ASTRAI plopped down on the soft mattress of my queen sized bed after taking a long shower. My body feels drain from all the shoutings I did today in the ride park. It was honestly a very fun experience with Sirius, and I hope it isn't the last time we'll hang out.A satisfied and contented sigh escaped my lips. I feel refreshed. For days, all I did was cry and feel anxious about everything. Nobody was there for me so I'm truly grateful having his sassy ass with me right now, even though I'm not sure how long he'll be staying to tolerate my presence.I yawned sleepily when I slowly felt the heaviness creeping up on my eyelids. I turned to face the other side of my bed and switched off the lamp on the bedside table, then I pulled the blanket up to my chin. The loud ringing of my phone woke me up the next morning. I groaned and tried to sleep through the noise but it just won't stop until I'm irritated! With a sigh, I sat upright on my bed and scratched my eyes while blinking rapidly.
SIRIUS "Good. You actually don't need my help at all," I commented after our rehearsals for her supposed press conference tomorrow. Astra is definitely smart. She knows how to speak well and what to say. Very articulate! She was also properly trained to be a public figure. I'm sure she'd be able to handle the media tomorrow with proper control and guidance from her team.I hope things would finally go well for her after this. And then... we can go back to our constant bickering and petty competitions!I chuckled inwardly. My eyes then darted towards the empty cereal bowls on the center table of her living room. How the fuck did this woman survived this long without knowing how to cook? She's so pitiful and adorable at the same time...I chuckled inwardly. My eyes then darted towards the empty cereal bowls on the center table of her living room. How the fuck did this woman survived this long without knowing how to cook? She's so pitiful and adorable at the same time...I spent so muc
ASTRAIt's been over a week since I flew to Paris for some peace of mind. So far, my mental health's getting better from all the spending I have been doing since I got here. I've been here a few times but didn't really get to enjoy the beauty of the city since I usually come over here for work.But now that I've found the time to walk around the city, take pictures, dress up , visit the beautiful Eiffel Tower, and shop on the many stores lining up the streets, it feels like a freaking therapy!I sighed after taking a long sip of coffee on my tea cup. It's eight in the morning and I'm up on my phone after talking to Matteo. He was updating me about the contract renewal on my current agency. Honestly, I was scared before that they would just drop me once my contract expires because of the scandal. But now that I've think about it and realized some things, I'm considering on dropping the agency and accepting the offer I've received from the neighboring networks.I scrolled down on my in
SIRIUSI didn't plan on informing Astra about my existence here in Paris for the next days just yet but fate obviously didn't allow that when our paths crossed on the very first night of my stay here.I was out buying a few clothes since I didn't get to pack properly as I was in a hurry to leave the country. After it was my turn to be wrecked on the internet..."Wow. I mean.... wow, truly. I didn't expect this! You haven't been answering my messages for the past days! Did you do that on purpose to surprise me here?" Astra chuckled and slapped me on the arm.We were seated together inside the taxi cab heading back to our hotel. I know which building she's currently staying at since she informed me about it as soon as she landed here; so I chose to check in in the same building, just a few floors above her.I rolled my eyes. She doesn't have any idea what's happening on the internet right now, huh? Good! I'm keeping this from her as much as I can. She's here for a vacation and a peace o
ASTRA"A whole month is way too long for somebody as busy as you, Sirius. Are you sure your management approved of this long leave or you ran away?" I asked, eyeing him suspiciously that morning while we were having our very first breakfast together in Paris in my bedroom veranda.His eyes slightly widened and looked away from me. I glared at him playfully 'cause he looked like a criminal caught in his own crime. "What now? Are you ditching your work 'cause you miss me so much?" I teased and he rolled his eyes before aggressively slicing a part of his waffle. "You wish. You're not that special. I'm here for the wonderful and handsome French men of Paris," he defended himself while munching on his food in irritation.I shrugged and sipped on my coffee. "Just because this is the city of love, doesn't mean it'll be easy to find yourself a love. The locals are very rude. But anyway, good luck to that. Any plans for today?"He just shook his head. "Nope. Just hangout here and maybe take
SIRIUSSighing, I stepped back in defeat and motioned for her to come inside with me. I would gladly tell her about whatever happened that day instead of letting her find out everything on the internet. I wouldn't allow that!For sure, any article or post she would come across the internet have been revised a thousand times to villainize me more! And besides, I wouldn't want to risk her mental health right now. I could clearly see how she's slowly recovering from the mess that she's been a few weeks ago. Putting her on the internet again would risk everything!"I'll tell you what happened, Astra. Everything. In one condition," my eyes squinted strictly at her. "Delete the app and never open it again. We both know exposing you on the internet isn't really good for you."She sighed shortly and nodded to my request. "Fine. I just got... really curious. But if you're not ready to talk about it, I understand. I just want to have an idea or a single clue on how and why are you this free?"I
SIRIUS (part 2)The video she filmed immediately circulated around the internet. And my chance to clear her accusations lessened because on that particular day, as if everything was planned out, the surveilance camera of the lift was broken.To make it worse, there were also stupid threads online, which is obviously made up by a hater, that garnered so much interactions and attentions after that woman accused me of stupid things! It's been posted for days but only resurfaced as if to support the woman's claims agaisnt me.And now... the whole world thinks I am a sexual predator. That I'm harrasing beautiful women for pictures and autograph. I wanted to puke and scream! I am fucking gay! I could never be attracted to women! Fuck it!It once crossed my mind to just confessed and come out of the closet, thinking it would somehow solve everything. But Johnny strictly told me it would only make everything worse. I was investigated. And during those times, I knew back then that the investi
ASTRAI haven't heard back from Sirius since last night after the heavy revelation he just told me about his life. It's fine, though. If he needs some space and more cuddles from his bed, I totally understand. However, I felt a little lonely having to eat my lunch alone today. I texted him an hour ago asking if he'd like to join me for lunch but I haven't heard back a reply. But as I've said, it's fine.I rolled my eyes inwardly before shoving a spoonful in my mouth, eyeing the sweet couple across me with bitterness. Why did I even leave my hotel room to dine out when I could've just called for a room service? Ah, right! I'm fucking bored! I think I'm gonna lose my mind if I won't see a new surrounding. The four corners of my room is beginning to dull me out!"Hi!" My head snapped up when I heard a voice greeted me. A man, standing six foot tall, wearing a formal suit, was standing beside my table while carrying a cup of iced coffee. He was smiling and he looked friendly. I smiled