VANESSA
Very awkward-Like unbearable silence awkward!! That stupid kiss the night of the funeral,what the hell was I thinking just kissing him like that? Our family Christmas with the Austin's was silence between Jeremy and I for the most part. I think both Ava and Tom figured the reason for my quietness was that I was still grieving for my Father.
They would be right in thinking so,at least partly. I'm still finding it hard to come to terms with my Father's passing. Having them
Natasha and I sat in the waiting area of a cute little restaurant,while we waited on our take out food to be brought out to us. It's been the better part of an hour since we left so I'm sure the guys have raided the fully stocked cupboards in hunger."Those animals better not have touch my Chilli Heatwave Doritos!!"I thought,as I looked out the window of the restaurant."If they do there will be hell to pay.""I wish you would have come since it's New Year,we could have started the year together just like we did last year."Natasha pouted,as she looked at Alex's pretty face over the screen.Alex sighed."You know I would have loved that,but you know what my reasons are. It has nothing to do with you,Ness..Just the man you married."Natasha nudged me in the shoulder,pulling my attention from the snowy street and towards the screen."Hmm,I get it. He hit you-you have a right to feel the way you do."
Jeremy drove the car up the snowy driveway and pulled the car up outside the mansion,after the long drive back from the cabin. Our trip was nice,It might have been just what I needed.Not that it made me feel any better about loosing my Father,but it took my mind off life for a little bit.Now back to reality!!The reality of it was that Jeremy and I have been fooling around the entire weekend,and I wondered would things change between us now that we are home. Walking into that house, would we go back to the married couple that don't communicate with each other.Just like we were before...I guess we'll see."Ollie definitely looked like he regretted drinking that last bottle of champagne last night."I chuckled,at Ollie's expense. "Poor thing,he looked so pale this morning."Jeremy glanced in my direction."It's his own fault,We did warn him.Usually it's me that has one too many-Not him" He undid his s
Alex and I were lingerie shopping and spending some quality time together.Look at me,shopping for cute lingerie to impress the man I married.Crazy how things change.Alex wasn't happy about it!Since he knows that our marriage is a fake,I always go to him to talk about Jeremy. I had to tell him what was going on between us,but from his reaction I'm thinking that it was a mistake to say anything at all.Alex shook his head in disagreement."I don't like it.""I know you don't like him and I can't blame you for that."I released a sigh,as I searched the rack of expensive lingerie."I like him,I want to give this a chance.""He's not a good guy,Ness. I think you know that already. This marriage is just a fake-What happens when the year is up?"He asked."Do you divorce and go back to how yo
Jeremy pulled me onto his lap and my legs parted either side of him,there was only a thin towel covering us both.The only thing that was separating him from pressing against me,it was the only thing that was stopping him from slipping inside of me finally.I wanted him!I've wanted him inside of me,I've been dreaming of this moment for far too long. The man makes me feel naughty and I finally want to know what it feels like to have him inside me.The sauna was creating little droplets of sweat all over my body,all over his too. I liked feeling sweaty with him. I liked the way my body felt against his,all wet and slippy. Slippy enough that he could slide it right inside of me now and we would be good to go."Vanessa.."He moaned,and removed the towel from my body and threw it to the floor of the sauna. He set hi
I took a glance in Jeremy's direction and chuckled on the inside. Just the look on his face was priceless,it was definitely worth the very long flight in coach just to get here.He wasn't thrilled about flying coach, especially on a long flight from San Fran to Scotland. But I had already purchased the tickets and I wanted the trip to be on me not him. I planned it all after all.Jeremy thought we were just coming to Scotland,but he didn't know the reason why. He didn't know that I was taking him to the Macallan Estate,to drink whisky while we spend the day exploring.I know the way to the man's heart.Of course this is not all for him,I have my own reasons for wanting him here.I want some time alone with him-Just the two of us for two whole days. Sleeping together is most definitely on the table.Jeremy snaked his arms around m
Even though the weather was cold this time of year in Scotland,Jeremy and I were taking a stroll around the grounds of the hotel. We were both bundled up,but we still had cold cheeks as we walked against the light breeze."I was surprised to see you drinking so much yesterday.How are you feeling?"He asked,turning his head in my direction."I'm feeling better,Thanks to you!"My lips quirked upwards."The paracetamol that you gave me worked fast. I feel a little more human now.""You definitely look like you have a little more colour in your face."He stopped walking and reached up and stroked my cheeks."Your cheeks are freezing. Do you want to go back in?""In a minute,Let's walk some more."I linked my arm with his and we walked at a slow pace."I like it here,it's such a beautiful place. I don't even mind the cold that much.""I can tell!"He smirked at me."I booked a table in the hotel restaurant for to
Jeremy and I were on the flight back home to San Francisco,a lot more Sexually frustrated than when we left 2 days ago. Our romantic weekend away didn't turn out like I had hoped,not at all.Seeing Michael's face again after all this time,my mind wasn't in the right place to even contemplate having Jeremy between my legs. I told him that I was sick,but I'm not sure if he really believed me or not.I don't know what to make of Michael being at the same hotel as Jeremy and I were,I'm cautious when it comes to him. Things didn't end well between us, so much so I had to change my life just so he couldn't find me. Seeing his face again just brought everything back...Jeremy sat forward in his chair that was right in front of mine. He had that worrisome look on his face as he looked at me."What's going on with you,Gorgeous? You've been acting a little off since our dinner last night.""Nothing,I'm fine."I must
Jeremy and I have been home from Scotland a couple of days now and things have been very eventful for us in the bedroom,Well eventful for us pretty much all over the house. Our first time together was really sweet, but since we've been back things have been a little wild..But I like it!Our first time was a warm up. It was him appreciating me and the fact that I wanted our first time to be more than the two of us messing around. I wanted it to be special and in the end it was.Jeremy walked up behind me and was shaking his head with a smirk on his face."I can't believe you stole that thing and hung it up in the living room."I chuckled,and glanced behind me at him."Well technically it's not stealing when I left double the amount to cover the cost. I wanted to have something to remember our trip."I looked at the picture of the doll with the crazy eyes that I took from the crappy H