WHAT THE HEART FEEL
YAZE CRUZ POV
I keep thinking of Lexter, gosh! He is just so handsome. Well, I am no exception from an ordinary woman who would be captivated of Lexter Montero's handsomeness. He was already handsome when we were kids, now he is a perfect beauty of a man. Every woman must have wanted him. Lexter might have many girlfriends or have an extraordinary beautiful girlfriend.
Am I in love with him? Ohhh no! Lexter is sky and I am earth, he is too high to reach. I am just too poor, not worthy for him even as his maid. I have not even reach college, of course his family won't like someone poor for their son. I am just so stupid thinking of this.
I have a boyfriend who is also rich but not as rich as Lexter Montero. I know my boyfriend's family does not like me as I came from a poor family but Andrew had not stopped pursuing me. I became his girlfriend for the reason of his patience courting me but I don't feel a love for him as my boyfriend. I could only feel a deep friendship for him. I could perhaps learned to love him someday, but even that would happened his parents wouldn't accept me. It is actually worthless continuing our relationship because we know both that his parents disliked me so much, but they could not stopped Andrew. Andrew was the only child and was spoiled by his parents, so he was so important to his parents and the only heir. Andrew's parents wanted him to marry someone who came from a rich family too. Andrew's mother even came to me to warn me, told me to break with him because I am not worthy for him. I told his mother that I did broke with him already many times but always he beg me not to, I pity him.
So, our relationship had not actually progress well, as I was busy helping my family and Andrew's parent made Andrew very busy by having him work in their business after he graduated in university. He could only visit me once in awhile when he runs away.
LEXTER MONTERO POV
"Since the day I saw you in the river Yaze, I can not forget you." I was whispering to myself while holding a glass of wine looking up in the sky at the big window.
The admiration I felt when we were kids was still in my heart. Now that I saw you again, the feeling was not just a crush. Am I falling to you? I felt obsessed about her, wanting her in my arms. I want to make love to her.
"Ahh, fuck! I want her badly," I moaned for my intense need of her.
Two days more and I'll go back home. I'll see her again. My excitement was cut off when i remember she has already a boyfriend.
"How would I court her? I have to do something to make her break with her boyfriend," I murmurred to myself.
After more than two weeks, I can't wait to go home as I miss to see her again. Tomorrow is Thursday, I can not wait for Saturday or Friday. I had to go tomorrow night. I had to informed Mommy that I'm coming home.
"Hello, Mom, I'm coming home tomorrow night," I said on the phone to my mother.
"Is that big brother?" I heard my younger brother asking.
"Big brother, buy please some comics magazines," Luis said.
"Okay, I'll ask my secretary to buy early morning tomorrow," I said. "I'll see you tomorrow night."
After my call, I felt elated inside me looking forward to see my family and Yaze. In the past, I don't have such interest in going back home as my family always comes to visit me. I asked myself, why it took me two years before going back home to visit my hometown.
After meeting Yaze again, I felt the need of going back home so eagerly. First reason, I have to handle the family business and be with Luis, and second I want to have Yaze.
I woke up early, instructed the maid to prepare the things I needed for the province vacation for three days as i dont need formal clothes there. I thought of buying a dress for Yaze as a gift later because I want to start courting her even though she has a boyfriend. I heard from Luis her boyfriend came from a rich family in the neighboring town.
I went to my company and have a meeting to the managers of the departments and giving my private assistant and my Vice President some important matters to take care of while I'm away and reporting to me every other day or as necessary through video call.
I went out early from work and headed first to the mall to buy a gift for Yaze and pick up the ordered comic book for my brother Luis. After buying other things to bring home, I headed home to my mansion. The servant loaded my luggage in the trunk and I started driving heading to the expressway. I felt happy in my heart.
GOING HOMEDriving alone had not made Lexter Montero bored as he was excited to get home immediately. He only made one stop in a restaurant along the expressway. He arrived in his hometown less than five hours. The dining table was already set when he get into the mansion."Big brother!!" Luis shouted with glee."Oh I know what you are so excited about," Lexter said grinning."Of course, my comics books!" Luis said excitedly."Alright, I know you can not wait to hold them," Lexter open his portfolio and bring out ten comics books."Wow! Ha, ha, ha, thank you brother. Love all of them!" Luis blurted out happily."Alright, alright, let's eat first. Your big brother might be starving now," Donya Rosita said."Well, I am really starving. I stopped just once." Lexter exclaimed.Everyone seated to eat, Don Luciano Montero open the conversation."Lexter, you s
THE FIRST KISSThe next day Yaze did not go to work in the morning as she was waiting for Senyorito Lexter to arrive. She went to take a bath and put on her faded house dress.After an hour, a jeepney car stopped infront of the Cruz's house. Yaze looking out from the small window saw Lexter getting out of his car. Lexter Montero looks amazingly handsome with his hair brushed up, his light wheat-colored skin flashing bright under the sun and his tall mascular figure visible in his shirt which hug a little his body."Yaze, Senyorito Lexter is here now," Yaze's mother called out. Mrs. Cruz let in Lexter Montero inside the house."Please have a seat, Senyorito Lexter," Mrs. Cruz said shyly bowing her head as their home was not even worthy for the senyorito to enter."Good morning Senyorito Lexter," Yaze said feeling embarassed having a wealthy person invited to
THE STRATEGY AND THE PASTThe next day, Yaze was so busy at work in the restaurant. Senyorito Lexter Montero was also visiting and checking their farms and plantation products.After the visitation, before going home, Lexter Montero stopped by at Yaze's work. He waited for Yaze in his jeepney car park beside the restaurant. Yaze came out at eight o'clock pm. Lexter approached her and offered her to drive her home but Yaze politely rejected as she was pick up by her cousin who has a tricycle (a motorcycle with a small sidecar used in the province for commuters for short travel or for four passengers) everyday after work.Yaze was surprised to see Lexter Montero behind her."Opps, sorry Senyorito Lexter, I did not know you are at my back." Yaze politely apologized."I come to pick you up and drive you home," Lexter Montero said with a smile."Ha? Why? Sorry senyorito but
FEEL JEALOUSYaze felt embarassed with what had happened, her body was touch by Lexter Montero and she was not able to stop him because she was weak resist, her feeling for him made her lost the fight.She run to the bathroom and cried out her soul softly not to make her family woke up and question her. She stayed in the bathroom for an hour with mixed emotions, anger, humiliation, love and guilt. She has a boyfriend who had not even kiss her lips yet because she did not allowed him but Lexter had stole the first kiss and touch on her."That pervert! Hu, hu, hu. My boyfriend had not even kissed my lips not even once and that Lexter had kissed my lips already twice. Pervert, he even sucked my breasts, pervert! Hu, hu, hu," Yaze blurted angrily but softly, crying as she can not move on from what happened."I hate you Lexter Montero," Yaze blurted out softly."Yaze, are you home now?" Mr. Cruz asked.
EMERGENCY SITUATIONYAZE CRUZ POVIt was been almost a month I did not see Senyorito Lexter came back to the town. He might be angry with me turning him down with what he wanted to happened the last time we meet. I can not just break up with my boyfriend, it was easy for him to say that.I heard Senyorito Lexter's parents will be traveling to Spain next month. Who's going to look after their lands. Maybe Senyorito Luis will do that as he will be the one left here.STORYTELLER POVA month passed by quickly, Don Luciano and his family headed to the Metropolitan City for their flight. They arrived at Lexter Montero's small mansion in the city a day before their flight.After their parent's departure, Luis stayed in the city for four days to visit around the city. Luis enjoyed the amusement centers, restaurants, movies, zoo, and beaches before they went back
THE BURDEN ON HER SHOULDERANDREW'S SOLUTIONThe prescription was given to Yaze and went immediately to the pharmacy outside the hospital. Lexter Montero who was still parked in front of the hospital building saw Yaze went out to the hospital and followed her."Where are you going Yaze?" Lexter Montero asked Yaze who had swollen eyes due to crying."Senyorito Lexter? Oh, I'll just gonna go buy the prescription medicine for my father," Yaze softly said."Hop in I'll drive you there," Lexter Montero offered."Oh no, it's okay, it's not far," Yaze hurriedly walk away.Lexter Montero let her be and followed her driving slow. Yaze reached the pharmacy and give the prescription paper. The pharmacist checks the order. The order was checked and give the price amount to Yaze. Yaze checked her wallet, bringing out all she has but was short of money to bu
FINDING HELP AND SOLUTION"Big sister, maybe we can ask for help from the Montero family because father had been their employee already for so long," Yano said to Yaze."I'll go later to ask about any health compensation for your papa," Mrs. Cruz said briefly."I think it is better for you to do that as the wife of their worker. Aske also about disability compensation or retirement benefit as papa had already work to them for more than twenty years." Yaze explained to her mother."Yano, I need to go to work. Help mama here after school. Also sent Yenny here at night. she can not stay at home alone." Yaze exclaimed. Yano nodded.The next day, Mrs. Cruz went to the plantation manager's office. She asked for any medical compensation for her husband.The manager gives Mrs. Cruz an envelope."Yelling, the money is the health compensation benefit and the cooperative association money t
NOT FITTED TO WORK IN THE BARThe owner of the bar called Yaze in his office."I'm sorry Yaze, you are not fitted to the job here in the bar," the manager said to Yaze."What do you mean, sir?" Yaze asked and confused."I can not take you to work here, it is just your first day and already caused troubles." the manager exclaimed seriously. "You are too beautiful to be here. The customers tend to fall for you and they get wild. Everyone would like you and get into a fight especially when they got drunk. It is hard to control when them when they demand you at the same time. Your job is a server, already fighting what more if you are an entertainer. It would be big trouble." the manager explained."Sir, please I need a job. I need to earn for my father's hospital bills. Please sir," Yaze pleaded."I know, I understand Yaze but I'm really sorry. I can not