33 -Surprise!!

Amanda's POV;

I am sitting idle on my bed. My mind several kilometers into my past. I'm four months pregnant with twins now, and soon enough, my stomach would start protruding.

I've lost a few contracts and job offers just because I've added more weight.

It's been over 23 years. More than twenty-three years ago, my life was stolen from me. Thrown down into a nasty, dark valley, and I've lived with my broken self since then.

I used to be full of joy and hope till all those years ago. My life ended before my eyes and there was nothing I could do about it. Sure, I use drinks, parties, money, and the likes, to hide my scars. But every night, when I'm alone, my true self shows its face to me again, and trust me... she is ugly.

I knew it was stupid of me to have unprotected sex. It was dumb and it was irresponsible. Not only could I have gotten pregnant, but I could have also caught STD, and STIs, however, I didn't care much.

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