"What if I am force to trust him?" I whisper when the car stop in front of the coffee shop.
"Then you must find a way to protect yourself Young Lady, because everyone are watching you now" he utter making me fall into silent.
I heard him unfasten his seatbelt but I remain not moving. I just realize that, if things get out of control I'll end up trusting Vicenzo neither I like it or not because that's the least thing I could do for myself. That's the only way for me to protect myself.
We are not in control of everything. And no matter how I tried to resist the fate that they wanted me to have, if that was really meant to be, then I'll end up losing because that was bound to happen.
"I wanted to understand the reason behind the action. I wanted to validate Dad's reason because he is my father. As much as possible I wanted to seek an answer even if it was just a lie, for me to believe him" I mumble under my breath " If they were struggling because I keep on
"What do you mean?" He ask in alarmed tone which made me shook my head.I breath heavily and hide my hand under the table. I shake my head- no, I am just making conclusion and accusing him. Yes, at first look Vicenzo is really intimidating. As what I define him, his unlawful beauty is screaming with roughness and unyielding authority. The way he stand speaks for power, he stand like a tyrant king. His mere presence is enoughed for you to doubt your safety and his voice that could send chill to your body.Although he is like that, I think it's too much to accuse him of something like putting my family in danger once we tangle our name with him.That's too much I guess, because as far as I can remember he didn't dare to hurt me when I was with him that night. I know he was a bit stern and he also look scary. Even just the way he speak with hardening tone, but it was a bit harsh that Gianni accuse him like that."Svanna Rose" Gianni called me making me sighe
I wave my hand to Gianni and he also did the same thing. I watch him leave while I'm standing on the balcony of my room. I grip the coat he gave me, it is indeed cold. The weather is gloomy, the wind is cold . All the broad sky was grey indicating of coming rain.I raised my hand on the air and stared at the bracelet Gianni gave me. It is really beautiful and fascinating. My lips curved into a haft smile but I stop when I notice someone is watching me across the street. I stood straight when I saw a man and narrowed my eyes trying to recognize him but then he's too far from me and I can't even figure out the detailed of his face. I watch him as he turn around and walk away until he disappear on my sight."What was that?" I mumble to myself and walk inside my room.I stumped across the window-seat pulling my legs up and covering it with Gianni's coat. I stared out the beautiful flower garden of Mommy Adeline while listening to the soothing sound of piano keys com
"You're silent" he stated roughly which made me back to my senses.I took a deep breath and sit on the window-seat, actually this is my favorite spot in my room. There are days when I just wanted to read a books and sit here not wanting to do anything even dancing."Svanna Rose, why the fuck are you silent?!" He growl in controlled anger and I can't help but to rolled my eyes.He sound so demanding and I hate him because of that. He wanted me to follow him and that's really annoying!"Because I have nothing to say" I respond plainly not giving any hint of interest to have a conversation to him.I heard him exhale roughly and hissed a series of curses. I'm really good at making other people annoyed and that's nice because I can use it against Vicenzo.He seems like a short tempered kind of person, he's hot headed and impatient. I could easily irritate him- well maybe, maybe I could."Where have you been today?" He ask in modulated voic
"Dad!" I called my father walking fast towards him.I glance at Aliah and Mommy Adeline who's sitting beside my father. I don't know this house and they surprisingly here already talking in the living room."You should go upstairs and rest Svanna, the maid will led you to your room. I already prepare it for you" my father said calmly not bothered if at all.I licked my lower lip and shake my head. I have a lot of questions and I wanted to demand an answer from him."I wanted to know what's happening" I confront him following his gaze as he reach the wine glass."Nothing, so go to your room and rest" he replied in low toneless voice."Your father is right Anna, you're just paranoid hija" Mommy Adeline seconded and then she gave a glass of wine to Aliah who's smiling at her.I sighed still not convince. I am not a fool, although they don't explain everything in detailed still I know there is something wrong happening."I know the
I am comfortably laying on my bed staring at the white brown ceiling enjoying the soothing sound of piano keys that keeps on playing to lessen the tension of my body. I need to relax that's what the doctor instruct me to do when I woke up after I collapsed yesterday.I admit, I am restless these past few days after the sudden declaration of my marriage with Vicenzo Santorini. I keep on overthinking and I also didn't ate properly because I can't find my appetite to swallow my food. I think I really overstressed myself because of the sudden happening of my life.I know I can't blame myself, I was beyond shocked with those revelation and realization behind the marriage. And also the confusion I experience. I am mentally exhausted because of thinking too much and I've been crying every night thinking why did Dad betrayed me.A soft knock on the door dragged me back to my senses and then followed by the sound of opening door. An unfamiliar face of a woman weari
Hugging my curled legs I burried my face between my knees while leaning on the side of the bed. My room is filled with darkness and the only thing that brought light is the light from the post light on the backyard.I've been on this posistion since this afternoon and didn't budge a little although I keep hearing the soft knocks on my door. I wanted to visit my mother because I feel so suffocated right now. I wanted to run away but then my legs are chained because I'm Svanna Rose Zeneca and I am now Vicenzo's wife.I sob louder remembering that fact. I just signed the marriage contract a while ago and I can't do anything to undo it. I grip the hem of my clothes tightly hearing an unfamiliar sound of a clock. I slightly lift my head resting my chin on my knees wondering where that sound came from but then after a couple of seconds it just disappear.Sighing I hug my legs more and get back on my previous posistion with my head burried between my knees. The silent
I heaved a breath and unconsciously trace my finger to the moist car window beside me. I draw a figure of a swan and my lips curved into a small smile seeing how adorable it looks like because I'm not really good in arts.Shivering a little because of the too much low temperature inside this Roll Royce car I rolled down the window beside me letting my hand feel the light rain that keep on pouring down since this morning.I wonder if there is a typhoon. The weather is a bit different these past few days."Aren't you cold?" a low baritone voice of Vicenzo break the silence that envelope us making me to turn my gaze towards him.He's sitting comfortably leaning his back on the backrest of the car seat."I'm a bit cold that's why I open the window" I explain causing his lips to move a bit."Close the window, you might caught a cold" he order and instruct the driver to adjust the temperature inside.I wanted to complain but I still did wha
Biting my lower lip I busy myself playing my fingers. I am calm now, but I'm not okay. Dad must be furious because I ruined what he planned. I am with Vicenzo right now, sitting uncomfortable on the backseat of his car.I suddenly remember what Gordon ask me. I really can't stop my father no matter how hard I tried because he knows my weakness."Did you received the flower bouquet from me?" Vicenzo ask beside me " They were freshly picked before it was delivered to you" he added and I felt him look at me.I don't exactly know where are we going and it's really uncomfortable that Gordon is not with me."Svanna" he called me in low voice and I can't help but to rolled my eyes because of his demanding attitude."I don't like flowers" I utter not giving him a single glance.I was telling the truth. My nose is quite sensitive with smell. Actually, I'm close to complaining with his manly perfume that irritates my nostrils. This a big torture for m