The sound of stomping music and colorful disco lights immediately greeted me when I entered the elite club in the Gangnam area. When we arrived, several men greeted us with seductive looks that conveyed something that... could of course be interpreted as an invitation to dance together on the dance floor, and of course while groping one another. But so far I have never dated a single guy in this club. If they just ask to meet and drink together, I still accept it. But if it was more than that, I would immediately kick them out of my life without ever giving them a chance to touch me.
"Anna, that's Jihoo oppa and his friends."
Tiffany excitedly pointed to a group of men with two women who were tucked between them. The two women I know, Yui and Senna. They are the lovers of Ray oppa and Jinwo oppa. So far, they also took part in the assault involving Junhyu. Tsk, why do I have to think about that guy when I want to have fun with my friends? No, no, no! I have to get ri
The sound of stomping music and colorful disco lights immediately greeted me when I entered the elite club in the Gangnam area. When we arrived, several men greeted us with seductive looks that conveyed something that... could of course be interpreted as an invitation to dance together on the dance floor, and of course while groping one another. But so far I have never dated a single guy in this club. If they just ask to meet and drink together, I still accept it. But if it was more than that, I would immediately kick them out of my life without ever giving them a chance to touch me. "Anna, that's Jihoo oppa and his friends." Tiffany excitedly pointed to a group of men with two women who were tucked between them. The two women I know, Yui and Senna. They are the lovers of Ray oppa and Jinwo oppa. So far, they also took part in the assault involving Junhyu. Tsk, why do I have to think about that guy when I want to have fun with my friends? No, no, no! I have to get ri
When I woke up, I was greeted with the thick looking looks of my two friends, Jessica and Tiffany, then Jihoo oppa looked so sad with a purple bruised face that looked terrible. The others, I'm not sure of the meaning of their facial expressions, but that is surely they are currently giving me a pitiful gaze. "I... what happened, where am I?" One opening sentence that I think is a little neutral to melt the tension between them. But the expression on Jessica's face that didn't change at all showed that I had failed to attract their sympathy back. In fact they may have known the truth which I had been keeping tightly hidden. They know my pregnancy. "Since when, Anna?" "What?" I asked like an idiot. I should have added that headache guy's accent too before asking them a question so that the atmosphere wouldn't be this tense. It felt like I wanted to cry seeing all of them who turned into disgust when they saw my face. I am a woman hypocrite and liar the
“Drink your milk, then we go to yoga class. After that you have English class with Ms. Elin." Almost every day I do the same routine. Wake up in the morning with Junhyu next to me. Then I started having really excruciating thirty minutes of morning sickness in the bathroom. Then he would take me back to lie down for an hour. And after that he will come with a sweet smile while bringing pregnant mother's milk along with some vitamins that the doctor gave me. Junhyu seemed to be trying to forget everything related to the incident that morning. After he told me to rest, he never again discussed the problem of wanting to part with him. He actually tied me here even more with various busy schedules to make me forget my wish to be apart from him. "Today's mother cooked mushroom soup and steamed salmon for you, she said it was good for baby’s brain development." He gently stroked my belly hidden behind the light blue dress that he gave me last week. So besides tryin
Unusually, this morning I woke up with Junhyu who was sitting beside my bed, putting his hands behind my head. Junhyu's blank gaze towards the large window that had been opened wide in his room made me sure that Junhyu didn't even notice my presence which had been looking hard at his face. I'm guessing what's bothering Junhyu today. It was unusual for him to wake up at six in the morning looking like a zombie. "I keep thinking about it, and I haven't been able to sleep since last night." Did he just talk to me? So he knew that I had woken up and had been staring at him all along. Well, I suppose he does have an amazingly high sensitivity. "It's none of my business." "Don't you want to know what happened all this time?" I, who almost got out of bed to wash my face in the bathroom, suddenly stopped because of his words. The words seemed to tickle me to find out more about what he was hiding all this time. And in the end I sat back on my bed wait
"Don't forget to drink your milk, I can't wait to find out his sex the day after tomorrow." I smiled a little seeing Junhyu who is very enthusiastic about our little baby today. It has been a long time since I shouted a harsh word in front of him, and our lives recently have also started to normalize. At least I have tried to accept all of this as my destiny, so I continue to do what a wife should do in front of her husband. "He's started kicking lately, you want to feel it." He walked quickly towards me until he almost tripped over the pointed edge of the bed. I'm a little grateful he didn't fall on the floor, because if that happened he would definitely grimace in pain with a stupid expression. "How long has he been kicking around like this?" he asked in amazement as he placed his warm palms on the surface of my belly. Maybe he felt he had missed a lot of baby development because a week ago he had just gone to Singapore. After he graduated f
I opened my eyes and found the bed next to me empty. Junhyu had left early in the morning to take care of some of his work in Macau. He shook my shoulders lightly to say goodbye around half past five, before he had said that the plane would take off at half past six. And today I'm a little lazy to do anything. I got a few days off from my private tutors because I complained about being tired to Junhyu several times. Indeed, it feels much more tired than in early pregnancy because now the baby has grown bigger. In fact, he often made me moan in pain because of his kick in the middle of the night, then Junhyu seemed to have his own alarm when it happened. With his eyes half closed he will stretch out his warm palms to touch the surface of my belly, then he will gently stroke them until the baby in my belly calms down and stops kicking. To be honest, I feel a little sorry for him because lately college activities take up a lot of his time, not to mention
I miss them... sadly I can't run over to them like I used to. Huh, this is ridiculous! This afternoon I really did something useless by walking around Kirin while staring at the Kirin students from afar. They all look happy with the typical juvenile freedom, like a bird that can fly freely anywhere. Even though this afternoon is quite hot, but this doesn't take away the slightest bit of my desire to take a walk here. I want to feel the hot air that used to be something so annoying for me. Then the dust flying around me, this reminds me of my youth which was so short. Tomorrow I will know the gender of this baby, it feels a little nervous. I didn't think that I would end up becoming a mother at such a young age. Sometimes I think that in the middle of the cold lonely night at Junhyu's house, what will my future be like? After I give birth later, can I still feel my youth life? I don’t think so! Everything was taken away the day Junhyu fucked me. "Anna..." I kind of re
There were no glasses for today, and he had been smiling strangely while looking at the ultrasound portrait of our child who had grown up well in there. So our son is a boy. Maybe if I followed his stupid game, I would lose and get punished by him. Never mind, it doesn't matter now. Today the examination went very well. Our baby is growing up healthy in my belly. There were too many developments delivered by doctors with a radiant face, that's what ultimately made Junhyu look this happy. In fact, he hasn't even let that smile off his face at all since escorting me home from the clinic. He was too happy today for information that felt so meaningful to him. "You don't want to change your clothes first?" "I seem like today is too happy." "Yes, it shows on your face." I pointed at his face which had only been showing a happy hue. Even though I intend to talk about Jihoo oppa's problem with him, but I don't have the heart to interrupt his joy today. So...