Prologue
I saw how my mother struggle just to provide for me. My mother would often go to work and take care of me at the same time. She took the responsibility of being both a mother and a father to me. A mother who takes care of me like feeding me, helping me get dressed, give me a bath and watching over me when I was a baby until I reach the age wherein I can already take care of myself. Apart from that, she shoulder the responsibility as a father since she works to provide for me like food, shelter, to buy me clothes, and sending me to school. She been through a lot of difficulties yet she managed to cope up and surpassed. I admire her so much. But that do not changed the fact that she went through all of these because of an irresponsible man.
I loathe him. He is my own father but I despise that he is my father. I never met him. He abandoned us when he got my mother pregnant. I do not even know his name. I often call him Lucifer because only a devil can do such things that he did to us. Only a ruthless demon can have the nerve to leave someone vulnerable and helpless like my mother.
After all the pleasure, he left, when pain comes in. After the good times he disappear when the bad times came. After the joy he was gone when sorrow comes in. He was there when my mother was at her best but at her worst he was suddenly nowhere to be found. I hate him so much and this hatred motivates me, this resentment gives me strength to live and fight.
I do not trust men. For me, they do not exist. I focused on my studies. I did all my best to make everything easier for my mother and I did succeed when I got a scholarship from an exclusive private school. I was bullied because I was the only poor student in the University. My savior, Jason Belle, who happens to be my classmate in all subjects. We are taking up the same course. He is just an average student but his parents expect a lot from him, I received an offer from his family to be Jason's tutor and they will pay me double. Because of the allowance that I get from the scholarship and my salary from Jason, I get a lot and soon I convinced my mother to stop working.
Years had passed, I finished college and Jason's parents offered me a position in their company as his Executive Assistant. I heartily accept his offer since I really could get along with him. His parents are so kind to me as well. Their family is different from the typical rich family who look down on poor people. They are really good people and working for them is like being with family and they precisely treat me like family.
All my dreams come true. I became a successful woman both in my career and business. I was able to give my mother a convenient life but still something is missing. I am not satisfied with what I have yet. I still want to fulfill something. That is to have my sweet revenge to the man who is responsible in all the heartaches and struggles me and my mother went through. I need to find him.
I will never be at peace if I will not be able to make him pay for everything he did. It is very unfair if he will just get away with it. He needs to suffer triple times from the suffering that my mother and I had experienced. He need to shed tears of blood. I want to see him slowly dying from sorrow. I want to hear him beg for forgiveness that I will never give. I want to see him crawl in the mud while regretting everything he had done.
Unexpectedly, just when I thought fate has been good to me. Everything just get any better when I found out my father’s identity and the best is I find a way how to hurt him in the most painful way and that is through his adopted son. But knowing this information about his adopted son, my hatred on him just grows even bigger.
How could he provide, protect, and take care of someone else who is not his and just forsake his own flesh and blood? How could he not provide for his own child and give the world to a child of someone else’s man? I badly want to kill hiim in my own hands. But of course, an easy death is not what I wanted for him. He should suffer and wished to take his own life because of it.
Whatever his reason is it does not reduced of the anger that I feel for him it even got worse. The hatred that I feel for him for so many years could not be erased. The tears that I shed for so many years has turned into and ocean and I fell it too deep that I can no longer resurface. Then the worst comes into worst. I had my supposed to be sweet revenged, but it turned out to be bitter. It was not the way I expect it to be.
The sweet revenge turned into something tragic. I hurt an innocent man. I hurt both innocent men that I loved so much. When I realized I was wrong, it is too late. How can I ever take back all the hurt that I caused them? Even my own mother was hurt because of all the things that I have done.
I turned into a monster. I turned into a demon. For so many years I refer my father as a monster and an evil, yet it turns out that I was the one who is a monster and a wicked daughter. Yes, I successfully accomplished my mission but it did not turned out the way I wanted it to be. It is not the way I expected. I never thought that I would fall in love with the man that I used as an instrument to hurt my father. When I found out I was in love with him, he also find out my real agenda of getting close to him. Now he hates me. It looks like the illegitimate child’s revenge went wrong.
=Sarsi=Chapter 1“She has no dad, she is an alien!”The kids on the street keep shouting at me. They are chanting these words nonstop which makes me feel like I’ve been stabbed in the heart a million times. I am doing my very best to hold back my tears. I will never give them the satisfaction to see me cry. I have a rule to myself and that is to never let anyone see that they get into me. For me, crying is a sign of weakness. These kids thought I am weak because I am a girl. They had been bullying me because I don’t have a father.With a straight face, I keep on walking. I ignored them like they did not exist. Until one of the children pushed me. I did not expect that she would do it so I was caught off guard I did not have the chance to avoid her attack which causes me to fell with my knees on the ground. I looked at her with sharp eyes. She was smirking with her arms crossed on her chest.“What the hell is your problem?” I a
Chapter 25 years laterEmerald had been consoling her mother since she had been crying for some time since Aunt Alicia had passed away. Her mother does not want to eat and Emerald is sure that she had not been sleeping as well. Emerald is so worried about her mother’s health. If she keeps on going like this her health would definitely deteriorate.The two of them were so much affected by Aunt Alicia’s death. She was the one who helped her when they were so broke and in need financially. She let them stay and not just that, she helped in the espenses for Emerald’s education. She was now about to finish college and that is thanks so Aunt Alicia. Emerald just feel bad that she was not able to repay Aunt Alicia's kindness since she is already gone right before Emerald could finish college and get a job. She has many plans for Aunt Alicia and she became her inspiration to thrive and study hard.“Mom, you
Chapter 3Emerald quickly kept her stuff and placed it in her locker. She needs to hurry or else she will be late for her shift. She could not afford to lose her part time job as she needs it so much because if she will only rely on her allowance from her scholarship that will never be enough.Yes, Emerald did avail a scholarship successfully. It was not difficult since she was in the top 1 during her senior years and her grades are qualified. As a matter of fact, it was the university who approached her and offered her a scholarship. But she needs to work part time for her daily needs for the fare and snacks as well as the little projects from one of her minor subjects.She took up a business course since it is the most affordable and also she was aware that it's easier to get a job once she completed a business degree. She can apply to banks or any establishments such as malls, constructions companies or even retaurants."Hey Emerald. Wait up!" Ja
Chapter 4 They reached the dining room but Jason seem has no plans to let go of Emerald. He is holding her tightly and hide her from Tyler. While the latter on the other hand just smirked and shook his head. Emerald could not take the weirdness of her friend anymore so she whispered secretly in his ear. "Jason, what is wrong with you?" she said firmly. "Nothing, what are you talking aboout? You sit next to me." he said as he piulled out a chair for her. Tyler was about to offer a chair to Emerald but Jason was as quick as a speeding bullet and slightly pushed Emerald to sit on the chair which he pulled next to him. Emerald felt a bit uncomfortable and she has been praying that the lovely couple which are Jason's parents will not notice. Their sitting order is Jack on the center while his wife is on his right and next to her is Tyler who has been staring at Emerald shamelessly while smiling. On his left is Jason
Chapter 5 As they continue eating Tyler deep inside was very jealous at the scene in front of him. He wants to think that the beautiful lady is not really Jason’s girlfriend. He knows Jason since they were kids and he know that he is in love with their childhood friend Katie who is now living abroad. But just looking at Emerald every man would fall head over heels for her and it is not impossible that Jason’s feelings towards their other friend would automatically fade. Actually that is what is happening to him just now which never happened to him before. He was smitten by her beauty, she is really pretty without her even realizing it. Also, seeing how possessive Jason is to her, they really have a relationship. He was jealous how lucky Jason is to have her. “By the way, Aunt Rachel please take this. My mother cooked this for all of you. I almost forgot.” Emerald hand over the food container to Jason’s mother. “Wow, this looks delicious and I’m
Chapter 6 Emerald together with Jason and his parents then went to the office room. Jack sat on his desk while Rachel took some papers in the filing cabinet behind her husband’s desk. Jason and Emily sat on the two visitor’s chair in front of his desk. Rachel went in front of Emerald and handed her a pen and laid the two piece of paper in front of Emerald. “I will discuss your job then you can read the contract first before signing Emerald.” Jack started. “Okay, Uncle.” Emerald replied. “We decided to get Jason a tutor a long time ago but he always declined. We were shocked when he told us last week that he now agrees to have a tutor but he should be the one to choose who it will be.” Jack continued. “He always mentioned us about you. Like he always talk about you all the time and we are glad that he find a friend such as you. I have always wanted to meet you but our schedule doesn’t cooperate.” Rachel said. “Jason here,
Chapter 7Jason was currently in his room when he heard a knock on the door. It was their butler, so he lazily opened the door for him. He was a bit annoyed since it is too early and he still wants to sleep, his irritation grew the moment he saw the man behind Robert. It was no other than Tyler.“Good morning, young master. You have a visitor I told him to wait downstairs but he was so eager to come with me.“Hey dude, good morning.” Tyler said.“What so good in the morning, when your annoying face is the first one I saw.” Jason said.Instead of being offended, Tyler just laugh out loud and did not mind Jason’s hostility. He then went inside his friend’s room without a warning. Jason is really pissed as he follow his gaze to Tyler who went straight into his bed and lay down there as if he was the owner. Robert just laugh and shook his head before he spoke.“Just call me if you bot
Chapter 8 Everyone was having a great time at the bar. Some are tipsy and some are already wasted but all of them are aiming for one thing, to hook up. Tyler is not an exception and it looks like he had his target. It did not took him long to be noticed by a hot chick in that bar. She is now biting her lower lip while looking at him in a seductive way. One week had passed since he came back in the country and since he meet the woman who made his nights sleepless. He thought he really need some distraction which is why he is now in the bar. Jason hates going to the bar because of the smell and the aggressive people who are under the influence of alcohol. They get along and almost have the same hobbies and interests except going to the bar. He loves to unwind in the bar to drink and best of all hook up. “Hi handsome.” the lady came up to him. “Hey sexy. Can I buy you a drink?” he asked as he caresses her hair. “I won’t mind. Are y