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Chapter 354
Chapter 354
Max
I don't trust people easily. I've never trusted anyone. The only person I've ever trusted was either myself or God. I can never let myself down about how hard I try and even though I've made mistakes in the past I'm trying to make up for them and I'm trying to be a better person the last thing I want is to be caught in the middle of a war that I didn't start and since I didn't listen to My father when he gave me warning signs about the people that I was working for I need to make the most of the situation that I'm in. I also trust God because he has never let me down, he's always helped me and he has shown me that he can work miracles when I least expect it.
I know that there's always a chance for redemption after you've messed up and I'm trying to make up for all the wrong things I've done but the first thing I need to focus on is saving my fiance. I want to be the kind of man that you fell in love with
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Chapter 356 Max Axel doesn't only belong to me and Ellie , he's part of a network of strong people and a family that is strong . I couldn't quite figure out how there was a connection with Claudio and Eleanor until I saw him . When you first meet someone you don't notice a lot of things until you get older and recognise the same traits that are the same as their parents . It's like programming just authentic to that specific person and it can't be replicated; no one can replicate Axel . Although he has my blood and his mother's blood flowing through his veins he is own person and given the way share the same birthdate as him we might be cut from the same cloth but at the end of the day he is mine and I am his and together we are a family with his mother that I'm trying to get to which is proving to be a mission and a half because I thought that I was going straight to go see Ellie, but it turns out that I have to meet her father first her real father not her father f
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Chapter 358MaxThere is a point between knowing the truth about someone and not being surprised when you find out the truth about someone and being surprised about the new things you are learning about the person you thought you knew? I'm starting to believe that the person I thought I knew isn't the person that I got to know . The meeting that took place between me and Ellie's father was the most fruitful and insightful meeting I had to endure in years . I was given a breakdown of what would happen between the two gangs and how they came together, however the most interesting thing was the friendship between my fiance and her cousin. It turns out that they've always been friends and they've never been on opposite sides of the fence . They have been best friends for years and they had kept their friendship secret from everyone for years up until recently.I know that I'm not perfect and I
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Chapter 362Max The situation that I'm in is not unique to me alone but it's the experience that makes it special I guess. It's not often that you get to see someone out without being taken away and I'm counting my blessings every day and I'm valuing every moment that I spend with my baby love and our son . Yesterday just before bed I had a conversation with Ellie about my job situation. I know that I messed up and I know that I didn't do what was right by blaming Carlo. The person that I was supposed to blame was Danel was the one who thought that it was a great idea to mess with my relationship and make me believe that something was going on between him and my baby love. I know that there was nothing going on with them because Ellie was not the type to say something and then do the direct opposite of what she said she would do. I knew that I didn't have a lot of time with regards to spending the next week with my son and my fiance. It's been a hectic couple of days and months but
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