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Chapter 32
I disobeyed for him. The days passed quickly, one rainy afternoon, I had just finished my training when my mother talked to me.
"Clarkson son, are you sure of your decision?"
"What if your father finds out that Alpha, and this time he can't forgive you anymore?" I touched both my mother's shoulders.
"Mother, I have a strong feeling that even if father punishes me he will not reject me completely here in the Golderine Kingdom, because I know that he will understand me, because he fell in love with you, he also fell in love with someone , mother. " He sighed deeply, and I smiled at him.
"I'm just scared for your safety Clarkson, I don't want the time to come when you will be ruined because of your love for Luna." I stared at it and eventually avoided looking at him as well.
"But that's really how love is, isn't it mother? You're ready to get hurt, you're ready to gamble everything even yourself and life?" He caressed my left cheek
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