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OYUKI...
That night was not difficult to master. I fall asleep smoothly from the horrible psychological exhaustion, I begin to dream of a memory, the memory of the firefly garden. I was with my mother, Satoshi and Soshi when we were children and we watched the stars and some fireflies lighting up the dark sky....
"Mom, look!" my smiling little girl pointed before my mother died, a week before she passed away. The star I pointed to was a shooting star."Make a wish, dear" she said so lovingly, her image will never fade from my mind. I closed my eyes making that inner wish."What did you wish for?" asks little Satoshi."I'm not going to tell you, it's se-cret" I stuck out my tongue amused "it's secret..."
"Come on! Tell me" he insisted.
"I wished... That we'll always be together" I smiled at him. Remembering this, I could fee
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