•36• Priscilla

I feel lost.

Abandoned.

Betrayed.

The whole way to my apartment feels like a blur. I just can't believe it. I can't believe it that just to get me out of his company, Gerrard would play me like this. Use me like this. It doesn't take long for my numbness to go away, because soon, I'm breaking down into sobs.

I knew it was too good to be true.

I knew it.

But I still allowed myself to believe. 

To hope.

And look where that got me.

Not only did I lose a job I'd already been thinking of resigning from, but also got my heart broken.

Throwing myself onto my bed, I bury my face into my pillow as I finally let the tears flow freely. 

All that man had to do to get me out of his company was simply say it. Say it. And that would've been the last he would've seen of me. Then why in the name of god did he have to play me like this? Why? But no matt