I Immediately threw my phone after calling mom.
I asked her why didn't she tell me that guy was coming here and why she allowed it. And what she said was ...
"I know you'll be locked in your room and you won't pay attention to him, so I didn't tell you, what about it if he's there? He's your fiancé, and he has the right to come to you, and that's good for you to know each other."
I just rolled my eyes everytime I remembers it.
I went downstairs and just slowed down to see if he was cooking in the kitchen. But I didn't hear anyone cooking, so I walked towards the kitchen. The food is ready, so I look at the dishes.
"Did he cook it?" I just shook my head.
"What's gotten into you, Vianne?! Did you expect him to cook for you every day? Hilda, probably cooked it!" I said in my mind.
I nodded at what was being said in my mind.
"Hilda!" I shouted.
"Ma'am?" Hilda came out from nowhere.
"Make me some juice" I said before taking a spoon and plate.
"Okay, ma'am" Hilda replied.
"I'll make it for her" said the man leaning against the door jamb.
"No, you do it, Hilda. I want an orange juice" I strongly said.
The man walk towards Hilda and she left immediately.
I fiercely looked at Hilda, but she just gave me an apologetic look.
I sighed again and continued eating. Moments later, someone placed juice in front of me.
Then he seated far from my seat.
"Good. I thought he didn't understand what I was saying yesterday"
Speaking of yesterday,
FLASHBACK
"Why are you here?" I asked.
"To be with you" he simply said.
I was stunned by what he said.
"W-what?" I stuttered.
"To be with you" he simply said "I want to know my future wife"
"You already know me" I said without looking at him.
"Yes, I know you" he said. I looked up at him, and as soon as I looked up he was already looking into my eyes. "I know your name, but I don't know your hobbies, favorites and dislikes"
"Do you still need to know that?" I asked, confused.
"Yes, because it's like I have something to say when someone do an interview to me. So you should know about me too, so that you can also say something when you're going to interview."
"Interview? Why should we be interviewed?"
"I see, you look curious now" he said, smiling "Shall we start now?"
I sighed and leaned my back in my chair.
"Okay" I said "But I'll ask you a question first" I said and he nodded, so I started asking.
"What's your name again? I'm sorry I forgot" I asked and he smirked.
"I'm Logan Gray"
"Age?"
"30"
"Woah, I thought we were at the same age because his face doesn't look old"
"Why are you asking like this? It's like you're asking your new playmate" he said, laughing.
I crossed my arms.
"Okay, Vianne, let's start"
“So why do we need to get to know each other ? And why did you say we would be interviewed? "
"I'm a Doctor and I'm a business man" he said.
"Woah!"
"We need to get to know each other because I am a famous Doctor and business man and when they knows that I am engaged many people will interview us"
"Huh! He's so full of himself'"
I secretly rolled my eyes.
"You will come with me when I'm going to announce our engagement"
"What?!" I shouted "Wait, why are you taking this marriage too serious? You don't need to pretend that you're happy because I know you don't. You were just forced to marry me"
"I want this wedding" he said and I couldn't answer.
"He's just kidding, right?"
"I'm not joking. I really want to get married and have a family " he said, while looking into my eyes.
"Is he a mind reader?"
I averted my eyes from him "Maybe, you'll only get your inheritance when you get married" I said, laughing.
"No, I have a lot of money" he seriously said.
"Huh?!"
I couldn't answer, so the kitchen fell silent again.
"Okay, I'll ask you first" he said and I nodded.
He asked me about my age, hobbies, dislikes and so on. What he asked from me was also what I asked to him.
"Wait, how can you manage being a Doctor while you're a business man?"
"I'm more focused in being a doctor. My cousin, Brick, is the one who's keeping an eye at the company, but he can't do anything without my permission"
I nodded at what he said. I can picture him now as a "Goodboy". He said he was a "goodboy" when we first met.
We’ve been talking about a minutes now and I don’t feel anything weird like nervousness and getting panic. I should tell Doctor Sanchez, it looks like I'm really getting better.
"By the way, where do you work?" His question brought me back to reality. I look at myself. He is a famous doctor and business man, and I was just like this, a girl who was raped and who was imprisoned at home for 15 years.
"I-I U-uhmm ..." I stammered, I can't look at him.
'I can't tell him right now. I'm not ready."
"I'm sorry, I still have things to do" I said and stood up.
"Wai ---" I quickened my walk up the stairs.
I went into my room and leaned against the door. I know it's unfair not to tell him, but I still can't really tell, I'm still scared.
*******
I was just in the room after that. I just told Hilda to bring me lunch."I wonder what he's doing?"
I slapped my head.
"Why are you curious for what he's doing now, huh?"
I picked up my cellphone and posted on i*******m.
"When can I tell him?" then I posted.
I didn't expect anyone to like and comment because all my accounts F******k, Twitter, YouTube and I*******m are all private.
I thought about what he said earlier.
"I wanted this wedding. I really want to get married and have a family."
My heart ached immediately when I remembered what he said earlier. What if he finds out? What will be his reaction? Will he be angry with me? Will he accept me?
I have many questions on my mind. I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep.
END OF FLASHBACK
"I waited for you to come down here so we could eat together, but here you are eating." he said, while taking food.
"Huh! Did I tell you to wait for me?" I sarcastically said.
"I just want us to eat together and I cooked your favorite foods " he said.
I looked at the food I ate, and he was right they were all my favorites.
"Next time, don't cook. Let Hilda take care of it. She knows everything on what to do."
"I want to do anything for you" he replied, and I didn't expect that so....
*Cough*Cough*
He moved quickly and took some water and gave it to me. I drank it immediately but in the middle of my drinking, he stroked my back to calm me down but I felt different. My heart was beating fast .... I'm nervous.
I immediately walked away from him and....
"I said, don't touch me!" I shouted at him.
"Why is he doing this? He's so kind to me"
"I'm sorry, I was worried about you"
"Don't touch me! Don't worry about me! Don't be kind to me and don't cook" there is emphasis in every word that I've said. "Let the maids do that for me."
He sighed and spoke calmly.
"Okay, I understand. Just calm down"
I ignored him and went upstairs, to my room.
"I don't want him to be nice to me, I'm even more guilty"
**********
I'm here in the garden, doing yoga. I prefer doing it here because the air is fresh.After what happened earlier, I didn't see him anymore and it was good that he understood.
I immediately got up and went to the table to drink some juice, but as soon as I sat down, I saw a book on a chair, so I picked it up and read its title.
"Ma'am, is Sir Logan's book here?"
I looked behind me as Hilda appeared.
I looked at the book I was holding.
"I guess, this is Logan's book" I said and gave it to her.
She took it and left. I wanted to ask where Logan was but I stopped myself.
I drank my juice first before going back to yoga.
I haven't seen him all day, so I can breathe easily.
I did what I do every day.
But for a moment, I thought of him. There is a part of me that is thankful that he followed what I said but why I'm so curious about what he is doing now?
"I can't believe, I looked for him and I hate it"
Logan's POV: "D-don't t-touch m-me!" "P-please, d-don't h-hurt me. I'm begging you" "Ahhh!" "H-help!" "D-don't ...." The man got up from the bed and he was full of sweat. "I had a nightmare ... again" I checked the time on my cellphone and it's 4:30 in the morning. I stood up and took a towel. I was about to go to the bathroom to take a shower when I noticed something on the table, and it was such a mess. I walked over to my table and cleaned it first. I didn't put away the papers last night because I was tired. After cleaning up, I went to the bathro
"Why are you so scared of me, Vianne?" Because of his question, I became even weaker. My body slipped from his grip, but he immediately touched my body, so I didn't fall to the floor. I was out of breath, so I moved my hand on his chest to push him but before it even happens, he let me go, so I knelt on the floor and chased my breath. This time, he didn't help me anymore. He just looked at me while I was on the floor. Crying and trembling, I reached for the water, but before I could get it someone had already reached it there. He handed it to me, so I give him my deadly stare. I'm having trouble breathing, so I can't do anything if I don't accept it. I immediately drank the water, the water glass was empty already because of my thirst. "F-fuck y-you Logan" Even with difficulty breathing, I said that to him.
It's 9:00 am and I'm here in the garden reading a book. I've planned to go on swimming but I decided to do it later.I took the juice and drank it."Are you reading a book?"I spewed the juice out of my mouth when someone spoke behind me. I turn my head and there i see him clearly."Isn't it obvious?" I said sarcastically."It's early in the morning and you're so rude to me"I just roll my eyes and go back on reading. I haven't started reading yet when I was already distracted because he took off his t-shirt. He's topless right now. I avoided my eyes on him and tried to focus in reading.I heard the sound of water and I saw he's enjoying in swimming. I try to ignore him and read again.In a few minutes someone spoke again."Wanna swim with me?" said Logan, while in the pool.
Days passed, Logan and I have become close. We talked and bonded, but we still have a distance, because I don't want to be close yet. Just like now, we are here at the beach feeling the fresh air and watching sunrise together. "I'm hungry, Vianne. Let's go home" said Logan. I give him a glare, but he's not scared at all. "Later, the sun hasn't gone away" "I'm so hungry," he said again "Why didn't you eat before coming with me?" I ask, annoyed. "Because you didn't eat, so I didn't eat either" I rolled my eyes. In recent days, I have slowly come to know him. The thing I don't like the most about his attitude is being naughty like now, and he looks like a playboy. All of a sudden he comes to me, and lastly, my most feared about him is his seriousness. "I'm going home first," he said
My eyes were swelling from crying last night. I wanted to go down but I was afraid to see him. Dra. Sanchez also said that I should not talk to him for the meantime. A knock from the door caught my attention. "Come in" I said. "Ma'am, will I just bring your food here or are you just going to go down?" Hilda asked. "Just bring my food here." I said while I was still in bed. I heard footsteps leaving so I finally can breathe in relief. As usual, I'm staying here in my room and I want to be alone. I feel weak because even when I'm just reading a book, I can hardly do it. There's a knock from the door again, maybe it's just Hilda. "Come in, Hilda. Put the food here on the table." I said but no one answered and just knocked again. "Hilda, just come in" I said again maybe because she didn't hear what I said. Still no one entered and knoc
LOGAN'S POVI immediately leaned over when I finished what I was doing. I looked at the wall clock to see what time it is."9:45 pm"Is she asleep yet?I turned my gaze to my phone when someone called."Hazel ..." I answered."Logan, can you come back here? There are many patients and there are few doctors. I'm sorry if I disturbed your vacation.""Wait ... What happened there?""There are people who got food poisoned because of a program and ---""Dra. Hazel, we need to go to the yard. We have another patient coming."I heard someone called Hazel."Logan, sorry but I have to end this call now" she said."Ok, Hazel, I'll go there tomorrow." I said and ended the call.I put my hand on my hair and slowly squeeze it. I sent a message to my driver that I should be picked up here tomorrow. I didn't pack anymore because I'
I’m here in the living room, bored watching a movie. It's been two days since Logan left.I was tired of getting up to grab a snack from the refrigerator. I grabbed yogurt and chocolates.I went back to the living room to watch again. I was just dumbfounded watching TV while eating. I just came back to reality when I bit my tongue."Ouch!" I complained and stopped eating. I looked at the chocolate I was eating and I didn’t know why I accidentally put it on the table."Why am I thinking of him?" I asked myself angrily.Ever since he left, I can no longer understand myself. I'm happy because he's gone but, I felt something strange as if I was looking for him.I fell down on the sofa.*Kriiiiinggggg*The phone rang in the library. I heard that because the library is always open.Hilda went there immediately. I frowned because she closed the door s
"Hilda!" I called."Yes, ma'am?" Hilda replied as she approached."Prepare my snack so I can swim first." I said."Yes, ma'am!" She replied.I'm only wearing swimsuit now because I'm going to take a bath anyways and I won't feel awkward on what I'm wearing because only Hilda can see it.I started to swim and it feels so good.I can feel the warmth of the water. It's 12 noon and the weather is nice.I soaked in the pool for a few minutes. Maybe because I haven't bathed in the pool for almost 1 month so I took a while to soak now.I was just swimming. I enjoyed myself in the water."Ma'am, here's your snack." Hilda called me.I was enjoying that I didn't even notice Hilda. She called me thrice before I noticed her."Okay! Just put it there on the table." I said and swam again towards the swimming pool stairs.I was about