Eleanor stared at me, utterly shocked.
"What are you saying Meera? You can't drop out right now!"
"Yeah I can. You said that it was my decision." I revolted.
"Yes. But not in the middle of a commitment you've already given. You've to meet him Meera,else Mr. Saxena will feel disrespected!"
I sighed. She is right. I can't leave something in the middle like this. Usually, I wasn't the type of person who does half job. My mind would turn into a cluttered opera of my irritating inner voices doing group discussions.
But this time I was scared! Scared to meet a powerful person who can destroy my entire life in seconds. And who would care about the 5'3 foot tall, brown eyed, fair and skinny brunette with wavy locks floating dead on the river of California?
Does California even have a river? Because I don't prefer imagining my dead self lying on the middle of some street. River is more soothing.
"Don't panic Meera. You'll be just fine." She placed her hand on mine as an assurance.
*****
The car stopped in front of a huge driveway. I looked through the glass and was stunned to see the huge glass entrance standing in between a walking area flanked by greenery on both sides.
David opened the door for me and I thanked him. He helped me step out of the car while I saw Eleanor joining us from the other side.
One man, correction, well built man in a black tuxedo walked towards Eleanor and they had a conversation which I couldn't hear. Is this the guy?
I'm not impressed! He looks good but...he wasn't what I expected.
"Boris,this is Meera." Eleanor turns her face towards me and the guy copied her gesture. In short,he looks at me too.
Two things are running in my mind right now.
First, thank God that he's not the guy!
Second, how should I respond to his gaze?
Option A: Smile at him like the dumb I am.
Option B : Say Hello
Option C : Run away and say that I am not doing this!
Option C looked very appealing,but I stick to option B and A.
"Hello." I smiled at him, making sure to not show my teeth. Let the garbage stay inside.
The guy responses with a nod and stares at me for a minute.
God! There should be a rule of not staring at a person for more than five seconds. It's awkward!
Thankfully he gets turns back to Eleanor and she tells me to follow her.
We walk inside the glass doors and I am already gaping.
The floor is absolutely gorgeous!! It is made up of shiny cream colored marble tiles that had paintings over it. So I am literally walking over paintings. The ceiling is designed with silver intricacies and a huge golden chandilier lies at the centre. The walls are mostly covered by shiny golden curtains, which I think is to cover up the windows.
Though, that's a general thing. Isn't it?
I walked a few more steps and I would've enjoyed the whole feeling of being in a such a grand place, only if my shoes won't have ruined all the fun! Firstly, it's a high heels and I am not good with high heels. Secondly, new shoes are a torture to my feet! They never forget to leave a bruise behind. Ok, maybe bruise is an exaggeration but still, my sensitive skin gets cuts.
I struggle and finally walk towards the elevator. Thank God it's an elevator and not stairs! I will be dead walking half the way if it was supposedly stairs.
I move inside the elevator and dude, it's posh too. The floor has a fake velvety texture to it. If it's supposed to be something,or I don't know. But it feels soft. Boris, if I remember his name,presses the elevator and up we go.
Again the elevator nausea hits me. I feel my head spinning,the kind of spinning when you are drunk. My eyes fell on the elevator keys and there were fifty keys. How many floors this tower is?
The elevator chimes open and I feel my nausea leaving me and my heart attack coming. Great!
The floor was brightly lit, and I was told to follow Boris. Only Boris.
Eleanor presses my shoulder and mouths "You'll be amazing.Just Breathe."
I gulped in my saliva that was mixed with fear and all the digestive enzymes.
Boris kindly asks me to follow him and I do.
Every step I take makes my heart beat like crazy. I am so scared. I wanted to hold onto someone but I was all alone with this big guy in front of me.
We walk towards a big hall,which let me correct,is not the meeting room. It's the seating area for the room that is behind the huge door that stood in the middle of the room with pride.
Doors have attitude too.
I walk with Boris, clutching my purse tightly. It is the only friend I have.
We stop in front of the door.
"Please give me a minute inside." Boris says to me kindly and I nod back. This time I didn't smile. I'm improving.
Boris opens the door slightly, as much will let him get inside and not let me see what the hell is happening in there.
Btw, I didn't rehearse on how to greet that guy.
Should it be -Hello! I'm Meera. Nice to meet you.
Or- Hello There!! How you doing?
Scary and out of discipline.
Maybe- Hi. I'm Meera.
Followed by a courtesy. But he's not a king, right? Then why should I curt?
Argh! I hate Eleanor for bringing me unprepared.
While I dive in my internal battle, Boris comes out and tells me to follow him.
He opens the door wide open and my heart is already beating inside my mouth.
I walk inside with him and was stunned to see the interiors of the room. It cries money but more than that, there is an unknown depth to the atmosphere. I can't express how it is. Something very dark maybe.
My eyes roam around the whole room until they stop in front of a tall man wearing a white formal shirt with black trousers. I stare at him, struck with his charm.
Damn! How can a guy be so handsome??
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He walks towards me, steady steps, the one of a predators walking towards his prey.His hazel eyes look straight into me,as if pulling me towards them. I wanted to look somewhere else,but I was trapped under those orbs."Hello,Miss Adarsh." His lips curved into a smile,his dimples evident from the arch of his cheeks. Those hazel eyes scanned me like I'm his evening meal."Hello. Mr-"He arched an eyebrow at me.I'm having a short circuit in my brain right now. I can't even remember his name. What the fuck is happening to me!"Mr. Saxena. It's nice to meet you." I managed to speak. Somehow.He smiled with satisfaction. God, I'll eat that smile!"The pleasure is all mine." He walked towards me and signalled the guy beside me whose name I have probably forgotten, to leave.
"Tell me all about it." Laila leaned towards me, whispering so that no one except us hears it in the class."Well there was this beautiful, rich ass hotel where I went wearing a less slutty dress. I was told that it's only just a meeting to understand whether we are good to walk forward.""How was the guy? Don't tell me he was old.""No he wasn't. In the contrary,he was smoking hot. I bet you would've gone all wet after seeing him.""Ooh. That's interesting and good. It's far better than an old man.""Hmm. But the more interesting part is that he's a complete asshole."Laila tightens her jaw in dissapointment."Did he try to rape you?""No,not that. In the beginning he was all good,but after I informed him that I am into nothing physical, he changed his attitude into all rude-bossy billionaire.
"Mr. Saxena, what a pleasent suprise!" He moves up from his seat to embrace Dhruv in a hug.Do they know each other? Shit!Dhruv doesn't hug back,but forwards his hand for a handshake. Rude.Though Mr. Brown doesn't look disappointed. Maybe he knows what kind of a jerk Dhruv Saxena is.Dhruv shifts his glance at me, putting me on alert. What's he going to say?"You've company." His question is directed to Mr. Brown but his eyes are at me.Get your eyes off me!!!!Mr. Brown looks at me and smiles with his creepy eyes looking at me with pride. What's that supposed to mean?"Yeah. Meet Miss Meera here. Isn't she lovely?""Yes, she is. Very much."Dhruv keeps staring at me.And I feel like hitting my head somewhere. What's happening t
I stare at him for a moment.Is this guy for real? How can he ask me to ride with him? With him!"Thank you for the offer,Mr. Saxena. But I have my ride. Thank you once again." I replied with a smile,more like a smirk.But that jerk smirks back leaving me totally confused."That wasn't a question,Miss Adarsh." He walks towards David, tells him something that I can't hear and I see David nodding his head and leaving the place.What the fuck! How can he do this?Dhruv buttons up his navy blue suit and walks towards me. He gestures me to sit in the car.Feeling hopeless, I agree and sit inside the sleek black BMW. I was going for the backseat but that asshole already pulls the door for the passenger seat for me, getting a hidden scowl from me in return. Remember, it's hidden.I r
I tap my feet on the floor with anticipation of what's coming next.After that jerk left, Eleanor called and told me that he wants us to meet and talk about the sugary deal. I don't know what other word to use.And frankly, I don't want us to be together. Dhruv is a total dick and I have seen enough of his behaviour.I'm sure that my desire to not be with him overcomes his one to have us together. I don't want to be Dhruv Saxena's sugar baby.I can pull it off with other man, but not with this man.My eyes roam around the huge meeting room, observing the chairs lined across the huge table. It looks like a business conference room where all those black and grey suits sit together with files and discuss about shit I don't understand.The door opens, revealing Eleanor walking inside with another old man I don't recognise. He's
I want to bang my head on the table.The agreement is shit!The only freedom I enjoy here is to negotiate with my limits and demands.Dhruv on the other hand looks super pleased. He gets to keep me locked in his place if he wants.Oh my God! Days under the same place with this guy will drive me nuts.I hear the old lawyer guy reading the next section in the agreement."Under Section 8.6, the Sugar Daddy is not allowed to force any kind of sexual or abusive activities against the Sugar Baby's will."Yay! I'll throw a party for this! We're talking about the consent which I am never going to give him.Dhruv's face is stoic, no bit of happy or sadness can be seen in his face. I will take classes from him on making this type of face. So that people never understand what I am feeling.Ok. Maybe I should
"I..." I see everyone staring at me. There's a tension building in the air."I need some time to think."Dhruv looks quite dissapointed but relieved at the same time. It looks like that to me, atleast."Take your time. But you've to set a time. I can't wait forever. It's you or someone else." Dhruv says grimly. He looks pissed.But more than him, I'm pissed!What does he mean by 'its you or someone else?'What am I,a fruit on sell? Though it seems like that only.I don't reply anything except giving a nod as my ultimate reply.Everyone stands up from their seats and walk out of the conference room in silence.I find Eleanor talking with the old lawyer guy whose name I still don't know. Didn't feel like asking."Meera." I hear the infamous jerk with a no-fil
"Oh my god! Are you serious,Meera?" Eleanor sounds ecstatic after hearing what I say."Yes." I hate it. I hate to say it. But I have to do this. The money is necessary and Dhruv's stated amount is more than enough to save Sonia's life.But what about me? How am I going to stay with someone I hate from the core of my heart?"It's amazing news, Meera. Honestly, I was so worried about you rejecting it and disappointing Mr. Saxena. But you made a smart decision,love. I'll say this to Mr. Saxena immediately.""Okay. But Elen, what should I do next?""You've to sign the contract after reading and verifying everything written in it. John will be adding the negotiations you both agreed to in it."Wait. Who's John? Is it the old lawyer guy?"Okay. Let me know when it's coming.""Oh,sure. It won't