those people who fall in love with their best friends. It is just so tacky and I don't do tacky. It is not my style. I am in love with the most amazing male specimen on this planet but that is talk for another day.
I know I should be worried about what Micah will want us to do for today but I am distraught. And when I told Micah to take me out of my house, I meant that whatever he wants us to do today should not be at my house. * It is no longer a home for me. * He agreed and he took me out of my house, he did not take me to a haunted house or anything like that instead he stopped in front of my favorite pizza parlor got me my favorite pizza. * although I didn't know this then* Then we drove to my favorite ice cream place, he got me a secluded booth and went to get my favorite ice cream then he gave me my comfort food and I dug in without thanking him. I was famished because of all those tears I shed and the fact that I haven't eaten that day and as I was eating that was how tears started rolling down my cheeks again. Micah didn't say anything. He just sat there near me as he watch me cry. He placed his hand on my lap and squeeze and it was his only outward sigh of comfort. He didn't bother me as I ate but I could feel his worry practically rolling off him in waves but I ignored it for now as I consternated on filling my tummy. I hate making Micah worry about me. I am not his girlfriend and only she has that right to make him worry. I know that I should have told my own boyfriend but all Jake knows about offering comfort is taking some one shopping and while they are shopping, he is on his phone. Micah will watch movies with you, tuck you in his bed to sleep while he takes the couch. He will sing to you if it will make you laugh although his singing voice is not all that great and he will buy you comfort food so that your insides even if it is not your emotions, are settled and after all that if you are still in need of a good cry and don't want to appear weak. He will put on a sad movie and then you can cry. He will be besides you throughout all this and he will cry along with you too. I am grateful for the day he came into my world. I would have been vastly different if he was not in it.
Want to tell me, what's wrong. Micah asks as I polish my second slice of pizza and ate the last of my ice cream. He didn't eat anything. He just sat there watching me while I ate.
No. I grumbled
"That bad. He asks. He is so attuned to me. Others might get put off by my attitude but he just laughs at it. According to one of his favorite sayings. If you don't feel like you have to protect your feelings around me then there is no need to get defensive. Of course I disagreed and that led to a big debate between two of us. * Our parents called it quarrel. *
Yes. I replied then I broke down... again. "My parents want to break up.
"what. he asks me unbelieving.
My parents are getting divorced... no, they got divorced in my presence this morning before you arrived.
Are you pulling my leg. He asks me with narrow eyes as if I want to pull one on him. Why would I do that, I have learnt my lesson. Any time I try to do that, it backfires at me and he repays me, believe me when I say he is more gifted in that area more than me.
As if I can do that. I replied him sarcastically.
No, you are right. You can't do that. Are you sure. "He asked looking at me worriedly.
"Yes. I told you, this happened in my presence this morning. I exploded
Yes, but it could be a dream. A very realistic dream. You had those when you were small, right? Micah pointed out.
Yes but if it was a dream, my mother would have chewed me out for using the f-word. I said
She didn't. Micah asks
She couldn't I didn't give her the chance.
Then it is completely real. Your dream mom would have completely slap you over the head when you refuse to allow her to talk especially if it was over the f-word. Micah explained
See what I mean.
Holy shit. He exclaimed
I know.
What will you do? Al
What can I do? Absolutely nothing. "
Hey come here. Micah said as he placed me on his laps and pressed my head to his neck as he hugged me. The only reason why I stayed like that was because I was a little bit venerable and love his unique scent. The one which only him seem to have and is most prominent by his neck and it smells just like home to me. Not my house, when I mean home. I mean forever, that is the scent I always want to smell. I wrapped my hands around his neck as he petted me. I have no more tears to cry again. I am all wiped out.
Everything will be ok. You will see. He whispered against my hair.
Micah povI can't believe that about Alyssa parents even if I saw her father acting broken, I refused to believe it. It just isn't possible. They were one of the forever couples I knew about. One of the only two. My parents being the other. I know that anything can happen even a tragedy as big as this but come on. This is Alyssa life we are talking about, her world. Everything has to be perfect and under her control. It isn't possible any other way. Any way whatever happens, I am here for her, I will always be here for her. To the best of my capabilities. She is too sad for my liking, I hate to see tears in her eyes, and I hate to see sadness in there. I have to remove her mind from what is going on around her. And I told her just that. Hey remove your mind from that okay. Where would I put my mind instead? She asked with her hands folded acr
Alyssa pov.I wish that Micah could spend the whole day with me but he can't he has to go pick up his sister and brother from their friends place where his mother dropped them off four hours earlier when they finally got on her last nerves. I certainly don't want to go back to that house, not anytime soon and even if I go, I don't think I want to be sober when I do it. Then again I have never drank to the point of inebriated before so I might as well get that experience before I move to college. That reminds me. I have to ask Micah if he has made his choice on colleges yet. I know that he might not be able to get in an Ivy League college but because of his athletic championships he has been winning since he was twelve, he has a wide range of schools to choose from. He needs to make his choice and I need to tell my parents my own choice. I guess it is just parent now since my father is the only one aro
Alyssa pov Where to, Miss." the cab man asked me when my sobs reduced. Far away from this place. As far away as possible. I replied through my tears. What about the park close to town council hall. " he asks quietly. I know that right now he is talking softly because he recognized what is going on. He saw the bastard on his side view mirror and he knows from my tears that I was the girlfriend.Yes please. I answered in a low tone.My life is turning into a typical cliché story. What is remaining is that I fall in love with either my best friend, Jake best friend or the school bad boy then we get married and live happily ever after. The end. I can't deal with this. I just cannot. This day is too horrible for me. It has just been too horrible. Wait... did Micah know about this, is that why he wa
Micah povI have been searching for Alyssa for about an hour now. Driving with top speed to get to our favorite spots where we hang out but I didn't see her there. I stop and sat down, * use your brain and think this boy, stop acting like you are insane. Alyssa is your best friend, you know her better than you know anyone else. Where would she go since she had her heart broken? What would she do? * I am supposed to even know how she would think dammit. I need to calm down, I can do this if I just calm down. I slowed down my breathing as I try to think with a clear head, pushing all the worries that have been swimming in my head so fiercely that if me brink I can see them behind my eyelids. She must have been in a situation where she couldn't think and that would have made the taxi man to drop her off in an extremely popular place. I paused that flow. That would be what
Alyssa pov.Waking up to shouting is not a good way for someone with a hangover. My head was banging and pounding as if they were trying do an operation on it without giving me morphine. I groaned as I sat up in the bed and when I could finally open my eyes without closing it back because of the brightness, I looked around at the room I slept. Sure, I remember last night, the important details like I was dropped off in a park, I drank myself to oblivion, I woke up at night to discover I am alone and I started crying and as he heard my cries he appeared and was there with me. He took me home and dropped me in this room. I don't need to be a psychic to know that Micah will be pissed at me. I don't know what I did but I know that it was something stupid. I know this because the only part of our conversation I can remember was when he was calling me daft for thinking about something. * Oh Alyssa, when will you realized
Micah pov.Alyssa makes me so mad. Why is she so annoying at times. Sometimes I feel like taking her head off but I know that if I near her I would just kiss her silly. That is me for you. A lovesick boy who is hopelessly in love with his best friend, had been for about four years now. Had known that she was the only one for me for about two years now and I sat still, said nothing about my feelings while she went out and started to date a boy I certainly knew will hurt her. Why did I do something like that? My own heartbreak is not funny one bit. If I could go back in time, I would go back to a year ago when Jake came into her life and the punch I gave him yesterday would have been done then, I would have warned the cheating asshole to stay away from my best friend and I would have told my best friend about my feelings for her in a grand way. I would have made Tiffany to stay away from the squad and I would have made her parents
Micah pov.By lunch, everybody had heard of what happened during class today, they were all staring at me while I eat and although I am used to ignoring people attention on me. This one was different. It is like they are all waiting for me to stop eating and turn to tell them that yes, I broke their quarter-back nose and that it is because he cheated on my best friend. Apparently that news started spreading since yesterday evening. Everybody who is anybody has heard of the news already but then again that do not concern me. Why you may ask, and I will reply that Alyssa doesn't care about things like that. She is used to back talk and negative comments. Those don't get to her again. When we were small and she was always getting hurt by what people say about her. I will retaliate by beating that crap out of whoever said what hurt her. When she saw that I was always getting into trouble, she started to build her amour and now anybody who has
Alyssa pov.Time for tryouts. Time I have been dreading. I hate the look of pity that people send my way especially girls in the squad. Some openly scoff at me, they think that I will not remain in cheer leading, they forgot how the group was before I became leader, and they forgot all I did for them. I hate ungrateful people. They make me so mad that I seriously consider being bitchy to them but then again I will remember that Micah hates bitchiness.Of all things for him to hate, why does he have to hate that one. I went to the locker room to change into my uniform only that as I got there I saw my things from my locker on the floor and a note on them which said ' we don't need you. Signed T. ' I am officially angry. That is it. I don't mean to sound like a record or like those people who say the most clichés stuff when it comes to revenge but Tiffany will surely regret this.