Second day

Ishani's P.O.V 

I looked at the white ceiling above my head, sighing I got up from my bed turning off my alarm clock, what is the use of the thing for those who don't sleep at night at all.

again my insomnia kicked in, last night I again could not sleep again so I tried to tire myself off but again after 4 hours of gym and running on the treadmill I only had a sleep of half an hour after that I could not sleep at all.

all the horrible memories came in rushing I had a hard time stopping myself from breaking in tears.

after that night I made a rule ' never ever cry ' not even when you are alone because it is not others who make us weak but our own selves. we give powers to others to hurt us and when they do we blame them that they broke us ....but who is exactly it is? 

" ishu it is time for your walk " I heard my dad say. I take a sharp breath in, the pain was too much to take in as always.

I don't want to see his face again not at