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•32• Priscilla
Gerrard seems distracted.
We're watching Sinister, cooped up in my room with the lights off and huddled in a blanket, but even such a scary fic doesn't seem intense enough to get Gerrard’s undivided attention.
He keeps glancing at his phone, or chewing on his nails instead of eating the popcorn we made, or just plain fiddling with things. It’s starting to worry me.
Does he have some place else to be?
Does he not really want to be here?
With me?
”Gerra-”
I don’t really get to voice my thoughts out loud though, because at that same time, his phone rings.
And he hides it from me to pick up the call.
A weird kind of… hurt flows through me.
He told me about his family. His deepest inhibitions about them. He told me about his father. About the accident. About his situation with his family. But he feels the need to hide that call from me?
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