"Never mind," she said, shaking her head after a while.
I tried hard to grip on my patience and try not yell at her but I failed woefully.
"Why?" I asked my voice slightly higher than usual.
"Why aren't you saying anything about what is going on, or are you just going to keep pretending not to know?"
Her eyes dimmed a little at the harsh words but if that is what is going to wake her up I'm more than willing to say them.
"Is what Dad and Blaze doing right?" I asked, demanding some words out of her.
For the first time I am really happy I didn't take after her or I might be long dead.
"I thought you were here so that we can talk but you clearly don't have anything to say to me"
"Goodnight" I said after a few minutes of stifling silence, I climbed into bed with the covers over my head.
A short while later she left and I have never felt this disappointed before.
I forgot to close the window last night and I got welcomed by the warm sun light today.
The time on my nightstand indicates I'm already late for training.
I slept late last night after having a good cry, it is still painful to think about how unbothered mom appeared to be.
I turned around and tried to get another minute of sleep but the universe has another plan for me when Kath entered in the most annoying way.
"Good morning!" she singsong in her loud voice.
"Training has started and you are here hugging your pillow an hour late" she said trying to pull the duvet off my body.
"I thought since this is the weekend I can sleep to my satisfaction, why are you disrupting my sleep?" I glared at her which she surprisingly returned.
"Your eyes can't kill, so get your sleepy ass up" she succeeded in chasing all the sleep away.
"Were you made to be pure nightmare in my life" I demanded finding her funny.
"I'm your Savior" she replied battling her lashes cutely at me.
"Save that for your mate" I made my way to the bathroom.
I'm often misjudged because of my height, I dress up in a knee length short and a tank top showing off my toned abs.
I tie my hair up in a high ponytail with a light lip gloss to finish the look.
"Alpha it is already hot outside, what will we do with this truckload of hotness you are serving us" Kath flattered in her absurd way.
She never calls me Alpha willingly only if she wants to flatter me, I sweat a lot resulting in me dressing this way.
"Wait where is Damien?" I asked, not seeing the meek looking boy anywhere in the room because of his quiet demeanour it makes it hard to notice his absence.
He said he is not strong enough to train today hence he remains at home.
"It's strange anyways him staying at home," I said, making a note to check on him after training.
Our training grounds are divided into two, one part for the men which is always led by my father or his beta. But today I can see Blaze leading them and that doesn't feel right because unconsciously the jerk is penetrating everywhere.
The female side is always led by me but because I'm late today they are engaging them in some brawl.
I shouted trying to get their attention, they gathered close to where I was standing without objections.
"I'm sorry for being late today"
The words hadn't left my mouth when someone snorted.
Silvana's POV It took me several minutes to calm myself down but I still didn't give up. An idea suddenly pop in my head glading me. "If you can beat me I will leave for you but if you can't I don't want to see your face here anymore" I said suddenly facing them. "What are you doing?! " Kath almost screamed beside me frustrated. "watch" I replied as I stared boringly at her. "You can chicken out if you want" there is no way I'm passing this opportunity away. I can almost hear the sounds her face will make when the bones crush beneath my hand.
Silvana's POV It took me several minutes to calm myself down but I still didn't give up.An idea suddenly pop in my head glading me."If you can beat me I will leave for you but if you can't I don't want to see your face here anymore" I said suddenly facing them."What are you doing?! " Kath almost screamed beside me frustrated."watch" I replied as I stared boringly at her.
Silvana's POV "That was surprisingly good to watch" Kath commented as we made our way to the pack house. Apparently I underestimated Lucy and I ended up with a broken nose that is healing already. "I thought you didn't want me to fight with her?" I asked amused. "Even if I wasn't happy that doesn't mean I can enjoy the entertainment" she replied smiling at me. "So you call me getting punched in the face an entertainment?" "I tried to stop you but you never listen, how is that my problem?" she replied giggling. "wait!We are supposed to check on Damien," I called
Silvana's POV "That hurts!" I cried out in pain when I felt Kath pull my hair too tight. "You won't remember the pains when you see how beautiful you are" she replied with a chuckle. "I think I don't want to look beautiful anymore," I replied but it was too late to back out. My head feels like it was going to split in half and my face feels weird like I was carrying something I wasn't supposed to be carrying on it. What a hassle! It is currently 6pm and we are thirty minutes late to the party, all because Kath wants me to look beautiful and i'm starting to regret letting her do what she wants with me.
Silvana's POV Just like every time we are going out together i'm always driving. Kath is a bad driver, the last time she drove was when she crashed her car and I don't want the same thing to happen to my car. For safety purposes I had to fling off the heels the moment I was behind the wheels. Kath threw me a look of disbelief. How I wish I can walk barefooted to the party but that is very far from reality. "what will I say to him?" I said out loud when I remember what was my sole aim for getting dressed up. I'm growing nervous from anticipation. "Whatever comes to your mind, you are the one in love with him not me" she replied. "Remember that you might g
Silvana's POV The moment we entered, Kath left to get something for us to drink. turning around to talk to Damien and he was nowhere to be found. The music was so loud that shouting his name was impossible, I glanced around me and I noticed how everyone was happy and seemed to be having the time of their lives. I know attending this party will be a struggle for someone like me because I don't like parties and that one of the things Kath has been trying to change since forever. I squeeze myself among the crowd trying to find Damien, he has been unstable and withdrawn recently and this is not the place for anything he has in mind. In my attempt to get past a couple of girls huddled together someone bumped into me and before I could regain my footing another pushed me
SILVANA's POV It feels like the party has been going on for about a hundred hours when it is just a few hours. Coming here was a total waste of time because I ended up not talking to Raphael. Seeing the way girls swamp around him like he was a king or something l simply lost interest. We still couldn't find Damien and I slowly believed he was fine after Kath repeatedly persuaded me. "I can't believe you come this far and still leave without talking to him" Kath said through the mindlink. "Then you are better off believing it" I replied nonchalantly. "Have you forgotten how long we spent to get you ready and you want to put it all to waste?"
SILVANA's POV I hadn't walked far from my car before Kath's voice drifted to my mind. …"I found him, we will meet you in the car in a minute" she said in a rush. I waited for them inside the car and I noticed how the majority of people were already leaving just like us. Just like she said a minute or so later I spot her coming out supporting someone that I presume to be Damien. I was worried when I saw them like that and I rushed out of the car to help her. "what happened to him?" I asked her but she ignored me. "Kath?" "what? Why are you asking me that?, we were both looking