Chapter-1 Acceptance

People chattering ----

He cannot live in this society …please Mr. either your entire family leaves or let alone your child , we cannot accept him for what he is , he’ll be a bad impression to our children ..

Father- please sir .. he’s my child I cannot disown my own ..and I work here , I don’t have any one outside this town .. please I beg you .. I’ll keep my child out of sight of people..

[ the child hiding behind the walls inside the  house , gazing and hearing … ]

Dear father ,

      I am your child Rickz and always be yours, but I have to leave, please dad don’t search for me .. I don’t have a place here  I simply cannot accept and hear your insult …please  tell mama that her child will be safe , I’ll be calling you and be in touch .. from now on my education , my expenditure will be all on me .. I’ll learn to handle it .. just don’t stress , once I am settled I shall call you about my where abouts ..

        By dad and mama .. you are an amazing and the most wonderful parents and I am glad that you are my parents ..

[ 13 year old Rickz just left the house ]

Vickii – “ I am trans , well my parents disowned me when they got to know about me well at least they were kind enough to leave me at an orphanage, dear diary I hope just get out of this hell .. this place is torturous .. its-its suffocating listening to daily taunts .. I am done” .

Aunt and Uncle john – “ hey Vickii , come on ..stop sobbing you know I am there , your aunt is there .. come on , I’m waiting for you ..its cool outside !!

Vickii – Hey John .. why do you act like my uncle ,  you are just five years older than me..haha .. humm well thankyouu for helping me through the rough patch , but I am sorry  I need to leave …

John – why ? you know you know it ..the world is not like my house .. my friend ..

Vickii – I should go now … you are a friend , helped me more than my family , but now its time to live on my own ..i am 17 year old … come on in just one year I’ll be an adult .

John – but .. please be in touch with me .. for me you are my own child .. please

Vickii – sure and yeah ..

Aunt – and what ? what  Vickii .. child you are leaving me .. you know me and john don’t have a child .. you are ours dear .. please don’t .. I request ..

Vickii – please .. Rose  don’t stop me ..i-I have  to go .. yeah in future if I need any help I’ll for sure ask you .. but let me go .

Rickz- I just took some money , well I know it would count as stealing but I had to go , yeah just took my a bus to move to the city , hoping for better with little hopes .

Vickii – I took a bus to move to the town .. a better place where me and only me all alone .

I  have  three hours but I still went to the bus station and waiting , like I don’t know why …

Rickz – I reached the southern city , just getting down .. to ask help for , staying and others ..

Well I had to cover up my face , but the wind out side just blew my scarf ..

I could see people were staring at me .. I have faced it .. , all loneliness then I just sat on bench ..