I'll be in the shower
That definitely left ungodly ideas in my head that all the soap in a soap making factory couldn’t wash off. I was glued to the fucking fridge like a sticker, a huge one that wasn’t made of paper with my breathing caught in my throat and my palms red and sweaty from grasping unto the fridge a little bit too hard. It took a little too long to get a hold of my racing heart thrumming hard against my ribcage as if it was going to burst out of its restraint.
For a split moment, just a split moment of weakness that Dwyer ignited, I considered plodding over to room and into the shower with him. For one, I knew it was my sex speaking and not me but I'd go everywhere that baby wants to go of it means Dwyer would be there. Even my damned angel and demon were so whipped that they couldn’t tell me what to do in the situation I was, fucking backstabbers!. I was smart enough to know that Dwyer's words were sex-inclined. He was tea
phew is it hot in here!
Movie night went incredibly well. If ending up with Dwyer's fingers deep inside of me counts as a successful and helping step towards getting a hang of the shit going on around me. I knew there would be side distractions from all that I had planned out but what I didn’t realize was that Dwyer himself would be the first and most dangerous distraction to finding evidences that point to him and solving this crime myself. I was only a few days into it and I getting mixed feelings from everything going on around me. The plan and steps were simple and jotted down somewhere in my notepad so I could remind myself daily of the things I had to do. A) Get to know Dwyer. This was the most important part of everything but just halfway into it and it feels like I was failing woefully. I have only been able to gather a few things about him. That is a few things he was only willing to let out. Dwyer was clo
"Let's go over the rules one last time" Rules. The one thing I hated about playing that damned game of twenty questions. I should have known that it was too good to be true when he made the call himself. For a split moment after he said that to stop me from stumping past him, the tiny voices in my head warned me that he only said that because of the words I said to him and mostly because of his unlike for the detective. It was like something he'd said on impulse because he couldn’t bare to see me with the detective or lose me to him, as stupid as that sounds though, it had me lured in and accepting of the fact that Dwyer was jealous. It's as clear as crystal that Dwyer only agreed to letting me get to know him using the twenty questions game because he felt like he was losing something or in my case, someone. I should be worried and paying heed to the whirling warning signs in my head but at the same time, it was a
"I'm sorry Charity, I won't be going to the victim's home today. Something came up. We'll go some other time"I think the phrase, shattering of heart is a bit too underrated and considered too literal, used in literary works and in certain kind of situations to prove how pleasant our grasp of good grammar is cause I can testify that my heart practically broke into a million pieces that all the glue in the world wouldn’t even dare put together if they tried as I read through Detective Roman's message that morning.Christ I waited! Eagerly at that.Heck ! I even dreamt of it all night. In my dreams, I saw myself sitting behind my big sandalwood table glazed and shiny with the best of the newest computing inventions in front of me while I type away on my keyboard in a big office, yeah you got it right! Not that tiny cubicle that leaves your legs cramped after a long day of sitting inside of it. My very own
The beautiful scent of brewed coffee dominated the air, effortlessly covering up every other scent that was meant to be in the room. I could feel my insides twist and myself salivate absentmindedly at the thought up sipping my favorite thing ever, the traditional way instead of the usual one from my coffee maker.She said she used to work at a particular café in the town when she was 18 and so when I told her how much I loved caffeine, she was off to her kitchen to put those dusty brewing equipment to work. Her words though, not mine. Her house was perfect and warm, embracing me with the goodness of a home. It was small on the outside but big enough for the little family of three---two now. Framed pictures lined the surfaces of the house. One was a picture of her, smiling brightly in the arms of her now dead husband. And the rest was, well pretty much the same. Her husband and her, on the beach , at a party, was it Halloween? At the hospital with their
When Detective Roman called me the next morning, I was tangled in my sheets, my hair was sprawled all over the bed and I was naked. The first thing I did when my phone blared off the nightstand was reach beside me to feel molds of muscles but my hand only felt the warm sheets of the bed giving away the fact that Dwyer must have left just moments ago. Disappointed, I took my phone off the nightstand and answered the call."Hey, you up?" his familiar smooth voice roused from the other end. "Yeah, courtesy of you" I said almost cringing at my own sleep voice and morning breath. His laughter followed piercing my ears."I'm honored to be the alarm that reminds you that you have to be at work in a few minutes from now". I looked down to see what time it was on my phone and I gasped, jerking off the bed.Shit. I was running late. I rushed off the bed, pulling off the sheets that wrapped around my body
The rest of my day went by like it never even happened. It was if hearing about rape victims and missing girls left a curse on the rest of the day. I couldn’t even get a productive thing done and at that rate I feared Constantine, our boss would fire me. Although the thought does not faze me like it probably should. I was drained in all aspects and I didn’t mind a break from everything.After the uneventful day though, I found myself looking forward to spending the night with Dwyer. He seemed like the only reason I made it through that day.As I waited for the clock to strike six, I thought of how the night would go. Where he would take me and what he would show me. The only clue I had about the where we'd be going is that it's out of town.For a moment, fear set in.Was he finally thinking of killing me off somewhere outside the town? Where no one would find me?But
It really was the most beautiful thing ever. I slipped my shoes off my leg, letting my naked feet sink into the cold sand, it sent cold shivers all through my body making me shudder almost immediately but damn! It felt good. The morning air blew past my hair, letting it fall in long locks across my face and sprawl in all directions. The cold air from the crashing and falling waves hit my face with a defined intention causing me close my eyes each time it wheezes past my face. But I couldn’t keep my eyes closed for too long, I had to catch every moment of the beautiful scene before me. Right before my eyes, I watched the sun rise on the sea. If I didn’t know any better or if I was a kid, I would have said it was a huge ball that sank into the sea and rises every morning cause it damn well looks like it. The sun's rays are still a darker shade of yellow but bright enough to leave sparkles of it on the vast sea. The gold specks on the sea m
The rest of my days with Dwyer didn’t just fleet by like they never even happened. They were days I could recount over and over again. It was like each day has its significance inside of my head. Each moment I had with him right after that day with him at the beach became a memory embedded into my brain and I dwelled in them with no single regrets. My days became memorable and yes, they were still stressful and tiring but each time I have a long day, the thought of going home to meet someone gave me immense joy. I was always looking forward to snuggling close to him on my couch while seeing a Netflix series together and munching on popcorns that often leads to arguments and bickering on who ate the most of it.We spent most of our time at my apartment and only a few times at his since he was always waiting for me at my place when he gets off work. Each day, walking in to see him was like a pill I needed to take to go to sleep fine at night. Whenever I walk