I didn't do much today, so I decided to join my mother in doing charity work at an orphanage on the edge of town. Actually a little grateful because this morning I woke up without having to see Junhyu. The embarrassing image of my love statement last night made me feel as if I had to face Junhyu, even though the man didn't necessarily hear it, but my heart was filled with an extraordinary feeling of shame about it. Karma now applies to me. If I was forced to go back to reminiscing about all the events of the past seven months or six months ago, when I still hated Junhyu so much, it would feel really bad. Then in an instant that man managed to make my heart tremble every time he got a sweet treatment from him.
I admit that Junhyu is a lady killer. He can conquer me in his own way, in a unique way, full of patience, and full of love. Unfortunately he probably did those damn things out of pity when he saw me crushed by this pregnancy. My future clearly became chaotic since he f
"Good morning, it's time to wake up Anna..." I rubbed my eyes repeatedly while groaning in annoyance, feeling the sunlight penetrating directly into my retina. Junhyu... what did that man want to do this morning? "Please close the curtains, it's so dazzling." "You have to wake up, I've prepared breakfast for you. Wake up." Junhyu grabbed my body and made me lean on the head of the bed feeling annoyed. I still want to close my eyes a little longer. Especially now that I feel my eyelids feel so heavy and blocked. This must be the effect of crying all night because of the annoying people around me. "What time is it now? Why don't you go to college?" "Today is my day off, there are many things I want to do with you." "Really? Are you trying to fix things?" "Maybe. Never mind, hurry up and eat your breakfast, I'll be right back. " He kissed my forehead softly and immediately got out of bed to... I don't know, I don't
Then nothing changed from us after that day. Junhyu took me to do a maternity photo, then the two of us kissed with the flash which rained down on us for about thirty seconds. And when the flash was gone, Junhyu suddenly let go of my body, stepping backwards without caring for me who felt like lost his warmth. “That would be a great photo. Memories of us both." He said that with a sweet oddness without paying attention to the disappointed look on my face. So he thought it was all part of the scenario? He thought they were all just photos? Damn it! I hate you Lee Junhyu! Yet I had mustered up all the courage I had, the pride and everything it took to tell him that if I love you, I love that bastard guy with all the feelings I have. Really at that time I wanted to cry in the photo studio. My eyes are already glistening, ready to spill the clear liquid that was created by my feeling of pain. But fortunately, after that Junhyu didn't pay attention to me, meaning he had l
Very distinctive and calming home scent. I'm like back to where I should be. The place where I grew up and lived the past sixteen years, the place where I spent my boring days quietly in the room. Huh... I finally came back. It feels a little different when you walk into the house in slightly different circumstances. Now I am no longer a runny girl like I used to, I am now a woman with a belly filled with a baby and a strange way of walking because of the heavy burden I have to carry around. "You're home, why didn’t tell mom, where is Junhyu?" "Eee... this is a surprise." I replied in a cheerful accent that sounded strange. I then walked towards my my who was standing near the stairs, stretching my arms wide. Let's just say I'm doing a ceremony that I usually see in dramas that I often watch lately because I almost died of boredom at Junhyu's house. "Junhyu is going overseas on business, and I want to go home because I miss the atmosphere of the house
How long has I not been here? One month? Two months? Even months! Oh... I really miss my school. It's really really amazing because I can sneak into the old building behind my school to reminisce about my good times being a naughty student as well as a popular student at Kirin High School. This place used to be the place to beat up Junhyu. There, on the blackish pole covered with rust, Junhyu was often tied there by Jihoo oppa and his friends, then one of them would beat Junhyu until the man was battered and coughing. I walked slowly around the old building that used to be the former storage for these sports equipment. Even though it is no longer functioning, it seems that the school does not intend to dismantle it so that it can be used as a new, more useful building. But it's actually really good because then I can sneak in here without being noticed by the school guard or Kirin students who could be outside the classroom and see me sneaking in here. Dug! I almost
That arrogant woman... she did a lot of things to humiliate me, destroy my self-esteem, and make me the object of her boyfriend's bullying. The beauty on her face has been covered by the various kinds of ugliness that she has had so far. Including her arrogant demeanor that often haunts my life. She never even the slightest respect for me who had often saved her miserable life. "This drink is not for a little girl like you." I roughly snatched the bottle of soju from her while chuckling in annoyance at this stupid haughty girl. It seemed that she had lost all consciousness from drinking too much of this stupid drink to forget whatever problem was currently swarming in her head. “Hey, why did you take it from me? Quickly give it to me, I want to drink it.” I gave her the empty bottle, and she immediately cursed angrily because I had drunk all her remaining soju. I might be able to use this opportunity to toy with her, avenge all my hatred for her for a
I closed my eyes in frustration in my room as I replayed all my memories of today's events. The image of Anna's pale face and then crying in front of me, was really heartbreaking. Then this test pack... everything became very clear now. Anna is pregnant! This woman is currently pregnant with my child. Oh my God, what have I done to that haughty girl? What I feared now really happened, and I really regret what I did to Anna. No wonder this woman has always gone to avoid me, she must have always been surrounded by feelings of insecurity and trauma while I was around her. Her dark brown eyes are now only filled with a thick dark fog because of my craziness. If only at that time to think more clearly and not be too emotional with her attitude all this time, the pregnancy certainly would not have happened to Anna. My mother must know this immediately and I must be prepared for all the anger that she will show me. “Junhyu... time for dinner.” A good opportu
What is that? I heard a strange sound that was so noisy followed by the sound of hurried footsteps. Instantly I jumped up while checking the right side of my empty bed. Anna! The woman was now hunched over in front of the sink, throwing up whatever she could throw up in there. I then immediately approached her and gave a gentle massage on the nape of her neck to make her feel more relaxed. I have received rejection from her several times. Maybe she's embarrassed by how messy she is because of her morning sickness, but I'm not going to back down just because I saw her spit out too much weird clear liquid in the sink. More or less it happened because of me. I wouldn't be embarrassed in the slightest to admit it, and that's why I'm standing here. I wanted to make her more comfortable even though she was having morning sickness. "You still want to throw it up again?" She shook her head faintly with her body almost falling to the floor if I didn't
"Are you feeling better now?" When I arrived she was watching television, but I could tell that she was only pretending to be watching television. Her eyes looked empty and seemed not really focused on the television screen that was left on just like that. Why does she always make my life difficult? Even though I have shown a lot of kindness in front of her, she doesn't want to change one bit for me. Instead, she tested my patience even more with her childish attitude like this. "What do you want to eat?" "Nothing, I want my life back." "It will not happen. Since that promnight, you have indirectly become mine. Now drink your milk, don't be stubborn and harm my child." Firm steps need to be taken to make Anna learn about life. Learn about a destiny that she can never change, and learn to accept whatever is currently her way of life. I handed her a glass of vanilla milk while feeling a little worried if he might throw it away like the p