Fear. Confusion. Panic. This wasn't how I imagined it would turn out to be after Blake had finally let down his walls. I expected our happy ever after.But ofcourse I was too naive to think that considering the fact that every single time we're happy, the universe throws a shit ton of obstacles like we hadn't had enough as it is.So as I stared at my husband getting wheeled into the ambulance with egg still in my hair and on my makeup free face well all I wanted to do was fucking ball my eyes out and ask why.Why did everything bad have to happen to us? Why did we have to go through so much? Could we not just be happy?I felt like a damn failure, not only did I not know what went wrong but I also was useless. I wasn't a doctor and I obviously couldn't diagnose o
Ashley's pov"Remember when Blake fought with Ryan so he'd be the groom when the three of them were playing wedding?" Ryn laughed and mom joined her.Dad's face turned into a fake frown. "That little shit already knew he'd marry my baby girl. If I had known I would've tapped him to his dad's jeep."Ace sent him a glare. "Hey man, not the jeep."We all laughed, well I managed a small barely heard giggle. But it's not full of emotion like everyone hoped. They were trying to get my mind off Blake. But it wasn't working.Rosalie sat beside me typing on her phone for the past two minutes and dad and mom sat across from me with Ryn and Ace. They left Avery with aunty Rose. I swear we had take
Ashley’s povWhen I had been nervously biting my nails and shaking my feet, I was praying for this moment to come. To see him awake, to be beside him, knowing that he was alright.But now staring at the door where just one push of my hands I will see him, made me more nervous than the wait. I have no idea what to expect. Will he act differently than the last time we were in the hospital? Will he act distant? And the bigger question. Does he now remember me?It was fucking nerve-racking, something that wasn't at all good for the baby. Sighing while staring at the door, I brought my hands to rest on my belly.
Ashley's pov *seven months later* "I'm the size of a whale Blake." I whined, holding my belly as I looked in the mirror. I had just stepped out of the shower and I was still butt naked. Through the reflection of the mirror I could see Blake moving the tap off his hand and peers at me.He was seated on the bed. He licks his bottom lip and lets his eyes drop to my legs. He was now a trainer at the gym after deciding to not go back to the army. He was done parting ways with me and wanted to be there with me for everything. I thought the decision would hurt him but he seems to be happy being a trainer, especially teaching the teenagers boxing. Come to find out Leo was actually Reagan's crush wh