I don't think I'm ever going to get married . I don't want to believe what happened just really happened. I woke up this morning next to the person I thought who's going to be my happy ever after. Just yesterday I was a happy person I had everything I ever wanted. My boyfriend who I thought was going to be my husband was under one roof with me and our son. It's too bad that on the day he said that he loved me and he wanted to be with me for keeps , he goes and breaks my heart.
I am so done with getting hurt no over and over again by the same person who broke my heart ten ... Make that make it eleven years ago. I'm getting tired I'm doing so much and getting so little in return with regards to relationships. I've given Maxwell multiple chances and I thought we were done with hurting each other , it turns out I was wrong . My grandfather ha
Chapter 178EllieI really don't know how get everything I was going right go so wrong. I loved him and the sad part about this whole messed up situation is that I still do. I thought I knew Maxwell inside out and what he did today was brutal and out of character. I'm no stranger to having my heart being broken but to have your heart broken by someone who promised you forever cuts deep. I'm not tied to Maxwell in anyway and that's what I think it's best for me to leave him. I won't deny him the right to see his son ,but as open as my heart was when I decided to get back with him, it is now closed and I've put up a titanium wall around it.It didn't take me long to pack Axle's clothing and baby stuff. He was healthy enough to come home with us and ask for has been going on rides with him to help them sleep or just have some father and son time . I couldn't believe how much Axel looked like his father with my eyes .
Chapter 179 Max The worst thing about putting a plan in motion to ensure that you are happy is the person you are trying to protect not getting the point that you are trying to protect them . I love Ellie . I would never not once dream of breaking my heart or causing her in so much pain after I promised her that I would never hurt her. I knew that Abraham was up to something or better yet both Abraham and Sarah were up to something. They both never wanted Ellie to be happy and even though she doesn't see it they both always used to put up roadblocks when she wanted to chase after her dreams and pursue a career in the family business. Ellie as one of the smartest women I know. She has actually worked hard to get to where she is and I'm so happy that Romana so in her what everyone feel to see including her former baths who you should have given her a place in his company that was much more challenging and
Chapter 180MaxI was trying so hard not to lose my cool; or throw things around break something because I couldn't believe the words that were coming out of my mouth. Putting on an act I could believe everything that came out of my mouth I'm just happy that the plan that I had it's working and it's coming out a cost that is hefty."Ok Max what do you mean gone? Gone as in she decided to leave you which was going to happen after what she heard ,or gone as in she took your son and drove away. "I felt like my legs getting horny and I song to the floor looking out into the night through the window . It was getting cold and windy and I knew that it was going to rain today. I just needed a chance to explain myself so that my girlfriend could play along with what I had planned ,and hopefully we could live comfortably together without worrying about who's going to attack us, or live in our lives looking over our shoulders.
Chapter 181EllieThere are some rules and relationships that I think should be broken we're friends are concerned. I officially do not have a boyfriend and I have to wrap my head around the fact that I'm going to raise my baby boy alone, because Maxwell has decided Tupac Sandra over me and Axel. To think of the hell that we have both been through to get to the point where we are at and to have are happy family torn apart again is just not fair. I know life has never been fair but this just hurts too much.I knew when Max walked in the door he would want to talk to me, but I was in no mood to discuss anything let alone talk to him because he was the source of my hurt and the reason I had a broken heart. I knew that traveling with Axel might put his health at risk so I had to be within the Luca estate. Getting out of the house was easy. Must have forgotten about the tunnel system the whole property had which was a b
Chapter 182EllieI looked at Daniel about to cry and without hesitation he gave me a hug" I know the past couple of days have been hard on you and you have had a day from hell. "I hugged Daniel back and started crying. For some sort of odd reason it felt like the pent-up energy that I had or feelings that I had pushed down for so long just decided to bubble up again."I know what hell is and I know what hell feels like and have one I'm feeling right now and if what I'm going through is how then I want none of it.""Have you had a chance to speak to Max and just find out why he said what he said and what did he choose Sandra over you and your son ? ""The is also little baby girl whose innocent that is involved in the picture so I don't know how to feel. I'm feeling everything and nothing at the same time which sucks. "&nb
Chapter 183MaxIf hell was a day it would have been what happened yesterday. There are different stages of hell, and it doesn't matter what stage of hell you are in or going through , the levels come with a different challenges . All good things come on threes and so do all bad things too .Hell ; purgatory and Paradise. I didn't study Dante at school but I'm pretty sure inferno doesn't last forever , the space inbetween purgatory and Paradise is always a working progress.I'm good at pretending I don't love Ellie, and truth is ; I love her enough to pretend that I don't love her. If this plan; has any chance of succeeding I can't tell her what's going on. I miss my baby love and our baby boy. I love Axeland Ellie. I just need to keep the act long enough to get a confession out of Sandra and prove that she was behind everything. Right now Ellie
Chapter 184EllieThere are times when I feel like I have no friends and the friends I have are just too busy or wrapped up in their own lives to care about what's going on . I wish ... I wish I could say that; yesterday's was a dream , that I woke up next to Max this morning and we made sweet love . That's just wishful thinking.My alarm clock named Axel woke me up this morning and as much as I appreciated Daniel letting me and my son crash in his house. It's quite a comfortable crash and I'm thankful . Daniel has always been a great friend ,and maybe now that Maxwell decided to end things with me I might consider giving us one more shot at this relationship thing, and if it still doesn't work at least I would have gained every good friend in the process.They all came clean to me this morning when I was having breakfast but what was really going on I found it har
Chapter 185MaxI looked at Ellie and I could see that she was still hurt , but it was for the good of our son and her . I couldn't fathom the thought of either of them , or worse both of them getting hurt. My lunch with Sandra got cut short and I ended up eating alone and watching my girlfriend have lunch with a guy I for the longest of times considered a threat to my relationship with Ellie . Carlo was Italian and he was well built, he was my exes ex and by that I mean; he used to go out with Amy before I went out with her. I didn't know he knew Ellie but it was as clear as daylight that he knew her well."I don't know how to explain to you that what I'm doing is dangerous.""I don't believe it for one bit. See you when they told me that you lied so that you could protect Axel and me I thought that was a lie within itself . Is my selfish self-centered son of a very res