SIX

Three months have passed since that terrible incident, I feel like my body is not getting better gradually, instead I feel getting weaker recently. Sometimes I also lose the appetite to do this and that, and just want to lie down all day at home. Even this afternoon, I also feel lazy to get out of my comfortable foam chair. Even though all my friends have been home since thirty minutes ago, but I still feel at home lingering in class while resting my head on the table tiredly.

Until now I have not dared to prove my hypothesis about a pregnancy that might happen to me, even though two weeks ago I had bought a test pack at a pharmacy. But those things just piled up in my bag without daring to touch it at all. More or less my heart tells me that maybe I'm really carrying the baby of that bastard guy, but my logic keeps trying to deny it. Just imagine, what the whole school would say if they found out I was fucked by that disgusting man. They will definitely think of me as a cheap woman because I have secretly done something inappropriate to do.

"Follow me."

I jolted awake when suddenly my hand was pulled by someone and my body, which was quite weak, was dragged out of the classroom. With all my strength I tried to wriggle from the damn Lee Junhyu's block that would take me where. The condition of the school, which was very quiet, immediately made me afraid of this man because he didn't look that weak after all. He was hiding something very terrible inside of him.

"Let go of me! What are you doing? You idiot!" I swore annoyed. I saw he was just silent without showing an expression of anger or hurt when I cursed him harshly.

"Try this now, you look even weirder day by day after that incident."

"What is this? To hell with you!"

I immediately threw the white thing which I believe was called the test pack onto the floor without wanting to touch it at all. Even if I wanted to, I could do the test from two weeks ago. But because I was scared, I always avoided the white thing and didn't want to see it at all.

 “You have to try it, you might be pregnant. You've been getting paler lately, and you've passed out a few times. I will be responsible if you really get pregnant.”

I immediately laughed dryly, laughed at the ridiculousness of wanting to take responsibility for something that could not have happened to me.

 “Huh, are you really that frustrated because you can't get to me Lee Junhyu-ssi? I know I am beautiful, rich, and popular, but you really are petty if you want to get me that dirty way!" I shouted angrily. Again, this emotional surge made me unable to control my anger. I told you that lately my emotions are very unstable. All this anger feels really frustrating for me because I don't know how to put it down. Moreover, when I looked at Lee Junhyu's sad face who was pretending to be innocent, somehow I always wanted to curse him very harshly.

"I'm sorry Anna, but this time I have to force you to try it."

"Aaaakkkhh..."

I screamed in panic while struggling as he pushed me into the bathroom cubicle, then he locked the door from the outside so that it made me have to endure pain from continuing to use both my hands to bang on this damn hard wooden door. And not long after, a white object fell from the top of the bathroom ceiling, then followed by Lee Junhyu's damn scream that threatened me not to open the door until I tried the test pack he gave him.

"Get me out, you damn bastard!"

Brakk

I roughly kicked the wooden door until the floor I stepped on seemed to shake for a moment. Suddenly my tears just spilled lamenting my bad luck having to deal with that lousy man. Even though I should have made him suffer, not the other way around. He must have been laughing out loud out there because he managed to make me shuffled helplessly on the toilet in such a pathetic state.

"Have you tried it?"

I was just silent as he shouted loudly at the door. While ruffling my hair roughly, I immediately took the white thing that Junhyu threw from outside, then immediately tried it according to the instructions written on the back of the package. There was no other choice but to comply with the man's wishes. If I continue to maintain my ego, I will be caught in the act of shame here with that useless man. Besides, I'm sure that the result must be negative. I couldn't possibly pregnant that man's seed in my womb.

"Anna, if you don't try it right away, I'll leave you here alone."

Dug

“Open the door, idiot! I've tried it."

I finished the test pack and immediately burst out of the toilet cubicle when he opened the wooden door for me. Without wanting to see the slightest result, I immediately threw the white thing right in front of his face, then immediately ran out of the bathroom while wiping my tears roughly. That damn guy is really looking to die. He just had to treat me harshly and dare to threaten me with cheap threats like that. Not! I'm not afraid of him. I will ask Jihoo oppa to beat him like before. It doesn't matter even though I don't have any relationship with Jihoo oppa anymore, but I'm sure that he won't mind to avenge all my anger at that damn Lee Junhyu.

"You don't want to see the results?"

I kept my head on the table while that damn man sat next to me, then made his voice as soft as possible. Huh, is he starting to feel guilty after what he did to me earlier? Damn petty man, I won't talk to him anymore. He had made me end so miserably like this. Even all my best friends have never made me cry, but this damn man has made me cry countless times.

"I will marry you."

Instantly I looked up my face while staring fiercely at him. To hell with my face with red eyes that look like a ghost. Did this man just dream of marrying me? Tsk, don't expect me to accept it!

"Who do you think you are, don't ever dream of having me!" I said irritably. I saw that he seemed to be trying to control his emotions while putting the white test pack that I had thrown right on his face. I saw two red lines clearly printed on the surface of the test pack. And Lee Junhyu who knew that I was still in shock mode started trying to slowly explain it to me.

“You are pregnant Anna, and it's because of me. Sorry."

"Not! It is impossible! Aakkhh you damn bastard man!"

I threw the test pack away until it was thrown far towards the end of the door. Next to me Lee Junhyu was still trying to be patient while trying to caress my back. But I immediately hit his chest hard until he jerked back a little and his back hit the hard edge of the table.

 “No matter how angry you are, it won't erase the facts that exist, Anna. You are actually pregnant with my baby."

"Go! Get out of here right now! Don’t touch me!"

I screamed hysterically like crazy while covering my ears with my hands. I don't want to hear anything that damn man's lips spill. Although what that man said was true, if this anger could never obscure the fact that I was currently carrying that bastard's baby. Now everything seems so messed up to me. Shadows of destruction began to clear before my eyes. After this I don't know how people will view me anymore. Obviously they will lower my pride and start trampling me one by one. And my parents, they will surely be very disappointed in me because I have crossed their good name in such a shame.

"Move, don't get in my way!"

I immediately grabbed my bag and hurried to go home so I can cool my head that is about to explode. Even though next week I have an exam schedule that I should prepare properly from now on. But I'm not sure I can stay focused on that test if the truth is I'm facing the real test because of that damn guy.

"I will take responsibility, so don't try to act stupid!"

Not paying attention to the loud screaming voice behind me, I immediately got into the car and pressed hard on the gas pedal to get away from my school. Although the truth is that pregnancy at a teenager like me is not new anymore, but I still feel humiliated after knowing all those shocking facts. Plus all this time I always had a good reputation at school. This pregnancy will obviously only worsen my previous life which had gone badly because I never lived like most gisrl my age did. I want my mother right now. I want to cry in her arms, then apologize profusely for all my fatal mistakes so far.

Ciiiitt

Tiinn tiinn

I felt my body slammed backwards and hit the back of my car seat hard when I accidentally nearly hit a car in front of me, because the traffic light had just turned red. Luckily I didn't end up hurting myself. It would be foolish for me to sacrifice my own life just because of this idiot's troublesome problem.

Dug dug dug

“Im Anna, open the door. Im Anna! I'll take you home."

What is that damn guy here for? Did he just follow me? Without even the shame he kept banging on the windows of my car so loudly that everyone's attention now turned to me. You bully step aside!

When the light turned green, I immediately stepped on my gas pedal hard and made him fall down on the asphalt with all kinds of laughter the pedestrians gave him. Feel it Lee Junhyu! And I will make your life suffer more from this moment.