I hate messing up where my fiance is concerned. I've been good for the past couple of weeks but proving that I've been cleaning and I haven't been doing anything dodgy is proving to be harder than finding a way to explain that I've only ever been there for the people that I call my friends. I get why Eleanor doesn't want me to see more of Paulina because she has an unhealthy obsession with me. I know I punched her boyfriend and that was a stupid thing to do but now I feel as if I've made a mess of things and I don't know how to clean it up.
We had a restaurant in the building which meant that I was going to meet my teammates during lunch or after the press conference. I was still unsure if Ellie and me were still going away for the weekend to my mother's cabin. In all honesty we needed time away from everyone and everything that was going on. Since Paulina was working with the junior team she wasn't going
Chapter 229MaxThere is a certain between breaking up with someone and trying to find yourself and figure out who you are full stop after I broke up with Ellie 10 years ago, I thought that I had lost it all. Do it was that I had lost it all and I don't know how to deal with the fact that I might have messed up a good girl and a great relationship. You can have it all but to keep everything running at an optimal level is another thing altogether. There is a reason why we have a bell-shaped graph, or in some cases a rollercoaster graph. I can relate to the latter because it feels as if my life it's a rollercoaster.I don't know why Garry had something against me but now that his brother has confessed to me that I did something wrong to him back then when I was starting as a player, he still hasn't forgiven me for what I did, I understand why. I also wouldn't like myself back then I was a class A arse. Mo
Chapter 230EllieGarry has always been full of vengeance and I was asking myself how in heaven's name did Max will end up being friends with him. I guess or vibrating the same energy and I Guess That's Why they clicked and became good friends and also to an extent partners in crime. Part of me feels that Max was never part of the problem , even though he is stubborn and sometimes hard-headed, he is able to make correct decisions for himself and he has amazing emotional control .I have never met someone who is warm but at the same time can be so cold and when he gets cold it feels like you're not talking to the same person that you were talking to a couple of minutes ago. Over the past couple of months when I was with him minus the four weeks when we didn't talk to each other, I've seen him open up and let his guard down and be the guy that I fell in love with years ago. I thought that everybody was happy to
Chapter 231Daniel didn't want me near Max for a while at first I didn't understand why but he had his reasons. I didn't know how he was doing and Axel reminded me of him he hadn't called me too. I still had a couple of days before I had to physically go to work and today my mother had taken Axel to go see Raphael at the Luca Estate. I was just about finished with a report when Daniel placed a Sandwich infront of me and sat opposite me . I looked into his eyes and he looked into mine with a tad bit of worry."Dan my shoulder is fine. "" I keep thinking if Paul wasn't there to shoot Garry and Benjamin you would be telling a different story right now and I'd have to tell axle how I failed at protecting his mother."" He would eventually forgive you. It's his father that he would be mad at. I just don't know who the hell Max Blackwell is and I'm engaged to him. "
Chapter 232 Max I'm very happy to be out of the hospital and on top of that I might be going I'm going back home to see my wife-to-be and my baby boy mama's so much. I can't believe that it's been a couple of days since reading and my body took a little bit more time to recover but right now I'm happy that I'm going home and headed for work on Wednesday. I miss everybody in the team and if what Benjamin said has anything to go by then I need to talk to everybody else and ask them what the problem is because I don't want people hearing me and begging me just because they fear getting fired or not being picked for the team. I have been a ****** in the worst bad I have learned from my mistakes and I want to be a better man for my family and a manageable employee for my bosses. My sister came to fetch me from the hospital and Brent had given instructions to the doctor in charge not to give me any pain medication
Chapter 233EllieIf there ever was a reason not to discuss work at home and home at work it would be the fact that things tend to get complicated too quickly. I tried to balance everything out but no matter what I do or how I act everything I do will be watched and how I respond to the situation that is facing the club right now will either work for me or against me.I didn't know what was going on until Jacob spoke up and also doing a background check on him and having Daniel do a background check on him it turns out that everything checks out needs an honest hard worker and he has fought hard to get to where he was picked from the university school team to come to play for our team, he's a pretty decent guy you wouldn't cry wolf if there was no wolf and he would speak up if there was something wrong I'm glad he spoke up and good behavioris always rewarded.I knew that Maxwell was due
Chapter 234MaxMy relationship with Ellie it's not complicated. I'm the one who's full of drama and the one who's full of nonsense because I'm running a perfectly solid relationship. I know that I have no reason to doubt her intentions when it comes to being friends with other men and it's not like I didn't say Brent kiss her on the forehead. I'm supposed to be doing that I'm supposed to be holding her close and talking to her and telling her that everything's going to be alright but instead, I'm the one who's causing trouble it's coming back to bite me in the worst of ways.First of all, it's Paulina and now it's the team that I play with. Paulina was bad news from the beginning and I knew that she was going to be bad news from the beginning but I'm always a sucker for a damsel in distress and I came to a head when she needed the most also I thought. In the process, I ended up getting hurt for trying to play hero resul
Chapter 235EllieThis paper has been the weirdest birthday ever full stop this and it's a whole lot of things happening with Maxwell also had to deal with just been seeing a whole lot of things that included the disciplinary hearing that we held after training and a match that Maxwell didn't even participate and because he got into a brawl or let's just say I will fight with Jacob who hates his guts. Recall them both because we need to get to the bottom of what the hell was going on with both of them. Did you need him to them and if they see such behavior going on wow players are playing what's to stop the little ones from mimicking their behavior and starting factions within the team.The disciplinary hearing went on for an hour and a half and even though we were all tired and we're all exhausted physically and mentally we had to endure and make sure that due process was followed. Every judgment handed down where every decision taken is subject to appeal but i
Chapter 236MaxThere are a lot of things that I haven't told my fiance and I think tonight I should come to him but most of the stuff that I did and what happened because right now I'm holding a miracle in my arms I cannot believe that I have a child of my own and a mini-me who was also born on my birthday. I love my little boy more than life itself. He's my light and he's my world and the apple of my eye. I've lost so much and part of me feels as if things are finally turning around. I cannot believe that I am getting married to the woman of my dreams and the girl I loved all my life. It still feels like it's a dream that none of this is happening so when I get the chance tonight I'm gonna sit down and tell her everything because as much as a smidgen of me is always skeptical I trust Ellie with my life.I was busy feeding Axel and Ellie was taking forever in the study with Daniel. If Daniel tells her that I'm not being completely honest with her I