I have never seen my brother drunk and high before , least of all I have never seen him angry and when he woke up screaming he was angry . I hadn’t told anyone about Ellie and Daniel and that was because I wanted our private business to be our private business . I knew that Ellie slept with Daniel on numerous accounts , but it was purely physical .
Where Dexter is concerned , I knew for a fact that he didn’t deserve her and that he was using her to get ahead in terms of work and business . He didn’t love her and he only wanted to bring her down . I knew that Ellie would be above me in terms of work and I worked hard with Aaron for the past three months to make sure that I got the job .
Blake was in a drunken state and he was saying mean things to Ellie . I would have slapped him silly if he talked to me the way he was talking to Ellie. I didn’t like i
Chapter 66EllieThis has been the weirdest morning ever . To be honest it's been an eventful morning first I accidentally hurt my boyfriend this morning thinking that I I might have killed him I called the last person he thought I would turn to for help , and it didn't go down well with him . He doesn't like Paul and I didn't get why he didn't like him or want him around until now . I as m not going out with Paul and if I was I would expect him to come clean about his extra activities . Paul said I should call him if I needed anything . The more I think about it and what just happened , I am reluctant .My loyalty has always been to my day ones and not people who have come into my life while I was living it . I wasn't cool back then to Paul and now he wants to give me the world and put a ring on my finger . His goal is to marry me so that he can rub it in Daniel's face that he wa
Chapter 67MaxI have always had the fear of everything going wrong all at once and having no control. I never thought that day would come ; but it looks like today was such a day . I am going to say it again because it is hard to believe what’s happening. A lot can happen in three months and a lot has happened . I acted out of character when I slept with Amy . I kind of forgot that my brother was in charge of the security system at that party .I only told Ellie half of the truth . In my defence I had sex with Amy pretending she was Ellie . I can't get over her. There is no getting over Ellie I used protection on and I was clinical because I walked out on a sleeping Amy the next morning and I only saw her if I needed a prescription for strong painkillers . I didn’t think that Ellie would take me back , but she took me back with open arms and accepte
Chapter 68EllieBlake has always been loyal and he would never do what he just did unless he thought he was being watched or his cover was going to be blown . For him to get the position he has at Stone , wasn't a mistake . It was planned and it was a plan that was being executed clinically . I knew that Paul liked me and he wasn't aware that the meeting at the Italian food Market was planned and it didn't happen by accident .Paul has always had a type and it worked in my favour that we went to college together . Dexter is easily influenced and he doesn't act unless there is something in it for him . The accident that resulted in me losing my baby wasn't an act of evil by Dexter , somebody was pulling strings and Paul had a history of dubious dealings. We couldn't pin anything on him .Blake knew how to be undercover investigator and he had been working with Daniel to find out who was responsible for controlling Dexter . He is a good lawyer; but i
Chapter 69MaxEllie has always been the one . I knew it when I left her years ago that I was making a huge mistake and I was going to regret it later. We already lost one child I don't want us to lose another one. She's been through a lot already , with her losing her memory and Killian almost killing her and ; Killian is a very beautiful name . It means ; he who is kind of someone with a kind soul . When Ellie told Blake that he can stay over and he can use the guest room , I was happy she wasn't pushing me away and she was willing to give us one more try .Ellie never missed anything where my feelings were concerned ; in the past she could tell that ; I was disappointed or bummed out about losing a game . I was always an open book with her and she could read me with ease , she even knew my deepest secrets ,and I wanted to be the kind of man she saw and not the kind of man I th
Chapter 70EllieI could really use a break and a change of scenery. ever since I’ve come back home it has been one thing after another . I don’t know if I can take it anymore . My own body was fighting me this morning . I couldn’t get up early like I usually did and I woke up with Max already out of bed. I was feeling a tad bit tired but I didn’t feel sick . I had fallen asleep in Max’s arms and it was different because we didn’t sleep with each other,. We had an evening of pillow talk without the lovemaking . Max’s ex girlfriend who married his teammate had pulled a number on him in terms of his romantic side .I didn’t get why Max second guessed everything he did to me or for me to make me happy . It was evident in his behaviour and the way he acted around me . Something was amiss and I knew he knew that I was on
Chapter 71MaxProtecting Ellie and our unborn baby has always been my first priority . This morning after I reassured here that she is my one and only , we both got disturbed by our phones and as predicted the night before we were going to make the Sunday papers . I thought it would be in a good way and I was wrong. Ellie had always kept her private life private and she had no problems with regards to my popularity. She doesn’t get jealous when a fan wants to take a picture or a selfie . She would even be kind enough to take the picture for the person asking , and even get me to follow them . The fan would automatically think that we are friends and there is nothing serious going on between us. I love Ellie and the thought of being followed by someone; who already thinks that we are in a relationship and has an unhealthy fixation on me is scary . I have dealt with that before , in my previous relationship. Betty was ratchet enough to chase them
Chapter 72EllieI don’t like my privacy being invaded, at the end of the day when everyone has read all they need to know about you , you feel exposed unfairly and hard done by , by the people you thought were actually your friends . Even my ex had something to say about my relationship with max . I knew that me being in a relationship with Max was going to be the talk of the town .Not because we were an interracial couple , the backlash from haters I can take and I can fight back diplomatically . Max didn’t have a lot of money but that meant nothing to me , I knew I had more than him and that included his sponsorship payouts combined with the money he just made from working with Aaron’s sports company . I had my own company and the work I had done over the years was starting to pay off in a major way .Maxwell’s recent fall from grace wasn’t highlighted which meant that he coul
Chapter 73MaxI have everything I could ever want and now I am getting distracted . I never once thought that I would be in the position I was in at the moment , and now someone wants to take away the good thing I have going on with my family and the woman I love and have loved for a long time .I am happy that the world now knows about me and Ellie . She deserves super star status , but with privacy and her boundaries should be respected .I didn’t want to leave Blake alone in case he had a secondary episode . Once my brother was done and headed for the home office where Ellie was , I went to go finish breakfast and I actually wanted to spend a weekend indoor s , so I needed to make sure that lunch and supper were sorted out so I could spend some more time with two of my favourite people at the moment .I am also happy that Blake and Ellie ha