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91- Warmth
Blaze POV:-
As the time passed, my anxiety increased a million fold, lost in abysmal thoughts of disturbance, the fright overcame me to think about Avery’s reaction. Her words surely broke my heart and no matter how much I want to tell her, how much penitence I show about this- this would never be enough.
I want a normal life with her as well, who wants to live in a dusty tomb of provocation? I can’t do it anymore, before I lose everything I have to save what I can: I can Avery, I want to do it. To say I am scared would be an understatement; I was petrified. What if I lose both of them? I will lose my reason to live and I honestly don’t want any more suffering.
She doesn’t understand the delicacy and I couldn’t apprehend her emotions. We both led a distinguished path but both led to an a
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