FOUR

"Have you never eaten?"

I frowned softly while trying to match my gaze to the white room around me. How long have I been here? Feels like I’ve been slept for quite a while since I lost consciousness a while ago.

"Drink, then eat this."

"How long have I been here?"

"I don't know, but it's already late, four o'clock."

"I must go home."

I quickly got out of this treatment bed, but Junhyu immediately prevented me with his arms stretched out in front of my body.

"Take your medicine and eat this before you leave."

"I'll eat at home later, move!"

I stomped his hand roughly until the water he handed me spilled onto the floor. But I didn't care and chose to leave here immediately. I have to go home soon because my friends must be looking for me right now. I've been missing for quite a while today, and I'm sure they don't know I'm here.

"Earlier I told your friends as well as your lover if you were here, but your lover only saw you briefly, then left in a hurry because of business."

I seemed to lose all my strength when I heard him tell the story. They are like that, Tiffany and Jessica may still have business at home, but Jihoo oppa... right now I only depend on him. I felt that he was the most sincere man I had. But never mind, there's no use lamenting my miserable fate. No one cares about me who is sick, even at home, I will only meet servants who always look scared when dealing with me. Tsk, wouldn't it be better if I died? No one will cry for my body if I die. Even my parents might just send money to pay people to take care of my body.

"Open your mouth..."

I looked at the spoonful of seaweed soup that was thrust in front of my lips while feeling my heart throbbing pain. Why must this guy be there for me? Why should it be him?

"Just eat, you need energy to go home."

Finally I opened my mouth and received a spoonful of seaweed soup that Junhyu fed. The warmth from the seaweed soup felt so good on my stomach that it had been aching for a long time. I've been eating late lately. Sometimes I don't even eat. It felt sick and lazy every time I saw the various dishes my servants had prepared at the dinner table.

"Are you okay after that incident?"

"I don't want to discuss it." I replied curtly. This man really made my appetite disappear with his question. I had a hard time forgetting that fateful night and didn't want to bring it up again, but this damn man made me feel regretful again for having done that dreadful stupid thing.

"Have you taken the pill?"

"What pills?"

So far I have never taken any medicine. Except for the dizziness medicine that he once gave me. Although sometimes I feel like I have to take medicine to get over my nausea, but I never did. I eat lemons or candy more often when the nausea starts to bother me. It just so happens that lately I like those sour fruits.

"So you don't get pregnant."

"What do you mean?" I asked in shock. He can't possibly think that I might get pregnant because of what he did right? Huh, no no no! This damn can't possibly get me pregnant.

“Do you think you can make me pregnant? Tsk, I doubt it. You're just a weird guy, Lee Junhyu, you couldn't possibly get me pregnant that easily. Even I doubt your manhood."

I saw him just silent, staring at the seaweed soup spoon in front of him. Then he returned to spoon the soup into my mouth without returning the slightest bit of banter. Maybe he had realized that his words were quite ridiculous considering that he was not manly at all, and instead looked weak like that.

"Give it to me, I can feed myself."

Junhyu put the bowl of soup beside the small table next to my bed, then he immediately got up to take his backpack on the doctor's chair. I saw that he seemed to be looking for something in his bag so that he had to unpack all his books on the table.

"What are you looking for?"

"Pills, for you."

"What is this? You want to poison me?"

"So that you don't get pregnant."

"I told you I don't want to!" I refused loudly while stomping his hand firmly until the drug floated somewhere. Lee Junhyu looks annoyed seeing my action against him. Well I know I'm rude, but it's better than me receiving some vague medicine from him. He could have done it to poison me or get me in trouble. Whatever it is, this guy I can't trust.

"It's a medicine for your good."

 “Screw you! In fact you are deliberately trying to break me, so don't care about me!”

I shouted harshly. My chest immediately fluctuated erratically after releasing all my emotions on him. It's been a long time since I held back all my anger at him. He is evil! If he really cared for me, he shouldn't have done that heinous thing to me.

 “Whatever, I don't want to make a fuss with you, Anna. See you later."

I looked doubtfully at him who had walked away towards the exit. His straight back seemed to show that he didn't feel the slightest guilt for me after what he did to me. Even though he looks lass and helpless, but I feel like he is more than that. He's cruel, even heartless after treating me like this.

Oh, my phone ring! It’s Tiffany.

"Yes Fanny, I'm fine."

".........."

"I'm still in the health room, but I'm going home now."

".........."

"I'm okay, I'll tell you at home later."

".........."

"Hmm... bye."

I hung up on my sluggishness and quickly tucked away my belongings to go home. I saw the pill Junhyu gave me thrown near my backpack at the foot of the bed. Did Lee Junhyu also bring my bag here? Huh, I don't know... I don't want to think about him. Maybe Jihoo oppa brought it here or Tiffany and Jessica. That idiot can't possibly get my bag in class or be more than that. In fact, maybe he just felt sorry for me when I almost passed out in the toilet.

Crack

I roughly stomped the pill until it shattered under my feet. It doesn't matter if the medicine is for my good or not, I won't take it.