42 -Amanda

Damon's POV;

I'm on my bed watching TV, but my mind is far gone. I promised myself that I'd never let myself be bothered by or about Alex.

She's sent me occasional texts and calls. None of which I reply nor acknowledge. She said in the texts that she was just checking up on me.

To do what? To see how successful she has been in hurting me?

In all the things Alex has put me through, Ava remained  solid support. She still is. I never noticed how caring, funny or beautiful she was till now.

She's stood by me and has tried everything to help me feel better. Apart from that, I am getting strongly used to having her around, but I can't let go of Alex.

I've tried, and I'm trying, but nothing seems to be working. I can't get that woman out of my head. She was my first love.

Almost everything around me seems to mock me with her absence. I miss her voice,