[JANE]
As my eyes slowly opened, the sunlight crept through the room's curtains, and I raised my hand to shield the light from striking my face. Who the hell kept windows open? But I don’t remember having curtains in my unit. I closed my eyes again and stayed there for a while until I felt a terrible pain that seemed to pierce through my skull. This is bad. Am I back to Day 1? Well, shit.
When I opened my eyes again, I saw an unfamiliar ceiling, dark-colored curtains, and unfamiliar covers. I instantly looked on my side, and there’s no one there. I recalled going to the club with Reese, but I have no recollection of what happened after that, and she isn't here right now.
What time is it? I sat up and immediately felt the chilly air inside the room. Hold the fuck up. My eyes widened as I realized I was completely naked behind the thick covers. Oh my god!
My system was quickly startled awake, and panic began t
[JANE] "I wasn't pleased with what you did last night," she said, making me glance down. I closed my eyes and condemned myself silently. Honestly, I couldn't recall anything, and that even pissed me off. Why can’t I remember a thing? Seriously. “I- I don’t know. I’m sorry,” I was swallowing from time to time to calm the loud beating of my heart. It’s a mixture of fear, nervousness, and awe. She’s mad, but why do I like the sound of her voice? The way she scolded me in her deep voice, which sends thrills up my spine. Shit. I am insane for this. I silently gasped when I felt her fingers grazing on the side of my face up to my temple, then moving them to tuck a few strands of my hair behind my ear. Her fingers tingled the side of my cheek, causing chills to spread over my entire body. The constant tingling feeling between my thighs wasn’t helping me to calm at all. Jesus, she’s going to leave me breathless. "I knew you weren't sober when
[KHALI] Being mad is an understatement of what I feel right now. I was scared last night, afraid that she’s going to end the contract. I was in the Casino when she texted me that she wanted to end the contract. I inquired as to her whereabouts, but she did not respond. I tried calling her several times, but she never returned my calls. Luckily, I saw Reese’s post on her SNS; I’m not a stalker type, but I do keep track of all the people connected to Jane. I saw Reese posted a photo of herself and Jane in a club, and I know very well where that club is. So I left the Casino to Hannah and drove straight to that club owned by one of the Mob's members. Yes, N'drangheta owns that club as well. I almost broke the speed limit, but it didn't matter; I was there in less than 5 minutes. I didn't know where to look for her when I got inside; she could be on the dancefloor right now, or she could be at the bar ordering another round of drinks, or she may be in th
[JANE] Okay, the fun stops here. I knew I am doomed the instant she mentioned that I was expecting a light punishment from her. Right, I assumed it was already my punishment. I was still blindfolded when she carried me to the other room. I felt like I just ran a marathon despite the fact that my legs were hanging on her left arm and her other arm supporting my back. I couldn’t stop my heavy breathing, and I knew she noticed how terrified I was. I was so stupid for sending her that text message. I remember now, partly. I was so inebriated that I pulled out my phone and began texting her. To be honest, I was frustrated, or rather, infuriated, that I would have to be her submissive for as long as she wanted, receiving no actual affection from her. Everything is about sex and pleasure. So I started typing on my phone, and in one sentence, I spilled all my heart was screaming about: "I want to end the contract." I considered writing her a lo
[KHALI] A day became three; three days became a week. I gave her time; I let her be. The moment she went out of the door, while Reese’s car horn was honking outside. I knew I should give her more time to think. She sent me a message, and I just agreed to what she wanted. It was partly my fault. My rage and frustration got the best of me. I didn't consider her limitations; I should have thought about that. But she can’t end the contract, I am the only one who has the authority to do that, and I have no intention of doing so. I waited for her to call me, but she never did. Within a week, I never heard anything from her. I can only know what she’s been up to from the person I hired to look after her. I don't care if I appear to be a weird stalker; I need to keep her safe, especially from Nicholas. Hannah told me that Nicholas Terranova became more invincible when he met this person who financed all of his businesses. It's not difficu
[KHALI] You know that every story has a plot twist, right? What happened tonight was one of them. When I walked to where the lady in Kitsune mask was standing, socializing with some men in volto masks, I was ready to approach and talk to her. Inside, the lights were dim, and I didn't think she'd know my intention. But when she turned her gaze to me, my heart almost stopped. It's as if she was aware of my presence all along as if she anticipated my arrival. She excused herself from the men she was talking to. She’s wearing a dress made of silk, with large sleeves that reach from the shoulders all the way down to the heels, a Kimono. She dashed inside one of the rooms on the side, where two tall guys in black suits stood guard outside. Dammit! Did she know about me? The two men blocked my way when I was about to follow her inside the room. I knew I shouldn’t follow her here since there could be traps in this room waiting for me.&n
[KHALI] My life is like a bus trip. There were so many routes and stops, and between those stops, I met new people, those people that I thought would stay permanently in my life. They never stayed, though. Either they abandoned me, or I was forced to abandon them. Another heartbreaking, dull, pointless halt, followed by another. I often wonder when I'll arrive at my final destination. When am I going to quit looking for folks and hoping they'll stick with me? But then it dawned on me that perhaps I am the only one who can decide when I should quit. When I finally found the fulfillment I'd been searching for all these years. But how can I do that, when every time I get to decide who should I spend my final stop with, I started to get scared. I cowered and pushed them away. I drew a line between us. For a brief period, I realized that I was the one shoving them away because of the horrible trauma Carmine Crea had inflicted on me. I turned into a jerk,
[KHALI] I strode towards the building's entrance. It didn't matter whether the guard was ferociously preventing me from entering the building. I had to knock him down, or I might end up killing him eventually if I failed to rescue Jane. Every second counts and I'm not going to waste even a fraction of them. I immediately went inside the elevator and pressed the button to the basement. You might think that this was a dumb move because surely, they will be alerted that someone is coming down to the basement. Yes, it is dumb if I didn’t consider climbing up the ceiling before the elevator door parted. The sound of gunshots greeted me as the elevator door opened, but not a single bullet struck me. I was right; a posse of assassins was waiting for me. I leaped to my feet and began kicking their behinds, punching their faces, and twisting their limbs and necks. I received a couple of kicks and punches, and I came dangerously close to being shot by th
[JANE]It’s been a week since that terrible incident happened. It’s been a week since the endless longing started. Right after I was rescued and after Khali almost lost her life for saving me, she fell into coma. It’s been a week now and she’s not waking up. Every day I come to the hospital to look after her. I never lose faith and hope that she’ll wake up soon. Every night I cry in silence, blaming myself for what happened. It’s my fault that Khali’s not waking up now, it’s my fault that she almost got killed. Jey keeps on telling me that it’s not my fault, she remained strong but I know she’s broken inside. There’s no assurance that her best friend is gonna wake up again. The doctor said that Khali should have woken up but it must be the impact on her head when she fell to the ground that affected her state. She had a large bruise on the right side of her head and on her forehead, and a great