It has been a few days since Rosie and Alex had that incident, she has been upset lately, just thinking why hasn’t he call her to him yet? Why isn’t he contacting her? Are they done? They can’t be done; she won’t be able to handle the fact that they are done. Her body and soul is his, if he doesn’t let her see him again she might die. That’s what her thinking is; the thinking of a stupid, mindless girl. Her face is gloomy every since that day, not once has she smiled. The bags under her eyes tell the lack of sleep she is having, just because Alex Anderson isn’t calling her to him. He has her all wrapped around his fingers, even with all the pain he puts her through she still wants to go to her.
The loud alarm ringing of the college pulls her back to reality; she quickly picks her books up and escapes the hall room as quickly as she can to avoid any sort of communication with other human beings. Rosie is known to be the mysterious, quite girl of college who no one knows about at all. She walks out of the college and sees Ryan, standing on the same spot he always does with the car door open. Her heart starts hammering against her chest, her stomach does a summersault, it’s time she will finally see him, touch him. A smile slowly creeps up to her lips while she walks towards the car. What if he is calling her to let her go forever? What if he is calling her to cut off all ties with her? What will she do then? A thousand questions in her head, and a hopeless mind she has; which is telling her it’s going to be alright. He won’t let go of her not so easily, because she is what he needs and desires, the perfect amount of devotion that he yearns, is given to him by her. She is his escape, a person that he takes all his anger on, a part of her likes it; likes the fact that she is someone who he can rely on. No other woman has given their all to him; none of them are as mind numbingly dumb like she is.
She slowly stops in front the car and smiles a little at Ryan, who is smiling at her like an idiot. Ryan stops himself from smiling any further; which he always tends to do when he sees her and slowly opens the car door for her. She slowly sits in and he closes the door and gets in the car and starts driving. “How are you ma’am?” Ryan softly asks her. She smiles at him; Ryan is the only man in her life that shows her respect and kindness. She likes him; likes the fact that he is the polar opposite of Alex. “I’m okay Ryan, how are you?” She leans her head on the window and stares out of it, as he drives on the route to the hotel as usual. Yes, he never took her to his home. Never saw her outside of that hotel room; Rosie knows that he wouldn't even acknowledge her outside of it.
But despite all these she lets him toy her around, use her, hurt her; over and over again. She can't help it; she can't bear with the thought of not letting him have her as his. She can't process the thought of not having his touch. Not having the feeling she gets every time he's near her. “I’m good too ma’am.” He smiles staring ahead at the road, while his cheeks start heating up. That’s the kind of effect she has on him, his heart melts just seeing her. He gets nervous every time she’s around. He tried but he can’t help it, he tries to stop but the feelings won’t go away. Ryan knows too well that she will never choose him over Alex; he knows she won’t leave his rude boss and just come with him yet he keeps on wanting her. “How is he doing?” She asks him about Alex to fill in the silence that was making her feel empty. “He has been busy with work he just came back from a business trip.” Ryan replies to her with his eyes on the road. A smile appears on her face, she thinks to herself that maybe he didn’t call her because he was busy with work. That is enough for her to be happy again that’s how weak she is.
Soon the car stops in front of the hotel, Ryan stops the car in the entryway and gets off it and opens the car door for her. She heart starts pounding again; the feeling of nervousness hits her. Slowly stepping out of the car she gets inside the hotel and walks through the lobby and gets inside the elevator. She presses the button to the 14th floor and leans on the wall with her eyes closed, trying to calm herself down. After a while, the elevator stops and the door open for her to exit, but she keeps on standing there for a while contemplating with the different scenarios, that are playing in her mind. Taking a deep breath in, she gets off and walks to room no. 1408. The room they always meet in; the room which has seen her in her most vulnerable state. She timidly knocks on the door and twists the door knob, knowing too well that by now he knows that she is here. Ryan’s job is to notify him everything about her. She walks in with her gaze fixated on the floor, a part of her fearing to look at him. After closing the door behind her, she musters up the courage to look up, as she does she sees Alex sitting on the foot of the bed, going through his phone. Her heart stops in that moment, seeing him makes her feel so good, he is her drug and even though he is killing her she is willing to keep on taking him.
"Make me a drink." He says not even sparing her a glance. No apologies are going to be made as usual and she’s going to forgive him even though he didn't ask for it. Without a word she walks to the side bar in the suite and starts making his go to drink. It's whiskey on the rocks, a memory pops up in her head of him wanting her to try it, when she did it made her throat burn, like he makes her heart burn. She walks to him and stands in front of him with the drink. He takes it from her hand without looking at her. She keeps on standing in front of him as if she is dazed. "Get on your knees." He says while taking a sip of the drink. She does as told andkneels down in front of him, with her hands resting behind her back. Alex finally looks at her and he stares at her for while, with an expressionless face. She is feeling hap
He presses his chest on her back and wraps his arms around her waist, as he starts unbuttoning the jeans, she tries to hold onto something to hold herself up as her legs are turning into jelly. She can feel his warm breathe on her neck, as he harshly pulls down her jeans along with her panty. She breath hitches feeling him caresses butt hercheekswith one of his large hands, she swallows down thickly trying to calm herself down."Ahh!!"She screams out when he harshly squeezes them."Tell me doll who did you spend your time with, who did you let be around you when I wasn't there?! Who did you let abuse you other than me?! Don't you know I own you? Don't you know you are mine?" He growls in her ear and bites down on her ear shell wh
Alex walks to the bar counter and pours him a drink and takes a long sip of it and closes his eyes and crack his neck. Rosie is now lying on the floor while tears from her eyes keep on falling nonstop. Suddenly Alex starts chuckling, he puts his drink glass on the counter and look at her and starts laughing loudly. She slowly looks at him and wipes her face with the back of her hand and sits up. “You don’t know what you’re starting Rosie, I’m warning you don’t mess with me. This won’t be good for you I will send you away and never call you to see me. That’s all he needed to say, his words hit her like a truck she gets on her fours and crawls to him and sits at his feet and stares up at him. “Don’t ple
They lay on the bed in each other’s warm embrace; it feels like they are one. He lies on top of her breathing heavily, she tries to calm her breathing, her eyes are closed; lips parted. Suddenly, it goes away, he pulls out of her and pushes her away from him and stands up. Opening her eyes she stares at him sidewise, still laying flat on her stomach. He grabs a towel and walks in the bathroom, without sparing her a glance. She closes her eyes and starts falling asleep due to tiredness.After a while
Suddenly, it feels like to her as if someone has ripped the floor from beneath her feet. Nothing makes sense to her, she only knew him, he was her first and she wanted him to be her last. Why is he doing this all of a sudden? She has been adamant before, it’s not that surprising; she gets needy for him, when he has been extra harsh on her. He knows it too, but suddenly why is he changing? Did he find someone else? Is someone else more giving to him?“Did you find someone else?” She slowly looks up at him and slowly stands up.“I won’t tell you no for anything, I won’t ask for anything else. Please don’t end this.” She begs to him.
It has been a few months since the last time Rosie saw Alex, that day when he left the hotel room, she stayed in that room for week all alone. When she came out of the room she had lost a significant amount of weight and her body was weaker than ever. Her life changed completely; there was no purpose of her life anymore.She continued her day to day routine, but she wasn’t the same like she was before. It’s as if she is dead on the inside, she has lost all hope. Tragic stuck once again, when her father died a few days ago, her mother was already dead; she died during her birth. Her entire life her father hated her because of that, he always called her; her mother’s murderer.And now her died father as well, she is an orphan, no one is there whom she can call her family. Whatever her father did to her, yet she could at least say he is alive
Jake lives in a small apartment building, which is surprisingly very near to the Anderson Corporation building. They get in the elevator and stand in complete silence in there while the elevator goes up to the 4th floor. Once it stops he gets out, yet again without lending her a hand to carry her luggages. Such a jerk he is, she rolls her eyes and slowly gets out of the elevator. He unlocks his apartment door and walks in, she follows him in with her luggages and looks around. It is a small apartment but it somehow has a very homey feel to it. The cozy looking couch is the only thing that is in the small living room, along with a flat screen.
Jake became really excited when the brownies were ready; both of them ate the brownies as he wanted, with middle pieces and served with chocolate chip ice cream. Rosie never tried it with ice cream, but she was mesmerized after taking the first bite. He has introduced her to something that now she won’t let go that easily, that’s for sure. After having the brownies with him, she walks in the bedroom and goes through her side of the closet, to look for a nice decent dress.Well most of her dresses are a little provocative and they display on too much skin, just the way Alex liked it. She pulls out some of the dresses from the back of the closet and stares at them. Every one of them was given to her by him. Not even one of them was bought