Chapter Solitude

To My Lovely Readers,

This previous week I lost my dearest Mom and niece, for now, help me to keep reading and remain for a meantime, and can't wait to write again for an update. Hope you understand. Thank you so much.

As the years went by, the memories of what I was, what I dreamed of, and the people I once cherished slowly faded away to blurriness through the mist of time. Mornings, I see the sunrise only to find my desolated soul walking in broad daylight. Hopelessly wandering around looking for a spark, hope, a cure for the lost cause I have become.

I started pushing people away, started killing the aspirations the young me once created. I started to believe in what they said, that I will never reach anything in life. The cracks itself showed in my arms and the unfixable damage that I have endured through the time I have spent trying to survive.

I can feel how the warm breeze slowly shifts to cold, rainy weather. I loved seeing the blue sky, but n